Also, hex jars are fun. ICE, LOTS OF COARSE SALT, 5 diff types of chili powder, chili flakes, WHOLE chilies, some MUSTARD powder, white pepper, chili oil... SHOOK THAT BITCH UP and now its sitting in a dark, gross place in my garage. I think ill go shake it up every so often. Hope that shit HURTS

bring back telling evil people to kill themselves 🤷‍♀️nazi? pedo? rapist? abuser? kill yourself.

Baby's first spell pouch (yes, it's for Hecate)

TFW you're upset a test diagnosed you as a Submissive Omega... until you find out your besties are compatible Alphas 🥹 Anyway I drew me and my Alphas @hoyanightshade.bsky.social & @thenixienova.vtubers.social 💚

I get fatigue from other vtubers and streamers in general who refuse to talk about real shit. Our country has been taken over by nazis and you want to act like shit is normal? I'm sick of it. Stop sticking your head in the sand.

I keep forgetting bsky exists. I will try to be more active here!

😭I DID NOT EXPECT THE COVER TO DO SO WELL. I MEAN, I HOPED. EVEN IF IT FALLS OFF AFTER THIS, I'M SO GRATEFUL 💙

Jump into the New Year! I hope you guys enjoy this cover, so much hard work went into it! 🥹 Here's to an amazing 2026! 💙 Vocals: Nixie Nova Mixing: @KAYA_OFFICE Art: @haerge23.bsky.social Animation/MV: @suadiyaa youtu.be/qUBKl788LHg?...

Time to grab 2026 by the throat and shake it all around. LET'S DO THIS. HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Mark your calendars 👀 1/1/26 @ 12PM PST! youtu.be/qUBKl788LHg

I decided that 2026 is not going to happen TO me, I'M gonna happen to IT 👹

1.1.26

When you're a witch but you have OCD so all your intentions end in "with no consequence." 💀

tbh i forgot my bluesky password... I am back. And annoyed. Twitter suppresses everything I post. The only thing that will ever make me quit is being forced to conform. I'd sooner abandon that shit. There's already a massive lack of integrity... everywhere. I aint getting rid of mine.

🎨V-Highlight 🎨  Sweet, serenading and ever the ball of fun! I adore getting to watch the very kind @thenixienova.vtubers.social  ! #MilkClubMedia || #VHighlight

I know this is cocky AF but I think our cover of 'Your Idol' is the best 🤷🏻‍♀️ Do I plan on continuing voice lessons and getting better/finding my own vocal style? Absolutely. But I'm really friggin' proud of us.

YOUR IDOL 👹 Vocals: @reisirena.bsky.social , @thenixienova.vtubers.social and me! 💚💙💜 Mix: @/Kaya_OFFICE Art: @/VAqualume Rig/MV: ME! 💜 Harmony Guide: @/svmmyurt I love my friends and their beautiful voices 🥹 youtu.be/swN4qvmMtKo?...

Vocals: @thenixienova.vtubers.social, @hoyanightshade.bsky.social, & Me! Mix: KAYA_OFFICE Art: Viri Aqualume Rig/MV: HoyaNightshade Harmony Guide: svmmyurt youtu.be/swN4qvmMtKo?...

3pm PST 👹See you there! youtu.be/swN4qvmMtKo

🌊 1 More Day! 🌊 🤪

New cover MIXED. Y'ALL AIN'T READY

🌊 4 More Days 🌊 Don't ask me about my dental bills.

BEHOLD! SPOOKY CUTENESS! Here's a little showcase of how she moves! There's something so unbelievably frustrating yet satisfying about creating your own model... Art and Rigging by me! #vtuber #live2d #vtuberen #hoyaillust

I had to miss a week of spooky streams because I threw my back out >( that's also time I could be wandering around spirit Halloween or drinking cocoa! I gotta go extra hard for the rest of the month...

September 30th, 2025 Haha me

The first day!! Today it begins! My big event! My wonderful bf and my good buddy are totally going to NOT be carrying me through some chained together! While we talk about milestones and goals! I’m already so excited (and nervous) 4pm EST #twitch #subathon #event

So I've lost like... 30 pounds since spring and as I get energy back, I'll probably be able to lose the rest of what I want within the one year mark which is crazy. Even if I'm still a little chubby, I don't care. I'm just excited to take care of myself and get healthy! 🥹

Me: I wonder if there are beds that are in a box... Google: did you mean AUTISM bed? ... There are by the way. From medieval times, they're called box beds and I want one badly. I want my bed to have a door and a lock and lights and it's like a little house in my house. Okay yeah, autism bed.

It's 4 am and I made this and it's delicious. I used the less sugar cookie mix and also added some pumpkin pie seasoning. Maybe my oven is funky but it took more like 40 minutes to cook. Anyway, a delicious fall sweet treat that's not too bad for you and tastes great! 🤌🏻🤌🏻

Underrated/not talked enough about horror movie recs for spooky season: Clown Grave Encounters Session 9 Creep & Creep 2 The Descent Susperia (original) It Follows The Ritual Hush Pulse Hit me with your own recs! I'm crazy picky about horror 😭 my apologies in advance!

Weeks of insomnia. Tired all day. 2 xanax. 1 clonopin. 🧍‍♀️ why the fuck am I still alert af

What if I told you I have a three person collab cover coming out soon 👀

I had so much fun tonight 😭 Ty for all the warm welcomes back! 🥹🫂💙

Back from my month hiatus tonight! I was gonna play a game but I am big eepy so instead we are gonna color a commission and yap! Come catch up! 5pm PST ^^ 💙🫂

I ordered a shirt off Poshmark and the seller cutely sent me a keychain with a quote attached. I received it yesterday, shortly after my grandma passed away. The keychain was a butterfly with a skull. The #1 thing I associate with my grandma is butterflies. Kinda bizarre.

I checked my notes app and found this... Is exhausted me a genius? I'm doing this. If uncrustables puts something like this out, let it be known that I invented it.

Oliver passed in June, Ella in July... I am finally taking apart their cat perches and stuff 🥺this is hard. I'm trying to focus on what cool stuff I can use the space for but. I just wish it could be for my cats still. Some day.

Me: ah, it's 2:30 am, I'm so tired, can't wait to sleep Hormones: hey so about that Me: NO. ITS LATE. THAT MAKES US WAKE UP. Hormones: 😭 please! Me: ... >( *Scrolls thru porn angrily for over an hour* THIS SHIT IS A CHORE. Just like cooking or cleaning or whatever. I JUST WANNA SLEEP GO AWAY

Putting integrity above all else might not make me well liked. Being palatable broadens the net you cast for viewership and friends. I just never could do it - water myself down or let something important slide because it's "not that deep." 🤷🏻‍♀️ I like that about myself.

Figuring out health crap is so frustrating because everything depends on everything. I can start taking Ritalin but I need to hold off while we try to figure out what chronic bullshit is causing all the fatigue and pain 🤡 I see my GP next week but I wager there won't be answers.

I feel like James Gunn's Superman is the first time I've seen the character captured correctly. It is never about his strength or speed, it's about his empathy. THAT is the appeal of Superman. He does what he does not out of revenge or anger but because he values ALL life and does what's right.

Uhhh, finally listened to Rebecca Black's album 'Salvation' and every song is an absolute BANGER. plzzzz i need her and Charli to make stuff together 😭 Also, Ashnikko's new song 'Trinkets' is SO SOPHIE CODED I LOVE IT 🥹

I feel like if my 2.0 doesn't net me more views I'ma crash out and call it xD having less than 1k followers after 2 years makes me feel like a total failure. And I know that's such bullshit. I know that's not how to gauge success or FUN. But there's always gonna be that little voice in my head 💀

No horror movie has made me cry like 'Sinners'. Incredible.

I am a blue raspberry STAN but.. the grimace shake was better than the "Mt. Mcdonald" one. I think coz it was just straight up berry and when I have blue raspberry, I imagine it as candy, not... milk XD

I got over half way into Weapons before I started to enjoy it. Not what I expected at all and the pay off was pretty worth it. Perfect? Absolutely not XD fun and weird? Sure!

keeping up with even the bare minimum of news is causing sanity damage

All I wanna do is get stuff done but I'm exhausted 😭 so aggravating!