After some deliberating, I decided to move accounts. I'm still recovering from surgery, so my hiatus persists, but truth be told, I've felt more attached to Charlie than Batu for a while (obviously lmfao) and with some changes in life, decided a clean slate was good for the ol' mental.

A bit of update on me since I've been not around: I've suffered multiple lung collapses over the last few months which lead to a bilateral chemical pleurodesis via VATS surgery, which I am still recovering from. Multiple wildfires in my area, along with the severity of heat warnings and humidity

"ʏᴏᴜ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴏᴛ ғɪɴᴅ ᴀ ᴍᴀɴ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴡᴇᴀᴋ ᴛʜᴀɴ ɪ." #GPOSERS I #ReShade I #ffxivsnaps I @rubyredaether.bsky.social

Morte Ascendo #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

Little Ember #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja // #ftp:mercysanja

In the void, they come alive and intertwine In the void, I saw all I ever wanted #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

It's been too long Alkaid bby #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

Feeling rough, so here is Fae as a treat. #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

They love to hate #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

I swear they hate each other. #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

Pleasure, pleasure, pleasure #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

Honestly haven't been this disengaged from XIV in years, and starting to wonder at what point do I pull the plug. Dealing with the community is stressful to where I avoid it mostly now, I gpose rarely, roleplay has lost a lot of spark, I don't desire to go to venues, and I subscribe for MSQ mostly.

#ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

The Gpose bug has bitten me. I do not apologize. #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

Can I be your savior? I'll be your favorite saint #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

Careful, I bite. #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja // #MchLounge

#ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

⤷  @rubyredaether.bsky.social #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja // #MchLounge

Lookbooks of some of Ament's fits because I like his style, complete with Ament-worthy stupid outfit names. #rra:gpose | #rra:others

Home ⤷  @rubyredaether.bsky.social #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja // #MchLounge

Garner you with silk like a spider♡ ⤷  @rubyredaether.bsky.social #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

I just really missed the bby ♡ #ftp:gpose // #ftp:yumaittetsu

Danse Macabre #rra:gpose . #rra:charlemagne . #rra:others . #gpose

What might be good for your heart Might not be good for my head And what was there at the start Might not be there in the end #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

He just wanted to read his book in peace... (A little something done for MerMay.) #rra:gpose . #rra:charlemagne . #rra:others . #gpose

🌿 #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

Let's make love And lots of money #rra:gpose . #rra:others

Sunset Boulevard. #rra:gpose . #rra:others

Gaves Hillvack, unsubscribed but never forgotten. #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

Serving looks, serving class ft @thefaeren.bsky.social 🖤

♡ ⤷  @elouanelf.bsky.social #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

And I feel life for the very first time Love in my arms and the sun in my eyes I feel safe in the 5 am light You carry my fears as the heavens set fire ⤷  @rubyredaether.bsky.social #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

Don't wanna take it slow. I wanna take you home And watch the world explode. From underneath your glow #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

So will you wait me out Or will you drown me out? #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

Worship ⤷  @rubyredaether.bsky.social #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

This stage is a prison, a beautiful nightmare. #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja.

I saw this post and it's pretty much just their lore. #rra:gpose | #rra:charlemagne | #rra:others

She deserved a portrait #ftp:gpose // #ftp:mercysanja

Dancin’ with the devil sweating gasoline #ftp:gpose // #ftp:mercysanja

Honestly my favorite. One for each of my boys. Batuhan > Leon > Charlemagne > Ament

ɢʜᴏssᴛ(s) #GPOSERS I #ReShade I #daimon

I've gotten tagged for this like 3 times I'm so sorry I forgor, thank you all for thinking of me. 4 gposes for the 4 boys. Feel free to do this if you wanna. (Sorry if tagged already!) @thefaeren.bsky.social @koremeadows.bsky.social @mementomoriv1.bsky.social @finnthejackal.bsky.social

──♡── #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

I took these and forgot to post them....so um...here you go. ⤷  @rubyredaether.bsky.social #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja

The Sanja Family ⤷  @rubyredaether.bsky.social #ftp:gpose // #ftp:faerensanja // #ftp:mercysanja

As time goes by... #VioletArrow • #Viera • #GPOSERS • #ReShade

Cicatrices #rra:gpose | #rra:charlemagne | #rra:others | #gpose

Watching you, watching me One lonely star 💐 #StudioPolaris • #VioletArrow • #Viera • #GPOSERS • #ReShade

A Matter of Time #rra:gpose | #rra:others | #gpose | #FFXIVScreenshots

Golden Hour ☀ #rra:gpose | #rra:others | #gpose