Woluke uptw sh

Need more space to cut myself most of my fleshid too densitive

Tw sh volume up

Tw sh .. volume up

Volume up For context Josh is my partner

I’m fat and idc, that doesn’t mean my ed is invalid it means that I’m too depressed to find joy in anything jnclusing being skinny , I just wanna be gone idc if I leave a skinhy or fat corpse anymore i’ll be dead what will i care lol

Cutting myself until I can kms >>

I wish I could cut myself deeper they treat me like an attention seeker bc most my sh is superficial

I love getting drunk and cvtting myself I do ut everyday yay

Lowkey went thrilu psychosis the other week despite beung in antipsychotics lol

Gng I have two weeks lest to luve becore i end yhis life I’m so excitef

I think my mum is yrying to sectiob me she’s the ony persom I’ve tild om planning in emding my life in few weeks & td my youth worker knowkced asking if i’d called 111 recently bc my mum msg her smn about it (idk what she acc said)

Broke both my phones using my ild iphoeb 7

Can rely to me breaking my phone AGIAN but not to me being suicidal hmmmm

TW SH// IT BURNS ANDN MY HANDS HAVE BLOOD PK YHEM

Was hitng my head on the wall and caught my nose instead fml

Told him I’m pushing him away so I can die and he left me on read so ig he doesn’t care lolol, 3 more weeks left of living

I’m hauntef and evil and deserve to die its not that fucking hard to understand i have no life no worth just let meFYCJING GO ALREADY I CANTS TALD THIS BS

Thoughts of death consume me i am nothing more than a meal to grimm, the deamons in my kitchen r making sure of that

Gotta dtart planning only a few weeks till I’m dead but idk how yet uhgg

Gng I need avidece for feb I cants it my wrists deep enough and od becer worms aln the bridges near me are too sort so Imd end up injured instead of dead

Gonna kms yeah just like reggie ~

Broke my lense and it Make me feel sick to have 1, and give me a migraine if i have none so this the best solution rn

Why is blood so pretty but smell so bad, they tell me I’m iron deficient but idk all I smell rn is iron

I’ve decided that after I see my brother early Feb I’m going to end my life, at least I can say goodbye to him. But the hardest part is pushing my partner away so it will hurt less for him, I don’t want to hurt him, all I do is crave his company but I’m pathetic and he deserves better

Lowkey just purged bc I ate lamb (which I haven’t eaten in a decade) accidentally do not recommend

Wnanan unblock him on tt so he can see how HOT i am without him but once he notices he’ll prob blcok me since i have his whatsapp anf number blocked l

Did someone say identity change? Dyed my hair & sorting my id so I can get piercings (will not reveal which one(s) yet) & the tattoo I’ve been meaning to get since my 18th (I’ll be turning 20 this yr)

Asked for southern comfort and all they had was northern comfort wtf

If u ever wonder what its like to be an alcoholic its paying more for alch to go to a different store bc u’ve been the the cheap store 3 days in a rown & its been the same two women working

Heartbreak = glow up (Ik I already posted this pic on here but the comparison makes me feel crazy hot rn)

the best adjective for me is ‘tubby’ 😭😭😭😭

Accidentally cut my fingertips but idk if its from handling the blade when cu//ing myself or using a knife to cut ny hair lolz

Need to be fucked ngl

Why kms when i can completely crash out, abuse substances daily and regain my hot bitch aura

Does anyone speak drunk tf was i on about

Gng be careful where u cut ur hair cuz there’s hair in my bong 😐

Age 16 vs age 19 going through a breakup, seemz to be a theme with the blue hair

Pinkie pie to nightmare moon.. yeah I been watching too much mlp

Taxu un 15mins ocmgobN cumilk infhevpuv vmbrunwb B can chik at kndsa smnates hourse dor the night the can get weed Ndbtagskt homs tomorrow

Blockecf gun he was tyoung a rprky byf whatever

O my (non-bio) bro is coning to Wales purely for a wrestling show instead of to see us when he said he’d be up BOTH halloween & xmas, my own BOYFRIEND & my own BROTHER don’t want to see me & I havr no friends but if I try kms I’m “selfish” because I’m hurting the people who claim to care (1/2)

Blocking someone to bring u peace of mind, he can text me when ge remembers I exist, having access to his last online time & exactly when he sees my messages is too much

Lowkey booze snells like my vomit from when I got blackout last week

No weed today as the bus only runs 3x a day on sundays so tomorrow i can get sime bud and sniff yippie

I lack self identify so bad I believe what people say, the more people say I’m crazy the more I break into the role & the less I hide in my head, what they don’t realise is they only see about 10% crazy bc I keep the rest locked in my head out of fear of judgment & social exile