Shen they say if i font laugh i’ll cry but lur laughing dand crying and genuinely confised

Running out of bandages be like Tw: sh

Tw:sh Volume ^^^

They gave me jalapeno cheese bites instead of chilli cheese buggedt but my phone gonna die brfore zi can correct it

Phone going to die, only working leads usb -> lightening & my only eorking plug is usb-cbfuck phone gonna die sorry yall

Plus I’m scared he’ll hurt myself and even tho we’re broken up I’d rather he talk to me than do so

I would just block him on everything but since he has no data I HAVE to make sure this is some way he can contact me in case of an emergency. Its just the way I was raised no matter how much someone has hurt u if its THAT big of an emergency they reach out to U, u help.

I would just block him on everything but since he has no data I HAVE to make sure this is some way he can contact me in case of an emergency. Its just the way I was raised no matter how much someone has hurt u if its THAT big of an emergency they reach out to U, u help.

So I checked my actual follwers & he’s not there bro I’m embarrassed him, honestly he should’vr just committed because this is starting to feel like I’m being internet stalked

Literally just woke up to this kill me pls

Fuck sake man now I’m gonna leave empty handed because I’m not spending hours waiting on people anymore this is infuriating, if only my other contact was in the area

Like I literally message an hour or two before I’m actually going to be in town so they can be ready for me and I still end up waiting HOURS

What is it with dealers acting like they’re doing you a favour, like brother do you want your money or not? Its a mutual exchange so I expect mutual respect.

Even with foundation & my hair down u can see the bump.. uhg good thing I’m accident prone I’ll just try and play it off

I regret my choices, my head is gonna be hurting for a few days at least by now

Its so difficult having a deep longing to try for a baby when I know Im not in a mental physical or financial position to have onel I have sm love and no where to give it, no one to ground me rely on me I spent most my life being a young carer & now I have no one to care 4 but me & it isn’t worth it

I look so fucked

Best im prolly gonna get tn as its v sore now, dw I have foundation to cover any bruising I’m not gonna walk around like this Tw sh

Nothing feels better than self destruction Tw sh

Honestly my worst fear when we break up is idk if he’s safe, god forbid he hurt himself or worse because of me when he hasn’t done it in years, I just want to know he’s okay and I can’t

Every time I break up w him I feel like a joke bc I know I’m gonna end up going back.. if anything its just a test of endurance to see how long I can go without him before completely breaking down. I’m such a lost fucking cause I really don’t know what to do it feels like my choices r go back or kms

Tw:sh I wish my cuts would heal faster sonI could COVER myself in blood regularly, I have to try & limit what I do so I have space for more while it heals (both my thighs & other arm r covered in ones that r healing rn)

Lowkey wanna ask to get back together so I stop drinking and constantly eating, i mean besided all the major refld flags he’s the closest I’ve ever felt at “home” cuz I constantly feel like I wanna go home even if I’m where I live. I miss him sm

Told him to stop checking my tt profile & now I’m sad that he’s not I hate bpd

Its not even his spot its mine 😭 I’m the one who found it and introduced him to it.. infact I was meaning to bring my (now ex) partner here too (I still want him here but thats a different issue

Naw I’m pissed off why is there graffiti saying “joseph’s sex spot” with an arrow leading to the spot I fucked a dude named Joseph. NOW WHO DONE SNITCHED 😭

Started my period in a bush. I hope this leaf can hold my blood & won’t give me an infection (its placed like a labia pad thing if yk what I mean)

Dni under 18 At an old sex spot & its grown out in such a good way there’s even more privacy, but now I have no one to have sex with :( Genuinely i think it might be the alc but I really wanna call him up and ask him for a booty call but I don’t wanna give them impression I only like him for his 🍆

I’m going to lose ALL my progress at this rate I hate how much I fucking eat when I drink like alco isn’t already extremely high cal

Genuinely how is it so perfect 😍

Lowkey tiktok is iconic cuz no matter my hair colour I can find a font colour to match

Have powder foundation thats too dark for me, no worries tho I can just use it as bronzer We love sustainability and no waste :)

I am so sick and fucking tired of missing a man who cares less about me than literal strangers on the internet. Its why I love edbsky sm, even tho none of us fully know each other we support each other no matter what

I haven’t even be able to say it out loud yet, the only people who actually know we’re broke up r u guys, me & him, and whoever he’s told

Apon (many) closer inspections he’s literally on the verge of crying in the picture, I feel guilty I don’t want to hurt him but I don’t want to be hurt anyone either. If only I could just die and be free of this responsibility

Hi moots, ik I haven’t been interacting much the past few days I genuinely can’t just sit there and focus on one thing rn so I do apologise, I love you all 🫶

Everyday without him I feel like I’m just getting more and more depressed I feel no motivation for ANYTHING atm even wl

Kinda binged last night, it wasn’t a full binge cuz I hatdly have any actual food but I feel shit

He changed his pfp again, this time to himself, he’s changed his hair. He never has his profile picture as himself.. who is he trying to impress? Its only been 3 days..

Today’s stats: - cals consumed: 0 (fasting) - cals burned: 240 - net cals: -240 - steps: 5,809 - weight (morning): 74kg/163lbs

Got a bag :>

I feel icky in my tummy but I don’t want to eat

Definitely consumed less than I logged yesterday

Just so y'all don't forget it's April Fools Day. I won't be posting jokes or anything that isn't real on here, I'm not gonna be playing pretend or spreading lies for "fun" or scaring anyone. I will still assume what you say is also serious, so y'know exercise caution n whatnot

I dont want to die, I NEED to

Volume ^^

Volume up! Pls help how do I amke it stop its driving em crazy & staff r asleep

My arm has that numb/tinglish feeling its started when i c*t and it hasn’t stopped I’m scared I wanna b held

Hasn’t checked my tt since guess he isn’t that obsessed

Why cant i stop hurting