Not that the majority of people here care, but at 2 am, I found myself in some of the worst pain I have ever been in. It was akin to someone shoving broken glass in my uterus and Fallopian tubes, then sitting it on fire. I was that close to ringing for an ambulance then it calmed down.

Stafford's 60th birthday was... a bit kinky for lack of a better word. Seth and Quaver dipping into a bit of pony play territory. #WIPSnips

Can't believe it has been three weeks since I was in Cologne. Where the hell did that time go?

There is a good reason this song is part of the soundtrack to my life. It was my favourite song when I was a toddler. Little did the little me realise pressure in the form of acute anxiety would run riot all over my life. Today has been... blah. youtu.be/Iyv905Q2omU?...

1975 and Quaver has a photo shoot for some maternity swimwear.. she was pregnant with the twins. Seth had recently separated from their wife and decided to tag along. A day trip with some flirty nostalgia. #WIPSnips

When something that is fun also comes loaded with anxiety because I constantly think I am being an asshole... all because I am in charge. Music League 😕

1999, the day before the wedding of all time... Stafford's sister, Samara, is talking to Quaver... #WIPSnips

It was the 90s. Luke left music for screenwriting and turned Quaver's first memoir into a telly series, where he played Stafford due to his strong resemblance to him. One evening after filming, Quaver was feeling... a bit like she wanted to fuck the living daylights out of Luke. #WIPSnips

Oooh, look at that, letter personally addressed to us, from Reform. Torn up into little pieces and in the bin, ya go! SNP all the way.

Skye, in hindsight, this was one of the biggest mistakes you ever made. It brought Quaver and Stafford together in a way that made it... legit? The swinging phase was a messy one. #WIPSnips

Name change, and not because I am an actual mistress (lol, I wish) but because I am effectively the mistress of everything on a particular Discord server. Music League is a mighty fine addiction so you need me at the helm!

After providing backing vocals on the only solo album Stuart ever did, he and Quaver spent a lot of time talking about future projects... while looking at his vast collection of synthesisers. #WIPSnips

My beloved lovelies in the @seasidepodreview.bsky.social Music League gang are absolutely kicking ass with their submissions. This playlist literally made me feel like I had the best sex ever. open.spotify.com/playlist/1FD...

Sigh, my laptop is having charging problems again. I don't have a spare cable or battery to check what the issue is.

More or less outing myself on Discord was not on my bingo card for today. Born a woman, identify as a woman, not heterosexual at all. Pansexual. Men, women, trans. Simples!

In 1991, Quaver went on tour and a band called Tonight Tonight joined her. Their lead singer, Luke Bellamy, joined her during her set. The sexual chemistry did not go unnoticed. #WIPSnips

My current state of mind

Decided to have a beer with dinner... and it has been the weirdest beer. An American pale ale that has an aftertaste of... parma violets? I am not complaining, I love parma violets, but it was not what I was expecting at all 😂

And why do I keep coming last or second to last in Music League? 😂

Why do I feel like I suddenly found my dominatrix 🎩 after it being lost for years?

Ooh, we are a little NSFW this morning. Stafford and Quaver bump into Justin at their local watering hole. A few drinks later, and suddenly, a threesome sounds like a fantastic idea. The preamble. #WIPSnips

Well, it would be boring but maybe Quaver forgot to take the batteries out of her sex toys.

My room screams 'millennial' Simpsons duvet cover. A highland cow and fox soft toys. A Sonic the Hedgehog blanket covering my headboard. Posters of The Beatles, a random James Bond film, a Scottish flag, a New Zealand flag, a Pikachu cushion, a Sonic cushion, plus lots of Hello Kitty things.

Summer baby, ocean sweetheart, the memories of us when we were younger are powerful. I, too, am a summer baby, and those times we tumbled in the surf, the seafoam giving a sensual touch. Warm air, cooler water. Humid evenings, wet wantings. The feelings are still there. #vss365

A dress up birthday in 1988, Quaver again eavesdrops on a conversation, this time it is Stafford and Blake talking about Seth. Quaver, you must have supersonic hearing. #WIPSnips

Today has been... not a shit show, but manic as hell. Wake up feeling frisky. Then end up panicky. Then a touch of Red Panda. 😕

When is a song not a song? When is a dog not a dog? When is a hot dog not a hot dog? When is a Champion a Champion? And when is dust just a big old bunch of dead skin, fly legs, sand, grit, and fragments of belly button lint?

Bluesky coming over all 'mistress' with me. And everybody else

Well, it looks we are back for now, but no writing snippet today. I can't be fucked.

Not posting my writing snippet today until Bluesky sorts itself out. Slow, most images not loading.

Bluesky is a bit fucked, isn't it?

Today was a day where I may, or may not, have revealed some of my kinks on Discord. anyhow, I need sleep, podcast communities keeping me happy today 💚

The Music League shenanigans of a little podcast community has been the only good thing this week. The community themselves are what make it what it is. @seasidepodreview.bsky.social has brought together so many people passionate about their music, such varied tastes, a lot of laughs.

Where I live is killing my job search. Almost every job is on the other side of Glasgow. With public transport, it often means changing modes of transport three fucking times, takes about two hours and costs a fortune. My depression is getting so bad, I can't function properly.

Reposting with the actual post. So it is some time in the 70s, Tracy and Quaver were clearly in a frisky mood. I don't blame them, if I saw Stuart in the same attire, I'd want to drop my knickers, too. #WIPSnips

If as I needed proof the job market is proper fucked, when almost any new postings on Indeed are childcare apprenticeships paying £8 an hour.

Bluesky is boring as batshit. I only really use it for the writing snippets now 😕

My dedication to music listening is obsession level. And it's reflected in my writing. I named my trilogy after a Dire Straits song. My characters are musicians. And my main character is named the British word for an eighth note.. Quaver. Quaver Tune, the world's sexiest bass player. 🎶

1972 and Minnie is looking at dresses for her wedding. Quaver tagged along, dropping the news that yes, she is pregnant... and Stafford is the father! #WIPSnips

Setting up for a soiree...and when the evening comes, one of the guests seems out of sorts. Not for a bad reason either, as it turns out. #WIPSnips

It has been a strange evening. Probing thoughts about the past. What certain concepts mean to me. Music League going nuts!

Gee, thanks, Indeed. As if I needed another reminder I didn't get the job I had the second interview for. The guy did message me to tell me at least, which I do appreciate. What I don't appreciate is Indeed telling me two days later. I am absolutely gutted I didn't advance with that job.

Late 1966. Err Quaver, you're acting all upset, but a letter from London arrived the day before and it was from Stafford 👀 But no one else knows about that for now, so seeing the ex with their new girlfriend is still going to stir the emotions. #WIPSnips

Surprised by how quick my @seasidepodreview.bsky.social lovelies took to Music League. No complaints, it has become competitive, a lot of guessing who submitted what song and a lot of the cool banter I have come to expect from such a community. It just sucks you need Spotify for it. ❤️🎶

1992, and Quaver is the host of a television series about sex. They get to the episode about oral sex, and due to some fuck up, it is left to Quaver and Stafford to... perform. #WIPSnips

Deleted everything from yesterday because last night ended on an extremely sour note.

Took me a while to find a snippet I was happy with but.... oh boy, April 1967. Quaver spots Seth alone at the bar... next thing you know, 💦 #WIPSnips

So much for me not applying for any jobs today... just applied for three in a row.

This is a job I am interested in. I am able to cover all those bases... yet I can see myself being booted out as soon as I apply. All because I have a retail position as the most recent one on my resume. 😕

That's a no from the second job interview. I won't lie, this one really hurts. The job market is so dire. There is ALWAYS someone better than me!