finished up my last final this afternoon... was nauseous the entire ride back to my gf's place, and i frew up literally upon arrival... 🫠 this semester's been a hard one, academically and emotionally :/ tbh, what a wonderful way to end, purging all that built up turmoil... 🫟🫟🫟🫟

happy mother's day~ ;) 💜💘🩷🥰

hooway~! 🌸🫧

Mafu6 t770, shadow Latios, and Nihilego... 👁️🫟🎈💜

this is literally just me and my girlfriend 🫪💘

🌕 scorpio flower moon update... 🦂 its been a month! here's how it's looking in there 👁️ she's sure got a nice head wound, doesnt she~? 🧠

🦋🫟 i want to embrace you, i want to kiss you... ᝰ i want you to remake me... 🌀 i want you to tell me that you dont think this is a mistake. 🎀💘❄️ ive touched you, and i can never go back... 👁️ and thats just fine. ᝰ draw me closer, as if we are two magnets... 🫟🦋

💔 every day is the worst day of my life. this inscrutable love was lost... 🫟 IT HURTS. i definitely, so definitely, ABSOLUTELY want you to love me... 🧿 please, let my blotchy, frozen heart satisfy you, because i dont want to disappear just yet... 🦋 i just want to be loved... IT HURTS. 🎈

ecstatic to report that yesterday was actually fucking awesome! my class went on a field trip to a local museum and toured their larger underground collection that the public dont get to see... and i got to be less than a meter away from their stunning cheetah specimen!!!! 𓃮 💜 ;w;

today is a hard day for multiple years worth of reasons... i wish i could stop dreaming about those who have hurt me in the past. many wounds, still fresh and bleeding... it hurts. i want to just go back to bed... but i dont want to see that multitude of faces again. it hurts...

🌀꒦꒷ secretly, quietly, sink those so-called "expressions of Love" deep down inside you, always... even now... 💔 "i cant tell You anything..." ꒦꒷👁️꒷꒦ "arent you Hallucinating?" 💘 right now, i can see the colors of the sounds... right now, i can touch your Colors... ꒷꒦🌈

🫟🌀 just like always, you are a hated person... 💔 kept at a distance, you became cold, and seemingly lonely all the same... 🫧🩸💘🩸🫧 you cry and shout out to the ending you had wished for, 💔 "i wasnt able to save even a single piece of odds&ends..." 🌀🫟

❤️‍🩹 now that you can no longer live sanely in this world, perhaps pretending to know nothing & surrendering yourself is the optimal solution.... 🌑🌀🌕 however you survive today, it's unrewarding every day.... you're already in a bot~like cycle, continuing the moment of inertia! ❤️‍🔥

💜❄️ you've granted me the gift of air... i've forgotten how to drown. ꒦꒷💘꒷꒦ fly with me forever, in this life, and the next... and every one after that~ 🎀💚

🫠 ohgodohgodohgod, please no... 💓 is there a way to reverse it? 🍊 id rather die than puke, please... 🫟

plain white rice for breakfast cuz ive vomited multiple times since waking up at 3am :') im still so not used to throwing up... my body has such trouble getting everything up at once, my throat really hurts now 💔 urrrrrf...

i got to see the project sekai movie in theatres a year ago today!!!! my favorite creatures... they bring me such joy and hope in this cruel and callous world... ;_; 💜🩷❤️🤎

happy 1st anniversary to the Project Sekai movie!!!! love you forever, Miku... you will always be famous. 🩵🤍🩵🤍

erm... may have to go to the er tonight. stay tuned 🫠

glados miku #art #vocaloid #miku

💘🧿 ˖꒷➳꒦ ๋.⭑you pretend to understand... but you know nothing, dont you? what is sadness, really...? what do you think loneliness is? are you listening...? kissing in code, touching through the glass... my wounds always sport such wonderfully vibrant hues~⭑. ๋꒦𖦹꒷˖ 👁️❤️‍🔥

🐾 happy pet day to me, the cutest bunny~ 🐇 here's me being an absolutely splendid pet at lustsickpuppy/machine girl :) i love being the goodest, bestest girl for beautiful women who play with me... 💜💘🩷

i wonder if, perhaps today... you will pet me gently? 🐈‍⬛ i wanna be unrestrained and proud, y’know... but if i bite, i'll just be scolded again... 👁️ my heart is pounding... so today, i'll be on my knees, submissively... 🫟 meowing as you like... bite down, right to the bone~! 💘

our bio professor introduced us to "L-spreaders" used for inoculating large areas of microbes on dishes. i said, "huh. L-spreader... kinda sounds like a lesbian euphemism." and she COMPLETELY broke down laughing. like fucking red in the face, almost crying laughing over it 🤪

my fwb got her bestie and my gf to start playing pokémon go, so i found my old account from when it first came out and im joining them all too 😭 i stopped playing just about a month after it came out 10 years ago (🫥), theres SO MUCH in game now its Crasy...

stone makima who would not take off a single article of clothing during sex, while simultaneously requiring reze to strip completely bare. 'cept for a collar and leash, of course... 🤤

the condensation cleared up a bit... >:) 🐇🪢🦋🫀

💙 my Heart, creaking, lives in this moment more than anyone else's... if a sentimental argument void of distinction is allowed, then... 💔 i have a Heart seemingly on the verge of breaking apart, that i swallowed back down, unable to even burst into tears... let me SCREAM that!!!! 🩶

take me away from this world with no paths... are you having fun today without me? i hate, despise, and detest... both yesterday and today. i also hate today, and tomorrow... and everything else. drenched in morning dews, in my left paw... there is nothing but endless regret. 🪽

"may i be able to grasp Your paw..." so i wish. in this everyday, where i only think about Warmth of the pad of your paw... 🐾 i want to Cry... now, even if you Melt into the atmosphere, having floated in the sky... only my unchanging Feelings are there.

a disconnected stumbling dance... twirl, twirl, twirl... twirling, drunk on the spinning world... what a beautiful view! and yet, even here...☄️...i cant forget the note of my tightened heart. surely not a thing will change... so "goodbye, farewell," i sing to the ending world...

one more time, one more time... please, get me rolling... “i'll roll along again today, just once more,” said the girl, breathing life into her words...! this is how it ends for a Rolling Girl... she mutters, "i'm fine," not caring how it ends... "hold your breath, for now.” 💔

heheheh... happy april fool's~ :) 🍔

hai guyz... i have an uber important announcement to make. 👁️ i must be honest... ive grown tired of predator species :/ so ive decided that im goin full prey mode... 🥩 everypony, meet Moofu~ 💜 isnt it cute? now its REALLY not liek other girls! x3 from mary sue, 2 mary moo... 🐄

some clearer, pre-culture growth pictures of the Mafu doll and petri dish inside of the terrarium! the issue with having living organisms in here is the moisture they accumulate, so the resulting condensation ended up limiting visibility in my final piece/pictures. 👁️🧫🩸🐦‍⬛

꒦꒷ 🦋 o starved Dancer, who was inhaled and played with to excess… 💔 becomes a frozen, dead and withered body. ❄️ yet cheerfully, you accepted Winter in the nude... ꒦꒷🧠꒷꒦ melting in the snow, disappearing... 🧫 you are about to receive spring. 🐇 on this Midwinter's Night, let’s embrace... Forever. 🪢 ꒷꒦

was i drawing the losing ticket from the start? even if it hurts the more i step forward, i'll keep walking... i want to live holding something, even if its ugly and cowardly. was it foolish of me to want to help? i want you to answer me... i still end up wishing for your happiness.

throwback thursday: apologies 🥀

Had an epic lesbo threesome and then went to Dennys lmao ~slayyyy~

this 100% happened to me last night... 👁️ i was played with... spitroasted... got used as a fleshlight by two bombshell bitches... Waow... i love lesbians!!! i love being used by lesbians~ 🤤 my pussy is nothing but a receptacle for women to use and abuse as they see fit...~ 😵‍💫💘

clinging to you, squirming, passionate... smearing drool on top of the "baguette," this empty husk’s been consumed by love~ a sweet, post-truth french kiss... a warped, erotic love and peace... my head floods with You... maybe im being brainwashed, but i dont care at all...~ 🎀❄️🎼

🪽 a fallen Angel, who lost her wings, devoted her body to a defiled vow... 🥀 with my pure heart thrown away, as long as i can live in your Forbidden Love... 🫀 a fallen Angel, and a Bride tainted completely in Darkness... 🍎 then let me relinquish my wings, and offer my body to the Devil. 👁️

꒦꒷ the lightness of love, and heaviness of sorrow... "i long for you... i adore you~" 😵‍💫💘 those words and the song on this night... ❤️💜🩷 i wonder, will they smolder in the depths of my heart? 🫟🌀 will they reach the hearts of whom i love, completely and earnestly, someday? ꒷꒦

🎼 “someday, our Frequencies will meet... somehow, the veils will lift...” heartbreaks and tears... 🎨 let me hold yours, while you hold mine. the Hope that we have... 💜 its forever, no doubt. SEKAI is forever, too... 🎀 connecting, intertwining... Hearts vibrating, and transmitting, to all of us! ❄️

JUST GOT CALLED A BIMBIOLOGIST BY GF... 🧫 HIGHEST COMPLIMENT ONE COULD EVER RECEIVE.... 💜💘💚

pranking my girlfriend hard by showing up at her work to surprise her and let her know i miss her and im always thinking about her 🥴 wahahah #owned

🌀 all along, id been longing for the dawn of a new day... for a today that wont surely fade away. 🫟 if my tears fell on that manga that id been borrowing... 👁️ ...then go ahead and laugh at my pathetic self once more. i just want to live once with genuine feelings only... 💜💘💚

coming soon... 👁️🧫🐦‍⬛💔

what is it like over there...? you're not sad now... you're not hurting, either. merry good end... you were wildly beautiful. i can hear the sound of yesterday once more... the whistle of the final train resounds in the distant past... and nothing can be done. goodbye, meru...🤍

🪻🐇 all along, all along, i'd been longing for the dawn of a new day, for a "today" that won't fade away... ❦ even if tonight, they were to sink into today's night, i'll close my eyes, and head to sleep... give me your night. 🗡️🌸