DISSECTION WAS REALLY FUN AND FASCINATING... i was hoping and praying so hard for my group to get a pregnant shark, but no one in the class ended up with one 💔 closest we got was one group that had two eggs they extracted. still very cool!!! i cant wait till we get to snakes...

THRILLING DAY TODAY...! very encouraging growth on my slime mold this morning... blobs of varying color blossoming on my tsa dishes... now its time to dissect dogfish sharks... life is so ethereal and resplendent~ it really is everywhere and in everything and its so exhilarating!

🧬 the You through the looking glass, and the Me within your eyes... 🐝 searching for the stepping stone to Atonement. 👁️ my heart, exposed to the wind, will become the Dusk... 🦋 if one day, you'll find me, this Heart will be fragile... 🫀

i dont think ive talked about any brain stuff in a while, so im happy to update that ive had a constant leak from my nose for several months now that im worried may be a cerebrospinal fluid leak. we'll hopefully find out soon! i love my broken ass brain, its so fun and quirky~ 🫠

wish my waifu was real...✨🌀💘💦

deep Love and Hate are carved into this very cell... the warm, upside-down D/N/A... this pain within me, the figure in the mirror, the proof of my existence, the sound i couldn't let out... they are dyed Crimson as well. 🧬 Even now,/Within someone's Mind, You are still Dreaming/While in Fragments...

the curtain must come down.... all that remains here for her is a Guillotine.

ive been getting closer to this lovely transbian in several of my classes, and yesterday afternoon she told me my blood art is "unhinged in the best way possible." im so giddy about it lol~ im so excited to be making friends in my field that are actually cool and not pussies >:)

therians who take hormones thru transdermal patches... cut up your patches and apply them on your belly to mimic animal nipples. you'll thank me later... this is so euphoric...~ ;ꈊ;

i brought this upon myself, huh? running. running. i kept on running. in the end... didnt i get exactly what i wished for? ah.... i want to disappear. 👁️

𖥔🫧༶. DO U EVER FANTASIZE ABOUT BEING 💧KILLED???💧 ꒦꒷༺ I 💔LUV💔 IT!!! ༻꒷꒦ I CANT GET 🎭EN🌀UGH🎭 OF IT!!! ꒦꒷༺ I WANT 2 TAKE 💔SOMEONE💔 WITH ME... ༻꒷꒦ I WANT 2 🩸INFECT🩸 SOMEONE ELSE!!! .༶🫧𖥔

🎀 this heat in my chest wont subside... why? if it was just a shallow nightmare, i could forgive everything... 🥀 as my heart has withered, for some reason... ive grown lonely. 🫀 was it fine like this? where did i make a mistake? if i can start over, i wonder what i can become... 👁️

꒦꒷ ╳🩸x .that's disgusting, that's disgusting... ༺❤️‍🩹༻ ...i'm becoming a fan, on the contrary~ x🌡️╳ ꒷꒦

new unbelievably insane local find... hello shuttered SEKAI Miku.... WELCOME HOME~ 💜🩷🩵❤️🤎

more class doodles from yesterday... lanky beast.... 🐦‍⬛

Raffle!!! Enter to win an illustration like one of these! The raffle will end when my account hits 1k! rules: you must be following me comment & tag a friend repost! I will draw 3 winners, the first will get a colored mspaint illustration, the other two will get sketches from me!

im tired of being nice and polite out of obligation!!!! im tired of being deceived and walked all over!!!! i deserve to be mean when im not being treated right!!!!! actions may have consequences, but so too does inaction, and i deserve to be heard without being pushed over the edge!!!!!!!

꒦꒷💜 it's midwinter's night... 🍎 gazing at the granulated sugar stars, my ugly emotions burst out, becoming a snow-white bird... ᝰ❄️ᝰ "i don't wanna live" was what i should've said... the Real Me, feeling stuck in throat, is Empurpling... 🫟 let’s embrace, to our death... 💔꒷꒦

꒦꒷👁️ at the bottom of the aquarium, im still awake, at 1 am... i spend my days in tears, crying, "i cant find what ive lost...” 🫀 i want to hate it, i want it to hurt... 🩸 that day, so painful and warm, feels like a far-off dream... well, whatever. it didnt even mean anything at all... 🧿꒷꒦

microscopic mafu doodled in my hybrid bio-art class... its shaping up to be my favorite class this semester. what an insane opportunity to combine both of my disciplines... ;ꈊ; i confirmed that ill even be able to integrate my blood art process into my semester project... im dripping with fervor~! 👁

🌕 i counted my goodbyes... your paw that comes to mind... 🐾 i gave up all thoughts of your unshapely back and kicked it up... we were always by each other's side. ❄️ if i can put into words, every second i've lived, i should be able to start walking again... like you did, one day. 🪽

im the real Reze because i, too, have a Makima silently observing my every move, probably prepared to snuff me out once i overstep just a little too much....

GOD I FUCKING LOVE YURI SO MUCH.... ID DIE WITHOUT IT. I WAS BORN TO HIMEJOSHI OUT 24/7

New ref sheet for Nappy 🐕🌸🐾

feeling like pomni here right now tbh.

see, what you touched is your own mind, perverted by pain... there you go again. now, i was smiling... i was breathing, with a foul mind. that's all there is to it. when i leave to set off, even if we have no words... here's this song, the answer, for us... so you can be smiling.

🌸 what is Love? nobody even understands it... 🌀 i’m not praying for anything in particular. we’ve been entwined by a Thread... 🪢 wait, huh...? if i cut it into thousands of pieces, it’ll become a Paradise... 🪻 i offered up my Heart... so where am i going? it disappears… 🫀

would u be a good girl 4 ur demanding fox gf

👅𖦹 clinging to you, squirming, passionate... 🩷 let's play Maiden Dissection! 🦊꒦꒷ when i see you... ᝰ🎀ᝰ unable to move, just like a doll... ꒷꒦🐇 we're smearing drool on top of the "baguette~" 💜 let's see if our climax had been a letdown, ever since that night... 𖦹🫟

🎼 “someday, our Frequencies will meet... somehow, the veils will lift...” heartbreaks and tears... 🎨 let me hold yours, while you hold mine. the Hope that we have... 💜 its forever, no doubt. SEKAI is forever, too... 🎀 connecting, intertwining... Hearts vibrating, and transmitting, to all of us! ❄️

my issue is that any love i feel for anyone in my heart ever will never ever die forever and thats why i have the constant need to jump in front of a train ok

especially heartbreaking when it happened suddenly without any closure or communication, or because of necessary boundaries established, but not accepted...

🎨 my voice wasn't enough... 🎼 even if they say it's horrible, we still were able to meet each other. ✖️ you're already here, right here before our eyes... 🩵 so shine bright. 🎤 sleepless at 25 o'clock... shine on us, love us... ❄️ we made it so that we would never, ever lose sight of each other. 🎀

upon finishing the tutorial, i changed my gate back to nightcord's immediately... first member to enter was mafuyu, and mizuki followed right after her. i bet they were hanging out together and came in with each other... mizumafu so real... 💜🩷💜🩷

happy global mySEKAI day!!!! just me and the waifus~ 💜🩷🩵❤️🤎

🎀 BURI! 🔪 HAMACHI! 🎀

⋆｡˚𖦹 🪩 my radiant halo is closing in around my neck... it loosens when i lie. smile & play the part... 🌀 both devil & angel? ❤️‍🩹 i cant call out "SOS..." 🌀 even so, im still gonna be hooked... im still gonna fall in love. you overlooked the true angel... R.I.P.~! 🪽 𖦹˚ ｡⋆

🪽 a fallen Angel, who lost her wings, devoted her body to a defiled vow... 🥀 with my pure heart thrown away, as long as i can live in your Forbidden Love... 🫀 a fallen Angel, and a Bride tainted completely in Darkness... 🍎 then let me relinquish my wings, and offer my body to the Devil. 👁️

been wanting to play on my puter more... does anyone have suggestions for multiplayer pc games? should i reacquire minecraft? relive my overwatch days with rivals? i have feralheart, but no one really does that anymore :') id prefer cheaper/free options, but i just wanna play with people so 🥺

🌀 as despair becomes happiness, and fantasy becomes reality, my worn-down feelings are neutralizing... 🧠 this empty husk’s been consumed by love. 🫀 my boiled-down emotions have only become a black, oozing poison. tears wont stop falling down my face... hurry and give me a styptic! 🫟

its such perfect weather for parting. the door shuts... we remain broken up. the solitude bursting my heart, and the gusting wind of autumn, dye my heart in the color of the crows fresh out of the rain... painting my uneventful days in scarlet, it was such a graceful love... farewell. 💙

sigh

🐾 i'm sure we freak them out just by holding paws~ 💜 i cover up my deviant nature again... this is a song dedicated to the great villains! 🌕 so act the part to the very bone, viciously...~ 🫟 even to those i don't know, i'm already deemed a villain! 🦋

💞 do i make you sick? i want fun, i wanna sin some... 💧 its fucking sickening... an angel fallen from grace~ 🌧️ playing with napalm and doll parts, ill hug the world and suffocate it with a pillow... 💜 they told me to be nice and i told em to bite me! 🫦

im starting to Walk in ways i believe in... as i ran away, further up ahead... i found that little Light to break the Curse upon me. why dont we indulge in this fleeting Delusion of being Loved? will you share a Kiss with me in this final moment, before we Splatter ourselves...? 🫟

i was really really happy with how this one turned out... can it get a little more attention before the year is up maybe pwease 🥺

❤️ hey, if you're going to express your love right now... exactly who is it inside of your Heart? 🩷 if i can become "Love..." then what is that color now? ꒦꒷🐦‍⬛꒷꒦ loneliness cannot be sorted out by a symbol... 💜 what would you Wish for? can you see me? can you see Me...? 💙

farewell, 2025.... 🐦‍⬛

coming to the realization that ive reconnected with all 3 of my dearest, most treasured friends of different periods of my life as of this year, and feeling a very diaphanous euphoria... my heart could just burst out of my chest from the fervent love. 🫀