IMPORTANT, LAST ANNOUNCEMENT!!!! i will be DISCONTINUING use of this current account from here on!!! follow me on @yuzpalang.bsky.social or lose my arts on your skyline!!!! 💜

ive moved accounts~❣️ please follow me over here on @yuzpalang.bsky.social!

hello friends... ive decided that yeah, im gonna go ahead with moving accounts. complete fresh start... follow request over on @yuzpalang.bsky.social if you wanna stick with me. otherwise, its been real, y'all, thank you for all the support. im excited to start anew... 🤙🏼💜

IMPORTANT, LAST ANNOUNCEMENT!!!! i will be DISCONTINUING use of this current account from here on!!! follow me on @yuzpalang.bsky.social or lose my arts on your skyline!!!! 💜

.⊹₊𖥔. i wish i could erase only the memories i hate from my head... 🧠 i tried to tell you many times, but my words wouldnt reach you. 💌 i want to come to you, but i cant... ☄️ my knees tremble, as if saying, "you deserve it." .𖥔₊⊹. i hope this Song reaches you someday... 🎧

it felt like we were the only two people in this world...~ 👁️ tear the tears out of my open eyes, for i no longer need to drown in the ocean of another. 💜💘💚 throw the withered scars on your skin into my arms... and i swear, i'll keep you safe. 🌸 stay by my side... let's go play~

꒦꒷👁️ your sleepy eyes... ᝰ your habit of acting tough... 🩸 your voice turning sweet when we hug... ᝰ it should all just be mine~ 𓃹❄️𖦹💘𖦹🎀𓃦 it hurts, please... ᝰ please, hold me gently... 🫀 hold me gently... ᝰ please, break me~ 🫟꒷꒦

⭒˚ 𖥔🌕𖹭 a rabbit spread its nonexistent wings, and fell into the night... ⭒｡🪽𖦹˚⭒ is it okay if i trust you...? ⭒˚𖦹🧿｡⭒ a rabbit happily looked up at the Moon, with no sign of itself...~ ❦︎🐇❍𖥔˚⭒

꒦꒷❄️ its midwinter's night... 💜 gazing at the granulated sugar stars, my ugly emotions burst out, becoming a snow-white bird... ᝰ🧠🧿🫀ᝰ "i dont wanna live" was what i shouldve said... the Real Me, stuck in throat, is Empurpling... 🫟 lets embrace, to our death... 🪽꒷꒦

ive moved accounts~❣️ please follow me over here on @yuzpalang.bsky.social!

hello friends... ive decided that yeah, im gonna go ahead with moving accounts. complete fresh start... follow request over on @yuzpalang.bsky.social if you wanna stick with me. otherwise, its been real, y'all, thank you for all the support. im excited to start anew... 🤙🏼💜

mafunculus is slowly coming along... we're getting there! ive been having so much fun designing this thing... im quite excited to get it all finished up. its very close to completion now~ 👁️

i was really trying to not be impulsive, and to not change everything about Mafu... 🥺 but after drawing it a few more times... i have absolutely fallen in love with this creature~ 💜 who knows... Mafu, as you all currently know her, may be retired soon. we shall see~ 👁️🪽

thinkin thoughts, facing some identity deliberation and reflection... soooo, im experimenting with an idea. a Creature may emerge... heheheh... stay tuned purrhaps~ :)c 💜🧠🫟🧿🫧🫀🪽

i realized that this didnt happen for no reason btw bc that day was the 2 year anniversary of me completing probably the hardest trip of my life after a disastrous situation and betrayal heartbreak... soooo ill keep yall updated on if i end up vomiting Today™ for related reasons lol 🤪

🫟 like waves that crash upon me, i drown in emotion~ 🫧 adorning both sorrows and atonements, those few words are so hard to say... 🌀 i have more wounds... 🩸 still, you show me true love. 💘

finished up my last final this afternoon... was nauseous the entire ride back to my gf's place, and i frew up literally upon arrival... 🫠 this semester's been a hard one, academically and emotionally :/ tbh, what a wonderful way to end, purging all that built up turmoil... 🫟🫟🫟🫟

happy mother's day~ ;) 💜💘🩷🥰

hooway~! 🌸🫧

Mafu6 t770, shadow Latios, and Nihilego... 👁️🫟🎈💜

this is literally just me and my girlfriend 🫪💘

🌕 scorpio flower moon update... 🦂 its been a month! here's how it's looking in there 👁️ she's sure got a nice head wound, doesnt she~? 🧠

🦋🫟 i want to embrace you, i want to kiss you... ᝰ i want you to remake me... 🌀 i want you to tell me that you dont think this is a mistake. 🎀💘❄️ ive touched you, and i can never go back... 👁️ and thats just fine. ᝰ draw me closer, as if we are two magnets... 🫟🦋

💔 every day is the worst day of my life. this inscrutable love was lost... 🫟 IT HURTS. i definitely, so definitely, ABSOLUTELY want you to love me... 🧿 please, let my blotchy, frozen heart satisfy you, because i dont want to disappear just yet... 🦋 i just want to be loved... IT HURTS. 🎈

ecstatic to report that yesterday was actually fucking awesome! my class went on a field trip to a local museum and toured their larger underground collection that the public dont get to see... and i got to be less than a meter away from their stunning cheetah specimen!!!! 𓃮 💜 ;w;

today is a hard day for multiple years worth of reasons... i wish i could stop dreaming about those who have hurt me in the past. many wounds, still fresh and bleeding... it hurts. i want to just go back to bed... but i dont want to see that multitude of faces again. it hurts...

🌀꒦꒷ secretly, quietly, sink those so-called "expressions of Love" deep down inside you, always... even now... 💔 "i cant tell You anything..." ꒦꒷👁️꒷꒦ "arent you Hallucinating?" 💘 right now, i can see the colors of the sounds... right now, i can touch your Colors... ꒷꒦🌈

🫟🌀 just like always, you are a hated person... 💔 kept at a distance, you became cold, and seemingly lonely all the same... 🫧🩸💘🩸🫧 you cry and shout out to the ending you had wished for, 💔 "i wasnt able to save even a single piece of odds&ends..." 🌀🫟

❤️‍🩹 now that you can no longer live sanely in this world, perhaps pretending to know nothing & surrendering yourself is the optimal solution.... 🌑🌀🌕 however you survive today, it's unrewarding every day.... you're already in a bot~like cycle, continuing the moment of inertia! ❤️‍🔥

💜❄️ you've granted me the gift of air... i've forgotten how to drown. ꒦꒷💘꒷꒦ fly with me forever, in this life, and the next... and every one after that~ 🎀💚

🫠 ohgodohgodohgod, please no... 💓 is there a way to reverse it? 🍊 id rather die than puke, please... 🫟

plain white rice for breakfast cuz ive vomited multiple times since waking up at 3am :') im still so not used to throwing up... my body has such trouble getting everything up at once, my throat really hurts now 💔 urrrrrf...

i got to see the project sekai movie in theatres a year ago today!!!! my favorite creatures... they bring me such joy and hope in this cruel and callous world... ;_; 💜🩷❤️🤎

happy 1st anniversary to the Project Sekai movie!!!! love you forever, Miku... you will always be famous. 🩵🤍🩵🤍

erm... may have to go to the er tonight. stay tuned 🫠

glados miku #art #vocaloid #miku

💘🧿 ˖꒷➳꒦ ๋.⭑you pretend to understand... but you know nothing, dont you? what is sadness, really...? what do you think loneliness is? are you listening...? kissing in code, touching through the glass... my wounds always sport such wonderfully vibrant hues~⭑. ๋꒦𖦹꒷˖ 👁️❤️‍🔥

🐾 happy pet day to me, the cutest bunny~ 🐇 here's me being an absolutely splendid pet at lustsickpuppy/machine girl :) i love being the goodest, bestest girl for beautiful women who play with me... 💜💘🩷

i wonder if, perhaps today... you will pet me gently? 🐈‍⬛ i wanna be unrestrained and proud, y’know... but if i bite, i'll just be scolded again... 👁️ my heart is pounding... so today, i'll be on my knees, submissively... 🫟 meowing as you like... bite down, right to the bone~! 💘

our bio professor introduced us to "L-spreaders" used for inoculating large areas of microbes on dishes. i said, "huh. L-spreader... kinda sounds like a lesbian euphemism." and she COMPLETELY broke down laughing. like fucking red in the face, almost crying laughing over it 🤪

my fwb got her bestie and my gf to start playing pokémon go, so i found my old account from when it first came out and im joining them all too 😭 i stopped playing just about a month after it came out 10 years ago (🫥), theres SO MUCH in game now its Crasy...

stone makima who would not take off a single article of clothing during sex, while simultaneously requiring reze to strip completely bare. 'cept for a collar and leash, of course... 🤤

the condensation cleared up a bit... >:) 🐇🪢🦋🫀

💙 my Heart, creaking, lives in this moment more than anyone else's... if a sentimental argument void of distinction is allowed, then... 💔 i have a Heart seemingly on the verge of breaking apart, that i swallowed back down, unable to even burst into tears... let me SCREAM that!!!! 🩶

take me away from this world with no paths... are you having fun today without me? i hate, despise, and detest... both yesterday and today. i also hate today, and tomorrow... and everything else. drenched in morning dews, in my left paw... there is nothing but endless regret. 🪽

"may i be able to grasp Your paw..." so i wish. in this everyday, where i only think about Warmth of the pad of your paw... 🐾 i want to Cry... now, even if you Melt into the atmosphere, having floated in the sky... only my unchanging Feelings are there.

a disconnected stumbling dance... twirl, twirl, twirl... twirling, drunk on the spinning world... what a beautiful view! and yet, even here...☄️...i cant forget the note of my tightened heart. surely not a thing will change... so "goodbye, farewell," i sing to the ending world...

one more time, one more time... please, get me rolling... “i'll roll along again today, just once more,” said the girl, breathing life into her words...! this is how it ends for a Rolling Girl... she mutters, "i'm fine," not caring how it ends... "hold your breath, for now.” 💔