⋆ ˚｡⋆ ִֶָ ༝༚༝˖˳💙❦︎❤️‍🩹❦︎🩷·˖ ִֶָ ⋆ ~dere type~ ִֶָ ❀💜❀ ִֶָ ~system chart~ ⋆ ִֶָ˖·🖤❦︎❤️‍🔥❦︎🤍˳˖༝༚༝ ִֶָ ⋆ ˚｡⋆

🤍 im lost amidst this paranoia that prunes my heart... 💙 our venomous colors, splattered everywhere, can no longer go back to their original hue. 💔 lost and intoxicated in darkness, going insane with everything i do... 💛 my brain is at its limit, all i do is spin... im all frozen over! 🖤

i need to get out of this place i keep trying to get out of this place every time ive tried ive always been forced back i didnt Want to come back i never Wanted to come back my worst fear is dying here but it seems i was never meant to have a choice

god im so depressed... its days like this that convince me ending it would be better, not only for me, but for everyone who has ever known me. how relieved would they all be to find that i no longer walk the same earth as them? i wonder what theyd say?

....im normal dont look at me. 😵‍💫💦

👁️꒦꒷ when violet eyes get brighter, and heavy wings grow lighter... 𖦹🪽𖥔 stranger things than death can happen to lab rat girls and pretty white rabbits. 🐇ᝰ💘ᝰ🦊 pull the nameless arrow from my chest, and exchange it with your own... ➴🫀𖦹 it rips right through you... it ripped right through me. ꒷꒦🌑

i am seriously so spoiled... ;///; gosh... happy 1 year with my benevolent ethereal Goddess Mommy Big Sis girlfriend~ 💜💘💚 she always fattens me up so enthusiastically... im sure its completely innocent, though~ 😵‍💫

𖤐𖦹∘˙○.❤️‍🩹𓄧⋆｡˚꒦꒷😈ᝰ 2꩜꩜7...~ ᝰ😇꒷꒦∘˙⋆𓄧💘○˚.•𖦹❀

💔 every day is the worst day of my life. this inscrutable love was lost... 🫟 IT HURTS. i definitely, so definitely, ABSOLUTELY want you to love me... ꒦꒷🧿꒷꒦ please, let my blotchy, frozen heart satisfy you, because i dont want to disappear just yet... 🦋 i just want to be loved... IT HURTS. 🎈

This year for Art Fight I'm making PAGE DOLLS! Here's an example, comm for @yuzpalang.bsky.social 💞 artfight.net/~danneroni

🩵⟡˙⋆ hey... if youre going to express your love... exactly who is inside of your Heart? 🩷｡˚○ if i can become "Love..." then what is love's color now? ꒦꒷🐦‍⬛꒷꒦ loneliness cannot be sorted out by a symbol... ○˚｡💜 what would you Wish for? can you see me? can you see Me...? ⋆˙⟡💙

also also also i got Big Sis into acnh ;w; im so happy, we've been playing together since last night... i invited her to my island, gave her a bunch of things, and then showed her my special super secret littlespace room 🥺 i luv playing toys uwuueeeehh >///< 💜

Big Sis stopped and pulled out in the middle of sex... left the room... came back with a ton of candy and started shoving it into my mouth without giving me the chance to even chew or swallow... then wrapped her hands around my throat and started choking me while my mouth was still full 😵‍💫💦

i keep having dreams where i have my wings... where im not trapped on land... where i can fly around freely... i dont have to rely on anyone... i can go wherever i want, whenever i want to... it feels so wrong to be tethered to the ground. where are my wings...? i wanna fly... 💔

what if uh... what if i made class of 09 furries

🐇₊˚⊹ as always, you are a hated doll... kept at a distance without a reason. 💔꒦꒷ you became cold, and yet seemingly lonely all the same... 𖦹❄️𖦹 my eyes, swollen and red, are sickened by fake love again and again... ꒷꒦❤️‍🩹 my heart is dyed and drowning in feelings i cant convey... ⊹˚₊🫟

i dont care what any dumb meanies say... girls rule and are awesome and swag and goddesses!!!! 💜

i reconnected with someone i ended up ghosting (cuz a friend/fp at the time convinced me she was being inconsiderate towards me)... its been really nice because shes a furry, puppygirl, vocaloid and yuri enthusiast, AND loli lover!!!! ;w; literally all of my favorite things... 💜

🌀𖦹 i cover up my deviant nature again... 🩷 i just need a little love, a moment of pure fervor... 🦊꒦꒷ when i see you... ᝰ👁️ᝰ unable to move just like a doll... ꒷꒦🐇 i cant stand it anymore! 💜 i wont hear anything about restraint, i want to make a mess out of you...~ 𖦹🫟

to clear up any confusion... the old Mafu design has indeed been retired as my main fursona, but she still exists (albeit a bit altered) so that i can keep drawing furrified mzmf 😇 as such, her name is now just Mafuyu, while my new fursona (multi-winged anomaly) is Mafufu! 💜

𖹭🌀ᝰ when i imagine a time where we're not together... my heart hurts so much that im helpless! 🎀 unstoppable delusions... 💜꒦꒷👅꒷꒦🩷 a beautifully rotten punishment in Your selfishness~ ❄️ i want to do all the things i cant say out loud. huff... i want to monopolize this loveliness~ ᝰ🫟𖦹

i need follow recommendations. gimme your fav problematic artists :) bonus points if theyre ferals or lesbians 💜

.⊹₊𖥔. i wish i could erase only the memories i hate from my head... 🧠 i tried to tell you many times, but my words wouldnt reach you. 💌 i want to come to you, but i cant... ☄️ my knees tremble, as if saying, "you deserve it." .𖥔₊⊹. i hope this Song reaches you someday... 🎧

it felt like we were the only two people in this world...~ 👁️ tear the tears out of my open eyes, for i no longer need to drown in the ocean of another. 💜💘💚 throw the withered scars on your skin into my arms... and i swear, i'll keep you safe. 🌸 stay by my side... let's go play~

꒦꒷👁️ your sleepy eyes... ᝰ your habit of acting tough... 🩸 your voice turning sweet when we hug... ᝰ it should all just be mine~ 𓃹❄️𖦹💘𖦹🎀𓃦 it hurts, please... ᝰ please, hold me gently... 🫀 hold me gently... ᝰ please, break me~ 🫟꒷꒦

starting off pride month with the most lesbian possible mizumafu cover... after 4 years of nothing! mizumafu wedding canon~ 💜💘🩷

⭒˚ 𖥔🌕𖹭 a rabbit spread its nonexistent wings, and fell into the night... ⭒｡🪽𖦹˚⭒ is it okay if i trust you...? ⭒˚𖦹🧿｡⭒ a rabbit happily looked up at the Moon, with no sign of itself...~ ❦︎🐇❍𖥔˚⭒

as of today, i am 2 years seizure free... :) 🧠⛈️👁️

꒦꒷❄️ its midwinter's night... 💜 gazing at the granulated sugar stars, my ugly emotions burst out, becoming a snow-white bird... ᝰ🧠🧿🫀ᝰ "i dont wanna live" was what i shouldve said... the Real Me, stuck in throat, is Empurpling... 🫟 lets embrace, to our death... 🪽꒷꒦