People who I know who haven’t seen me in a while and that don’t follow me on socials keep telling me that I’m. “Jacked” now and ask me when did that start happening. 😅 I might actually start believing them.

I met someone that said “oh you’re the guy that drives the drag queens”….yup, that’s me. it’s great to be known for something

If you would have told my younger self that I’d meet and fall in love with the man of my dreams at the age of 41 close to 42. I’d tell you, you were crazy but here we are.

I’m literally at the point where I can’t go to gay events without being bothered by a creepy dude that won’t leave me alone, SA’d or groped. It’s already a struggle for me to go to events but feeling like I need a friend bodyguard at all times and to feel safe is not fun.

That feeling when you answer his FaceTime call and he just says “wow” and stares at you for a little because everything he wanted to say slipped his mind and he just stares at you in awe for a minute before saying “hi” 🥰🥰

Also I’m sorry that all I do is complain on here. It’s like my place to vent with the smallest following so it’s like my live journal, kinda

Not me going out in public yesterday and some dude was like hugging and touching me without asking and he tried to remove a “loose thread” from my outfit 2 without asking me and accidentally removed a button from my overalls. Sigh…

If one more person messages me telling me my 4 inch inseam shorts aren’t short enough and that they’re disappointed in me, even jokingly. I’m going to explode.

So Flashes is basically Bluesky but like you don’t care about the thoughts of people you follow, just their photos and videos. Alright…

When he knows you’re feeling down and he sends you “thinking of you” text with a verbal video of him Jorking it and he says “I love you” right as he bust a nut. Depression cured.

Another gym selfie, ground breaking

My mind is my own worst enemy. I don’t like being alone with it. It says things to me that I’d never say to anyone else. I never want anyone to feel how my brain makes me feel.

I’m Clark Kent today

People complain about the IG algorithm all the time but like I’ve never received as many hateful, vile, mean spirited comments and messages on therez meanwhile on TIK Tok I’m getting soo many of many of them from vile gay dudes.

I’ve never written a song before but I wrote a song today for this guy that I’m madly in love with and sang it to him over face time and he loved it. He’s such a sweet soul for humoring me.

How to gain hundreds of followers on Tik Tok as a gay person of color: post a video of a hairy white muscle guy cooking a meal for you.

I’m really good at pulling hot autistic/adhd men. I guess game recognizes game.

He’s such a cutie 😍😍

Currently struggling with my neurodivergent brain where I’m not being able to sleep because I’m focusing on a social interaction from 2 months ago feeling like I wasn’t accommodating enough and that I’m somehow a terrible person for it and that person doesn’t like me because of it

I need Tik Tok to stop showing me videos of people mourning their dogs. I’m a mess over my dog dying still and I’m trying not to be resentful seeing people getting to spend days showering their dog the dog’s favorite things before they passed while mine died unexpectedly in her sleep.

Spotify wrapped was definitely underwhelming this year. There was no quirky fun moments just generic stats with no personality.

About to go across the country to spend a week with the sweetest, kindest, sexiest man in the world. I hope he doesn’t get sick of me.

This is the money Marge. Reskeet for good fortune. 💰

My Seasonal Affective Disorder Lamp is a life saver during these days

I dont know what I triggered in the tik tok algorithm but all I get are videos about making your 🍆 or measuring your 🍆 or how to make your 🍆 shoot more

Repost with a picture of your blonde era

I see people taking selfies at this spot in the gym a lot so I thought I’d try it

Late post night turkey day lift session

I used to be the one at holiday gatherings that fixed everyones IT issues and now I’m the one that fixes all the IT issues and lifts all the heavy boxes.

Redeemed some of my Nintendo points 😊

I miss when people had good Movie theater and concert etiquette.

I’m loving this mesh tank top from @jacobblank.bsky.social it’s so cute!

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I have no interest in seeing the Wicked movie but the prevalence of the Defying Gravity song on every social media platform has me randomly busting outing into that song. Their marketing budget feels bigger than a presidential election campaign.

I’m still here

You can be a polyamorous person and not be dating anyone, dating only one person, dating multiple people individually, dating multiple people with another partner(s), living with a platonic nesting partner. There’s so many forms of polyamory and not just one stereotype that most people think of.

Ahhh! I desperately need this

I used to love a pop culture artist that abandoned making art to focus on NFTS and crypto. He is now resharing his old art and hinting that he’s returning to art because NFTs bombed and i just don’t care about his art anymore even though I have the only complete collection of his art in the world.

Late night gym locker room selfie

I’m proud to have worked in 2 of the biggest box office flops of the year. Megalopolis and Red One. Red one was definitely one of the most….interesting… sets I worked on in a while. Megalopolis was chaotic in a fun way.

Dropped my phone and the screen is full of small cracks now. My 2024 bad luck streak is wild.

Here’s a photo of me on set for Red One. I worked on the Krampus scene which multiple YouTube and TikTok reviews say is the only redeeming scene in the movie. 😅

These are so cute 😍😍

I’m obsessed with spicy chili crisp

I feel like I skipped one of those “post a ____ or worst year ever” IG stories and it came true. I struggled with Long Covid for most of it after getting sick on my birthday. My best friend of 17 years in the entire universe died and I’m struggling so hard to pay my bills and afford food.

Departing my hermit cave to go to a social event

Bringing these to the orgy and making the bottoms fight over them

TIK Tok turned a whole generation of people into Home Shopping Network hosts.

If you’ve ever wondered how much money you can make from posting on Instagram.

Letterboxd Vibe Check I haven’t watched a movie in a while.