Got a consultation appointment on Thursday with the plastic surgeon. I think I should at least learn more about reconstruction before I outright just say no and only do the bilateral mastectomy. Gotta think of how future me might feel compared to in the moment scared me.

Sister made this last week for me. gofund.me/8dbe81a5f

The weekend is finally here.

Two dumb rats yelling at each other | #art #fanart #pokemon #doodle #rkgk

❤️‍🔥 𝕬𝖎𝖓'𝖙 𝖖𝖚𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌, 𝖎 𝖙𝖗𝖚𝖘𝖙 𝖒𝖞 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖚𝖎𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓~ ❤️‍🔥 Hiiii frens! New art here~ 🙈 It's my entry for @dreaming_caity_art 's dtiys: #dreamingcaity1.3k!!! #dtiysentry #humanartist #artistssupportartists #digitalart #lonelyshootingstar #artshare 🎨: @lonelyshootingstar 🖌: in bio~ ★.*+

Rhodanthe 🦎 commission

A page of sketches - something I like to do a lot - with Verannor and Caerisia. From last year.✍️🕷️🌸❄️💀 #ocart

Hey guys...I have a bit of a delimna on my hands. I finally saw a hematologist and to no surprise i have no blood and no iron! So I need to get that fixed! But I kinda...need help affording transportation to get back and forth to the clinic to fix it! Im sorry! ko-fi.com/portaltohades

Some older pieces when I did a modernize your OC commission sale. I really enjoyed these a lot and the bright colors I tend to use totally worked for something like this. I might bring these back sometime. But for now, sharing older works to mitigate the health talk. 💗

Got my mastectomy pillow ordered finally. Slowly gearing up for this boss fight! We'll see what my surgeon says tomorrow about my MRI & gene test results. Updates shared via my ko-fi via blog posts as I share them & my sister will share them too on GoFundMe she made. ko-fi.com/musingzeroart

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I didn't get sucked into the MRI machine. :P But thank goodness that is over. It was so loud and the position I had to lay in was super uncomfy and my sternum is so so sore. I like that they provided me a headset with music I could select on what to listen to but I could barely hear it. 😆

Sister made this last week for me. gofund.me/8dbe81a5f

Enchanting couple for @ofrosesdivine.bsky.social ✨✨✨

Not me having anxiety about the MRI on Tuesday wondering if it's gonna suck me up into it. This anxiety lately is new level. I swear. 😅

Had fun playing around in Narcissus and Reshade with mine and my friend’s characters. ❤️ I love them.

My piece for @wfcwarcraft.bsky.social charity art auction for the -amazingly- generous @thylmaesa.bsky.social. 💙 Thylmaesa Starshield, sinister Naga beauty of the deeps. #WarcraftArt #WorldOfWarcraft

Very quick rough art of Saedre and Lelantos. Ia m so out of practice right now but wanted to do a quick warm up with my two faves. ♥

I'll post more art here soon. Sorry I've not shared any in awhile and just talking more about what's been going on with my health. It's been absorbing so much of my mind and time. Been taking it one day at a time though and it's been getting me through. Still cracking jokes, etc. Same ol' me. 🌸

My sister started a gofundme for me so gonna take down the ko-fi one I made. I hate asking for help as it is, but I don't need two fundraisers. I'd share my gofundme here but it has personal info on it I'm not comfy sharing too far. Will share in DMs w/people I've known for a long time though. 💗

Ma'am, I'm not sure that's how you're supposed to sit in your saddle. 😆

Coming soon™️ My job put me on leave for 6 months when I tried to apply for accommodations for my spine. So I guess the time has finally come. Public commissions are opening soon. I have 2 drawings to do and I will begin work. If you would like to be DM'd when they open leave a comment. 10 slots.

Hi, guys, I'm Thornmace! ✨ #PortfolioDay I love metal, dnd and sensual, emotional stories. And I combine all of this in my art! I have a band of ocs that I'm currently obsessed with, you can see more on my profile! You're absolutely welcome there, kisses! 💖

Something smol because I made Earrings and wanted a backing :3

Praying so hard my HER2 results come back positive instead of negative meaning triple negative. There are more treatments and better prognosis for HER2 positive than triple negative and I am so nervous. Hope the breast surgeon I'm seeing today has my results of that. Gosh I hate this so much.

BOOST! Give my friendo a follow and enter for a chance at a lovely art!

Got a thoughtful gift today from my former in-laws.

I have opened the same slots plus a surprise me portrait option via my VGen at: vgen.co/musingzeroarts

Limited slots still open. VERY capable of drawing still. I'll be a lil slower given my health situation, but we're facing a couple disconnects next week & it's been a struggle w/everything on bf's shoulders right now. I hate asking for help but I'm willing to work for it. ko-fi.com/musingzeroar...

Rewatching Vampire Diaries here lately ❤️

Still have limited commission slots open. Just can't take on too many at once w/things going on, but right now this is part of my limited income at the moment so while at times I could be slower than usual given whatever treatments I am going to be doing - I am open. :) ko-fi.com/musingzeroar...

Art from tonight's vibing. Sailor Moon to lift my spirits. 🌙 #sailormoon

More art on tap soon. Wanna finally do a K-Pop Demon Hunter fan-art tbh. And more. Definitely gotta get more Sailor Moon and Zelda fan-art in. Also some of my WoW OCs need even more updated art!

"Life's a dance, you learn as you go."

Probs using ko-fi blog tool to share updates on this new & scary health chapter of my life there. That way I'm not having to share in multiple areas to keep folks updated who wanna be. If you'd like to be updated just go there. I share to empower & be real about it. 💗 #fuckcancer

Thank you for the BEAUTIFUL piece of Saedre @mischi.art! 💜💜💜

Updated character reference sheet is completed for my long time played and personally beloved Farstrider Captain OC, Asharri Lakefire. 🏹

Another suprise commission finished. (And posted here!) I love being able to get to draw all different types of OC's. #digitalart #digitalartist #warcraft #portraitart #portrait

Happy Easter! He is Risen! I hope everyone has a good day today. Tomorrow is biopsy day so I may not be on much tomorrow evening for art things, but today I will be calm and try to be optimistic about things. 💗

March of Quel'Danas has not even been out a full week and these group finder messages of "must know the fights" cracks me up. Yes, it's important to read and watch videos on mechanics if you don't know them but it's not even been one full week yet. People are learning. Let them learn. 😅

💐 ※ my past works

$5 off discount on my portrait and half-body commissions. Only two slots open for each. It'll be a rough month for me after Wednesday the 8th but I will work hard on each piece. ko-fi.com/musingzeroar...

Still a major work in process as this will be a character ref sheet for my Farstrider, Asharri. About time she gets a proper one that is updated and incorporates some headcanons I never really got around to officially writing, etc.

Working on something for me right now too. A new art for my Farstrider Captain, Asharri Lakefire. I am hoping I keep the momentum to turn this into a character sheet. So this is just a snippet of the WIP. :)

2 Half-Body Slots and 2 Portrait slots open at this time before I close for a bit pending whatever treatments I am going to be doing after my appointment next week. I presume those happen by mid-April. Anywho, bf carrying a lot right now so anything helps. 💗 ko-fi.com/musingzeroar...

Rude. 😆

FINALLY I HAVE OPENED MY SITE 😂💙 artbysaren.carrd.co

Sorry I forgot to come back to this today. I have 2 half-body slots & 2 portrait slots open. Chibis are open too as they are usually quicker for me & those are 2 slots as well. So these are open at this time & limited on just 2 slots a piece so I don't over do it. :) ko-fi.com/musingzeroar...

I think my closing commissions right now wasn't such a good idea financially right now. Going to open 2 portrait or half-body slots that I can finish in the next couple of weeks. Once I have my biopsy results, I'll likely get scheduled w/a breast surgeon & we go from there so there's time.💗