Resharing. Unemployment benefits run out in 3 weeks. Still looking for work. Unsure if I can find anything that will work w/upcoming chemo schedule. Can't open commissions yet bc I'm still healing from double mastectomy. Really stressed. My ko-fi also accepts donations too. ko-fi.com/musingzeroart

Idk who it was and I respect wanting to remain anonymous but I just want to say from the bottom of my heart THANK YOU, to whoever purchased everything off my chemo Amazon wish list. I’m very very grateful to your kindness. ❤️

I dont usually play jump scare games, or anything that is just considered spooky to me. Especially alone but I got into Resident Evil 2 Revelations last night and am really enjoying it. Proud I didn't throw the controller at my bf and make him play the scary parts of me. XD

🔥 Kaldorei Demon Huntress, Cyanthiel, for @sharnasaurus.bsky.social #WarcraftArt #WarcraftOC #Warcraft

#commission | Vides'lin and Maee'une for @blavamoon.bsky.social #warcraft #art

a look upstairs (trespassing?) #art

Idk when I can open commissions again. I need to get back in practice first. Limited arm and chest movement has been rough, but I’m slowly healing. I miss drawing and it’s the only job I can do right now. Idk where else to share my gofundme so I need my range of motion back.

Reposting. Unemployment benefits run out in 3 and a half weeks. Still searching for a job while battling this. Trying to find something that can work with my upcoming chemo schedule. I really don't know what we are going to do when my benefits run out.

Night's Luminance Wildcard for Tiny 🍁 #OCsky

I was just saying today I wanna see an Ocarina of Time remake with updated graphics and wouldn't you know it.... AH THE TIMING! I am so happy!!!

Reposting. Especially since I’ll be having to do chemo for a little while given my HER2 positive status. :/

Monster babe incoming! 🩸

Adriana 🐠❤️ [ #oc #cm #art #artsky #ocart #ocsky ]

If you like cozy games, you may like this one too. I started playing this after joining a family Steam plan with my daughter and her boyfriend who had one and it's been keeping me occupied while healing. store.steampowered.com/app/2521600/...

Now Trump is going after cancer patients on Medicaid. I still don't understand after all the awful things he has done & still does, how anyone can support that evil. I'm sorry I don't usually get political on here, but he's such a monster. Fuck Trump, his greedy backers & his blind supporters.

It's Merithra! Only taken me 4 years to draw Arie's momma. #warcraft #art

Tifa Lockhart

the estate foyer 🏦 #art

Golden Moon🌙 Took the Saturday morning to draw Ranah. Reference used: bsky.app/profile/pook... #ocart - #ocsky

Sketch c0mmissi0n done for @nelfy.bsky.social #warcraft #worldofwarcraft

SF6 + FFVII Revelation: Tifa is SO back ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥👊

Tomorrow is my mom's birthday. Calling it her rebirthday bc she and my sister are both going to get baptized tomorrow morning. So excited for them. I was baptized as a teenager w/ my childhood best friend. I wish I could be there to witness but I'm trapped at home healing. 🥹

Novalein's shop - Healing Hands is coming along nicely.🌿 The name is something close to my heart as one of my first online characters, in my forum RP days in the early-mid 2000s ran a clinic/shop named this and I will never change it. 💜

Once these last two drains are removed, it's on and popping for art. I am so ready.

now it's just me, the transform tool, and enough delusions as to not give up yet

let's hunt with mama

Today I may have all my pathology results back from surgery last week. Surgeon is going to check my incisions, change my bandages, check the drains, etc as well. Will find out if chemo or other treatment is recommended or not. Praying we got it all in one swoop and my numbers were good. 🙏

Kofi users, just a heads up. I received a message this morning from an account claiming to be support saying my account was frozen. Ofc I decided to check credibility by submitting a help ticket to kofi. Turns out it’s a scam. DO NOT CLICK LINKS IN KOFI MESSAGING CLAIMING THEY’RE SUPPORT.

Anger was not a side effect of a double mastectomy I expected. There is grief too, but I wasn't prepared for how angry I'd feel. Losing mobility, independence, and the ability to do things for myself has been one of the hardest parts of recovery. I know this will pass, but not quickly enough.

I don’t say this enough but I’m so glad I know some amazing artists for all these years who fight daily to be seen and be their own one person team. The true honest artists. We have been through the wringer with all the platform changes but somehow we’re still here. ❤️

They say it can take up to several months for anesthesia brain to go away completely. No wonder I’m a weirdo lately lol. I’ve had two major surgeries with a year. 😂

WIP of "The Rose" Starling Oracle card featuring Dione Moonshine in her Goddess + Stargeant outfit and unicorn horn! (she's a kirin so most she has her dragon horns, but in this form, she uses her unicorn horn!) #STARLINGS #Art

I can slowly feel my spunk coming back. Two more days and pathology results and wound and drain check. Team no chemo let’s go.

🌊Dark waters, dark star✨ Painting a dark fire was more difficult than I imagined, but since I just wanted to throw colors on a sketch to end the day, this was enough.✍️ #ocart - #ocsky - #worldofwarcraft

Jasmine

from a recent commission 🔆

June first is norma jeane mortenson's birthday, better known as Marilyn Monroe. Icon rest in peace #fanart

Happy Pride Month!! 🌈 Here are a couple of my characters Allura and Mileni #art #oc #ocart #ocsky #Pride #PrideMonth

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Happy Blue Moon Day, and there’s no one better to represent such a perfect event! Maee'une by @lemongrace.bsky.social 🌊🌑✨ [ #art #oc #worldofwarcraft #warcraft ]

Each day is easier than the day before. I have Octopath Traveler 2 and tv to keep me occupied. Drains are awful & gross, & sponge bathing only sucks but this will pass. I’ll find out on Thursday if I need further treatment if not. Fingers crossed I kicked cancer’s ass. Ready to take my life back.

Missed cuddles with this little sweetie. She has to lay further down my legs now for the moment because of these drains but we’re making it work. ❤️

Resharing in hopes of finding help during my recovery. At risk of losing my car and need water bill paid. Trust me I wish I could go back to work now.

Paaaaaain but still here.

Today's the day. Heading to the hospital for surgery soon. Scared. Nervous. Angry. Sad. But most of all, ready to kick cancer's ass. This might be the only line of treatment I need. Still freaking sucks regardless, but we will see what final pathology says. 🙏 God is good and He is with me.

Chara - Commission for @dryzern.bsky.social! Thank you again for commissioning me. Always a treat to get FFXIV characters to draw! ^_^

House clean. Self-care supplies, zip-up shirts, cozy pajama bottoms, etc. are ready. Found my grabber extender. Doing meal prep later. I think I’m all set for coming home from the hospital Thursday. I wouldn’t have prepared this well without others’ kindness. From the bottom of my heart, thank you.

My mastectomy is tomorrow morning so I’m going to go ahead and share this again. I wouldn’t keep sharing if things weren’t bad right now. I’m sorry. And I’m not sure when I’ll get to taking commissions again. Hoping late June at the latest.