started cyberpunk a couple weeks ago, went in blind. im STILL upset over panam being straight bc she is nonstop flirting w me (female v) ?? 💔 why queer-shaped when not queer ??

feeling rly satisfied rn, was playing geoguessr w boyfie and on the world map we managed to find a place 36m away from the target

playing a game with one of my cats where i run to the other side of the house and she chases me,, i pet her when she catches up then i bolt back to the other side and we just keep going until we are pitter pattered out

now that im free of responsibilities i have zoomies . i Need to bother people where is everyone !!

cramps :(

yawn....! house inspection in the next hour or so. i know itll be over soon and its no biggie but i always get anxiety

i did so much deep cleaning today i Need gold stars now !!!

sending so many long voice notes to @shebombzomb.bsky.social i feel like im her personal podcast lmfaooo

goodmorning cherished oomfies !! 🌷 im naturally awake extra early today but not in a tired way yayy

omg do u ever just suddenly get overwhelmed w thoughts and feelings like out of nowhere ?? like usually im across all my inner stuff but rn im like Whoa so much is coming up ●﹏● (luckily therapy in an hour but its a short session this time awaa)

hiiiii 💕 i have therapy today and then a big cleaning day for an upcoming house inspection waaaa

my therapist suggested i go watch / listen to alien stage bc she thought i'd like it. and look she wasn't wrong but also that was evil of her bc now i need more therapy

i got a dap (digital audio player) a couple weeks ago and have been gradually building my music library from scratch 🎵 its been both fun and tedious lol i will probs ask u guys for artist / album recs at some point bc i wanna listen to lots of things !!! so have a think abt it ok 🙂‍↔️

anything u say to me u can say to her *points to my smol pink bunny plushie*

in a call w a friend rn i cant stop looking at planet facts i have to Know More

controversial opinion incoming ⚠️ theres too much space in space ‼️ i know its in the name but theres simply Too Much ‼️ its freaking me out ‼️ there should be Less space‼️

i'm thinking about planets a lot right now. mercury is the closest planet on average to every other planet. venus spins backwards. jupiter's red spot is a storm twice the size of earth

hiiii goodmorning im awake its me !!

the right people enjoy how weird u are i truly believe that

craving a girl bestie

hi everyone 💓

also i think its pmdd time 😔😔😔

good morningggg ! im gonna try and study today ! hope everyone's having a nice day 💕

im feeling ! an overflow of creativity and passion !! 🥹 im rly so excited abt working on my musician (anon) persona project. got a chara design in mind, lore. finished another song a few days ago too !

today has been 10x better re: my adhd meds !! 💓 ive actually been experienced some of the good symptoms (i was starting to think i was lied to LOL)

my close beloved mooties pls read !! i noticed some of y'all might have my darling friend lea (@vampnov.bsky.social) blocked through a list from stuff that happened not related to her. like she woke up, saw a moot made a new acc so followed, was auto put on a list, THEN learned what was going on

today is one of the best days already bc its nearly time for my biweekly hangout w lea !!! (is bwouncy n excited)

hi everyone !! 🎀 i actually did sleep !!! yay !! (only like 5hrs but better than nothing)

nearly 2 days without a wink of sleep,, at this point im not sure that im real

ok i will TRY to sleep now ! keep ur fingers crossed for me bc i have a bad case of the zoomies and no faith in my ability to nini !

went to play just a few games of rocket league w bf + his friends at 9pm. uhm !! it was a bit more than that !! it might be 1am rn !!

one of my cats stole a broccoli off my plate 😔 i mean i wasnt eating it but i didnt consider the possibility of her interest.. she took it w her under the couch soo fast.. all i hear is growling..

i'm so exhausted today. like yea ok i haven't slept still + my new meds are ffucking me but also i jus spent the last few hours resolving a conflict w a close friend (who's newer to my life). there was a some accidental hurt to me but also just misunderstandings (tbh mostly bc my autism 😮‍💨)

forgot to eat a lot meals the past week bc adhd exec dys and now that im on meds i can in theory go make food but im skipping meals bc a side effect is having no appetite (+ nausea) like uhhh i cant win ?? game is rigged ??? grr !

its nearly 5am so uhhh at this point i commit to the allnighter i guess !

meowing at 3am on the skyline

no eepy time for kinny apparently :c

made a sylveon for my bf in tomolife 💓

me: hasnt played a game in ages me: is bad me: WHY am i SO BAD !!

i need to give bf a break from my yapping but the close friends id usually surprise call are all asleep !!!! 🥀 like idk ig i could just go into random lobbies in multiplayer games to chat to strangers ?? but BLEH . STRANGERS .

i PROMISE i know how to write normally i jus started dropping letters bc of character limits n now i cant stop 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

uhm !! i feel like my typing style is annoying !!! why so many exclamation marks !!!!!

i rly dunno how to feel abt the meds but i know its abt trying for a while and getting adjusted bc maybe my bad symptoms are just . shock to the system or something

i just burst into tears started having an existential crisis

this feels like the time i took acid but not bc of symptoms. i was convinced id eaten paper. looks like paper, i said. feels like paper, i said. tastes like paper, i said. rn im like. my adhd pill... what if sugar.. what if not real..

morninnng i just took my adhd meds for the first time.. i'll report back in 20-30mins !!

i nearly got full marks for my adhd exam !! 9/9 inattentive + 8/9 hyperactive-impulsive

when boyf comes home from work i can go pick up my new meds 0:

took the psychiatrist ~20mins to confidently confirm i'm adhd lmao why was i worried

sorry having a Vulnerable moment