So the truth is the reason I haven't been streaming so much and have been MIA a lot is because my mental and physical health has been shit. I can barely sit at the PC most days without pain in my legs...So I am working towards an in bed set up. Hoping it'll help me stream more often.

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Wife's job is finally picking up and we are in a stable place. So i can actually focus on fun things. So this old man is going to be saving up for a PS5 to stream from the bedroom lmao. ko-fi.com/eldritchgran... Also..some fun things are coming that I am hoping yall are excited for.

Good morning grandbabies let's do some chatting and vibe for awhile. www.twitch.tv/eldritchgran...

So let's do a just chatting stream at 5 in the morning. About to get set up right now

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So a few years ago I bought a Cthulhu necklace I wore every single day it was like my good luck charm. Right about the time my life started going to shit I somehow lost it. Welp. I found it. I'm hoping this is a good sign.

I am on a fucking mission to get Dark souls 1, 2, and 3 for PS4 today. I am hyperfixating and its going to be the death of me i swear to god.

Feels like I haven't streamed in ages so let's play some dark souls and maybe do some art after I eventually rage quit lmao www.twitch.tv/eldritchgran...

Trusty Patches in Dark Souls seems nice.

I haven't been streaming because depression hit like a truck. Was finally feeling better today and than got news that ain't so great so..I'm just gonna go watch bobs burgers and pretend like I don't exist for the day.

Praise the Sun!

hey hate to ask but things are gonna be tight these coming weeks and my roommate got some of there hours cut so if anyone has a few extra bucks to throw at the slime bun it would really help alot thanks for your time cant wait to be back streaming for yall.💜 ko-fi.com/huskybunz/go...

I got fucking food poisoning from my lunch.. I am fucking miserable

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I just found this on the marketplace and I'm scrapping what I can together to try and go and get them. They want $50 for both and I want them so bad lmfao.

I am fighting the urge to restart Dark Souls cause I 100% did not level my character correctly. This game has me in a choke hold right now.

I may have picked up a miku and team rocket cosplay from a con for $20 bucks...so I may be dressing as miou and team tocket grandpa. Less go

After fucking grinding and collecting shit for two days straight I finally did it. I got that bastards spear.

One of these days I need to do a stream where I reintroduce this little fella. Clyde the Thesher Shark. Art by @msdancealott.bsky.social

Every morning since I have started playing Dark Souls I have started my day with this stupid video www.youtube.com/watch?v=mp28...

Pssst...Any mutuals know a bit about dark souls that is free right now?

Poppop and I both fell asleep during the visit. I've never felt so fucking old on my life.

Going to see poppop in physical therapy today. I haven't seen him in a bit so I'm looking forward to it.

It's time for some more Dark Souls. Going to be grinding souls to get the weapon I want. www.twitch.tv/eldritchgran...

It's 6 am in the morning I am getting set up for some Dark souls..and I just decided to look up music to grind to..Like you know so I can jam out while farming souls. This is NOT what i got. I should have been more specific I guess. Good lord.

On a quest to save my boyfriend Solaire www.twitch.tv/eldritchgran...

Someone in my life took the CALL me if there is an emergency as a challenge. I have dealt with stuff for the past few months and its a call every week. And I wish i was overexaggerating. Anytime someone calls me now I go into full panic mode. My mental health is really really bad rn.

We beat the bois even after Solaire fucked me over by not showing up for the fight after I summoned him. I'm still salty about it. Like dude I summoned u the door was right there. And you left me hanging. Guess it's payback for stabbing u...

It's time to grind and scream in Dark Souls. www.twitch.tv/eldritchgran...

Thank you so much @golias.bsky.social for sitting in call with me and walking me through how to make Solaire not fucking hate me anymore. I legit just had a full crying session over a freaking video game character yall.

Enjoy the pure scream of absolute devastation...

I am fucking devastated right now. I went to set my controller down and accidently hit the trigger attacking Solaire..I SPENT ALL THIS TIME TRYING TO SAVE HIM. NOT MY BABY BOI HE HATES ME NOW. (working on fixing it)

Time for more dark souls. We are finally at the place where i get to deal with these fuckers. My ass is trying to grind levels so I don't get my ass kicked in. www.twitch.tv/eldritchgran...

Time for more dark souls. We are finally at the place where i get to deal with these fuckers. My ass is trying to grind levels so I don't get my ass kicked in. www.twitch.tv/eldritchgran...

Doing some Dark Souls grinding to level up and get humanity! www.twitch.tv/eldritchgran...

Walking to store but when I get back we doing more dark souls. Chat wanted to watch me grind some levels so why not

I feel like I broke my entire freaking hand. Ugn.

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So you can get free nuggets from Wendy's if you sign up with their app. I accidentally used one of my accounts and ordered the nuggets under Grandpa Higgins. Welp. This is awkward. I have to show them the receipt screenshot in person to pick up the order. 🤣

So going to go eat food and relax for a bit before diving back into dark souls. Chat voted we do some grinding to level up a crap ton so that's what we gonna do next stream.

We are now at 27% so we need $150 to hit the goal!! Let's do this! So close!

We are at 12% if we reach the goal I have to play dark souls 2 crowd control with channel points. Oh lord y'all.

So special guest today! My wife is joining me on stream!

rested my hand yesterday. Still hurts like a bitch but can't stop won't stop. More Dark Souls cause I am obsessed www.twitch.tv/eldritchgran...

Greetings Ghouls, With my SNAP being held off for the month, and some bills hitting. All kofi tips this month will be going towards food and working on some debt. If you enjoy the streams and youtube content, and have the extra cash it'd be appreciated! ko-fi.com/amunedal/goa...

Hey everyone! While I'm too busy to realistically offer any more commission slots, I figured if anyone just wants to help with raising funds so I can get my car fixed, I'd open an avenue for their support. Please only give if you can comfortably spare it! Please don't put yourself in a bad spot. 💗