I had a dream where I had a trans girlfriend man she was hot as fuck damn

loading attempt number 5302 i somehow managed to beat my inner demons at 4 am and actually submit my application one more time

I will be going live today at 6 PM CEST (5 hours after I post this tweet) and I'll be building my first ever LEGO!!! I love jigsaws and after seeing people build a few, it looks like a 3D one, I cannot wait to build it with you!

Guess who waken up at 9:40 am to prepare their room to be painted lol

Cooking

in light of recent events on a certain blue website, I present to you.... NORMAL HUMAN DECA

is streaming on tik tok worth it?

ok here we go again, ill try to be active here once again

full version on my alt ehe

I've been working hard these past few days I think I'm gonna indulge myself by playing lots of games today >-<

I feel… lonely. Like I’m unable to make genuine connections with people anymore Do I have friends anymore? Did I leave everyone behind while chasing my dreams? Was I too focused on my career? All I know is that… I just want to cry…

Every day it is more evident that Tobi (my dog) is on his last leg, I am trying my best to stay strong during this hard times and prepare for the worst Please cherish the time you have with your loved ones, you never know how long it will last ❤️

How it started vs How it's going

IM BACK ON TWITCH LETS GOOOOO

Ok I forgot to say it here, I got banned from Twitch. Both of my accounts due to me linking my Patreon on my profile Its fine tho, I will be back at worst in a week, in the meantime I'm thinking about what to do but I will be working on stuff so stay tuned UwU

I feel like a waste of space, just a leech. nothing more

🔴 Going Live!! 🔴 Hiiii! Head hurtie a little bit but lets hope that a bit of ASMR helps around! Come join us~~ twitch.tv/deca902 #vtuber | #envtuber | #femboy

im just going to drop this over here and cringe

🔴 Going Live!! 🔴 Happy thanksgiving! Everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeeee I hope everyone is having or has a great day today and, if you're not, I can make your day better! Come join us! twitch.tv/deca902 #vtuber | #envtuber | #femboy

Happy thanksgiving to all those who celebrate it UwU

I want to apologize for breaking down on stream yesterday. The incredible amount of support I've had this past few weeks triggered my Imposter syndrome like it hasn't in a very long time and after getting 25 subs out of nowhere I couldn't hold back anymore

Gonna try my best to be active here once again UwU

meow (๑ↀᆺↀ๑) @deca900.bsky.social and @aqwamog.bsky.social im getting back to life

Sometimes I wonder why people watch me, both in an emotional way and rational way I think, why would anyone watch me when im just one of the many male asmr streamers out there? Im very mid But I also think do people watch me because they like my voice? The way my ASMR sounds? My personality? idk

Had Yakisoba today :) (Starting to understand how taking pics with the IPhone works lol)

Happy Halloween everyone! Today at 9 PM CEST I will be streaming a Special ASMR stream on my Deca902 account! I will be drinking """water""" while wearing a maid outfit! Hope to see you all there in a few hours! twitch.tv/deca902

why bother

Sometimes it feels like truly everything is against me and the universe just wants me to give up Sometimes I get really close to comply

I swear to god I hate callout posts that don't tell you who they are calling out like Bro grow some balls and tell me who this horrible person you are describing is ugh

Thank you so so so much 😭😭😭

I realized that I've become complacent, its been a while since I've tried to upgrade the quality of my streams. That there was nothing I could do to improve the streams unless I spent an insane amount of money to get a new mic or something like that. BUT IM GETTING FIRED UP AGAIN BABY

I’m having a horrible headache right now 😭 Hopefully I’ll feel better after a shower ☹️

im not a femboy uwu

I dreamt I went to see the skibidi toilet movie and I met Kai cenat Then we started fighting inside mechs and almost got kidnapped by a monster I am ok 😃😃😃😃😃

🔴 Going Live!! 🔴 Head hurtie a bit, be nice to me owo twitch.tv/deca900 #vtuber | #envtuber | #femboy

lmao I just remembered I should have applied for twitch partner on the 18th lol ill do it later uwu

Ramon is the himbo because he is my father

they call me the twink

🔴 Going Live in 10 minutes!! 🔴 Metaphor has consumed my life, now I whisper to a mic uwu twitch.tv/deca900 #vtuber | #envtuber | #femboy

Streaming ASMR on Twitch right now! twitch.tv/deca900 #vtuber | #envtuber | #femboy

Stweam on Twitch in 25 minutes uwu

Hey guys follow me, I’m a #vtuber that does #asmr on #twitch and people say I have a good voice UwU

Bleh

When I'm streaming ASMR and someone says I'm talking too much #vtuber | #asmr