watched fellowship for the first time in over a decade with friends last night #ktdoods #lotr

⚠️ケモ化 へへ…楽しくなっちゃいやして

newerst tbhx epsiode damaging my mental health

my arc hating LL / the tbhx experience as a whole rly has been a whole odyssey now im thinking about it like dam i need to recap so mcuh.. it at least was like overall not a horrible fandom experience like alnst tho bc a lot of ppl shared my insanity over nice and my grief fhfkj

its been a while since ive hated a character as much as mz, like, my hatred for LL doesnt even compare. tbh not even xia yueqing. maybe k4rin funger compares?? horrible characters being saddled onto gay men i guess is rly like a sore spot for me fhdjfh

sorry guys i was having some positive character development earlier today like trying to get my life in order, so im having the like backlash to that effort whete my petty btch self needs to come out and Whine and complain fhfjf

might as well alnst rant here bc like no ones reading in either plafe its not like on there its got an audience that would appreciate it fhkddj

need to go eepy i jsut had a blood pressute spike bc fujcingbfkf qna

alnst ruined my life. im not special in this like i feel anyone whos been into it has been damaged negatively whether they recognizenit or not

oh if i get jumped on here for hateposting mz i will get fucking Nasty i will not tolerate it fhfjfh like i did my hating so civilly like constantly doing like disclaimers on like the sanctity of her character etc and alnst twt did not fucking deserve it nor did it even change anything

Little bean having quality time with papa and mama🥰 #alnst

tbhx fnadom so sweet for accepting me as a LL hater, but then alnst twt said hating m*zi makes you a mysognist criminal and deserving of harassment and violence threats like yeah cool that sure makes me like her more to be treated this way lol

alnst twt was kinda funny bc i did get in thinkjng it was gonna be just anoyher fandom experience as ive been thru so many in my life. maybe i could make acquaintances, hang out. Wrong it was the worst experience in my life

like the tbhx fandom in twt i went thru a lot (positive) and then alnst fandom (VERY negative) like it feels like its been like 30 rollercoasters i dont even remmever who iw as when i last posted on here

how to even begin like, unraveling ethings. i wish i kept a single online presence but like its literally it probabky wouldnt be safe for me lol

ive gone thru so many existential crisises in the past howevwe long ive been not on here

i finally got my password to log back on here lmao

i started to go so insane and desperate about the og nice that ive arrived to this point. nice corpse AU (info in the first draw). still WIP on oc design #TBHXNice #凸变英雄X #ToBeHeroX #TBHX #ocxcanon

discarded, disposable, departed. #奈斯 #TOBEHEROX #凸变英雄X #TBHX #TBHXNice

A canvas for the masses #凸变英雄X #TOBEHEROX #TBHX #TBHXNice

nice guy nice pussy #奈破 #破奈 #NiceWreck

two heroes #tbhx #凸变英雄X #ToBeHeroX #奈破 #破奈 #NiceWreck

#sfwart forgor

made a fan ena / ena oc, for reasons. its horny bc i dont know how to function otherwise

#nsfwart hi

#nsfwart i forgor

i havent seen enough daisuke boy pussy getting railed by swansea im getting impatient

red guy pussy for the person who left this cute doodle on my strawpage #nsfwart #dhmis

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More old jjba art featuring risotto and prosciutto, i like how these look together #ventoaureo #goldenwind #prosciutto #risottonero #ktdoods

Nika

heres a little help for you, nsfw artist (❁´◡`❁) these are the websites i use to look for nsfw references! looking for porn references is always a pain in the ass so i hope it helps :D

big titty curly. hes got big tits. youre welcome #mouthwashing

ya ever wanna wrap yeaelf in tinfoil and shove itin the microwev

nvm mouthwashing ramble cancelled im upset again shkdfh

i think like sll the ppl idolizing swansea rly come off luke theyve never been around an older drunk man. like ofc its fiction but like they dont hype him for being a drunk depressed mf, they be acting hes a completely different character and kind of person and the best daddy that would fix it all

i wanan rant about mouthwashing but i wany more ppl to like share the insane with too… idk this game is just smth the fandom has been fascinating (negative)

i forget to like do social media anymore these dsys unless i need to complain smth that i cant usually or bc im hsvinf a breakdown anf like i wish someone could help me but no one can so i end up wanting to scream to the void just for the comfort that maybe someone heard my dying cries

i drew this based off of gustav klimt's The Kiss. the panels of sugimoto sucking the poison out of ogata's eye socket somewhat resembles it haha #goldenkamuy #sugimotosaichi #ogatahyakunosuke #ktdoods

please appreciate this thumbnail drawing of curly i did

not enough ppl who are insane abt mouthwashing on my vibe are moving here almsot makes me wannago back to thr cesspit but then agian im guilty of it too i forget to checj her ehdjdh BUT I WAS LIKE THIS ON TWITTER TOO ive jyst been kinda busy