23 years ago today, Sleeper aired and really kicked off the S7 Spuffy supremacy. Because no one could ever mean to Spike what Buffy means to him. And even if he's afraid of the answer, he'll come to her when it's the right thing to do.

My 630 am alarm is Ateez saying hello and wake up. And it was in my pocket as I got into the apartment hallway to go to the elevator and I thought one of my neighbors was talking to me but I couldn't see them and was so confused

I'm going to be perfectly normal about this. #MCR

Today's writing was a fight, but I powered through and just went where ever the inspiration took me. 3 different fics, 4 different scenes. I also hit my overall word goal for the week lol. So, maybe I will hit the 5K despite all the plans I have W,F,Sat? Can the next 2K be on Magic? #starshinewrites

My brain is doing the thing where it's saying "something must be done before you can write" but it won't tell me what that something is?? Like??? I've reorganized my craft supplies, I cleaned up the current Christmas boxes/gifts, I'm doing laundry, I ate recently??? What else do you want brain???

Well, I had a strangely good start to a week where I thought I'd only write 3K total given all the plans I have lol #starshinewrites

omg it's 1779 words already wtffffff

It was a joke. It wasn't supposed to hit me. WHY is it 1162 words in 30 mins??? HOW DID THAT HAPPEN???

I'm at the point with BookTok that if you're recommending SJM, I'm not taking you seriously. The same as if you're recommending Cassie Claire to me. If you're doing a trend with multiple SJM/CC books, I'm begging you to diversify what you read. There are so many talented authors out there. #BookSky

I will not write a KimChay fic just so Kim can bleach his hair and Porchay can suffer with me over it, right?? That's excessive? That's unnecessary? That's not a plot (that would turn into pwp, and, actually, since woosan has abandoned me with the ideas wtf boys, maybe I should try with KimChay...)

I'm going out for dinner with a friend and they have the outdoor mall all dressed up

Currently mood: obsessed with Passion Fruit by Jeff Satur Go listen to my man and his new EP. music.youtube.com/watch?v=GD5w...

I was reading Buddie fic, as one does, and thinking about how much work I've put into making my 6 month timeline make sense for Magic AU, vs the absolute nonsense that is the 911 timeline. How old is anyone? NO ONE KNOWS!! Is Buck suddenly older than Eddie? Sure, MAKES SENSE I GUESS

something like magic is at 31.5K words and it just??? HOW DID THAT HAPPEN??? I'm writing chapter 7 right now, which, honestly, might be long enough that it gets split into two chapters. I'm trying to focus on just writing for the rest of the month to see how much I can get done. #starshinewrites

I'm currently trying to write the next KimChay scene, where Kim is being a dumb (I love him so much), and also trying to come up with ideas for things at my Magical Night Market for the Taegi date (I have a list of ideas now, but feel free to offer me more)

I woke up to multiple new Jeff songs 🎶🎶🎶🎶🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🎶🎶🎶🎶

I watched a lot of Outdoor Boys videos before he retired from making videos. Now his son Tommy (12) is making them, and he's so clearly mimicking his dad and it's just really adorable.

The Key Seattle tour stop sold out 😭😭😭😭😭 No one tell Reba, they'll be devastated. 💔💔💔💔💔

I, most likely, don't actually have to go alone?? I messaged several of my friends and one was like (paraphrased) "I only know one song, but sure! I have until June to learn the rest" 🥰🥰

OH MY GOD ALEX WARREN IS COMING TO VANCOUVER!!!!!!! I guess going to a concert by myself is becoming a habit lol

I would let Taehyung ruin my life

Reba McEntire can ~sing~ wow. Like, I knew this growing up (we grew up on country music) but like??? I have such a better appreciation for it as an adult who is obsessed with music and musical groups. And her story telling in her songs?!?!!?! So good!

I love how every time I write KimChay, Big is just alive. Who cares about canon, you know? #starshinewrites

I... want to try writing smut again??? but I don't have any ideas for it oops. Why has Woosan abandoned me in my time of need? #starshinewrites

Jeff Satur, your voice is as beautiful as you are I'm in love music.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2gh...

Chapter 4 is live! Featuring Joonie, Soobin, and a surprise Jackson mention! And somehow still no Yeonjun! Oh, and also Yoongi's ridiculous crush, no, it's fine. He has it under control. Completely. Totally. You know? You believe me, right? archiveofourown.org/works/724294...

I have a coworker (not my boss, fyi) who just asked me a question that I tried to help him set up and track IN 2023 FFS. I gave him all the resources. ALL HE HAD TO DO WAS ENTER THE INFORMATION AND HE DIDN'T DO IT. And now he's like "hey Melissa. Figure this out and get me all these numbers" RAGE

Chapter 4 is live! Featuring Joonie, Soobin, and a surprise Jackson mention! And somehow still no Yeonjun! Oh, and also Yoongi's ridiculous crush, no, it's fine. He has it under control. Completely. Totally. You know? You believe me, right? archiveofourown.org/works/724294...

sounds like a day dream✌️

It's just little, but it made me snicker. And then question their allergies. #WIPWednesday Alright, now it's time for me to power edit Chapter 4 before R gets home! I think I'm finally done the rewrite edits :D

Happy namgi day! Today, we celebrate the day they moved in together, the art they've made, and all the eye contact they've never had. Please, tell your loved ones you love them (or, like, save it for the end of the world 🤷🏻‍♀️).

His little wave. Kim Taehyung. <3 (From his insta stories just now)

I think I'm going to post chapter 4 tonight??? If I can fight off this headache for another 30 minutes, I should be done and ready to post. And then I can close my eyes until the pain stops or my alarm clock wakes me up #starshinewrites

I've literally done everything possible to ignore editing this last section since I posted this.

Why touch grass when you can touch Choi San?

Devastation in 3 photos.

I have 600 words I need to edit before I can post this chapter. And based on the fact that I've already added 600+ words to this chapter, I'm sure it's going to grow.

House: dead silent Me, out loud: Are Jimin and Yoongi both allergic to cats?

True story, when it comes to the magic in this world, I have very little to start with. I was thinking Charmed and no need for wands. Everyone can do magic even if it's not in their blood. Magic isn't publicly known, but there are significant numbers of magical users. They just don't broadcast it.

It just got me addicted to reading sm*t and several k*nks I won't explain to anyone 🤷‍♀️

I'm home, I'm in my bed, and I'm so very tired. I had a wonderful time 💖💖💖

After a weekend of adventures, MRMR are on their last one before we pack up to go home

We just watched Nuremberg.

incase there was any question

Buffy x Spike hands portrait commission for @newageswordsman.bsky.social ✌️ This is part 1 of a 3 piece collection~ #Buffy #Commission #Art

R and M2 have a new vocal stim, and R2 and I have heard this about 65,000 times in 2.5 days

Such a drama queen (positive)

Song of the day. The "this is still about you" kills me every single time. I want to know all the drama and all the beef about whatever created this song. music.youtube.com/watch?v=1cff...

my view for the next few days 💖