What am I doing? Literally researching how people learn to ride motorcycles for a short bit in my current KimChay fic. Because why not??? Really? #starshinewrites

Every couple of years, I think to myself, "lets absolutely destroy my feelings" and then I reread Damage by @xanthewalter.bsky.social and just ache the whole time. Anyway, I just reread it last month, and damn, yeah, it still hurts. Poor Tony.

Wait, wait, I didn't realize all 4 were out!!! Oh noooo, I have 5 books I need to finish before I can delve into this series 🤩

So, @milknkookies.bsky.social has decided that I no longer get story time, and I think that's cause for divorce, frankly. No story time AND I'm being forced back into regular therapy? WTF?? Not what I signed up for. 😤

I'm 500 words up on KimChay Fake Boyfriend today, and 200 words up on Taegimin. :)

I think about this all the time. Like, if these reporters knew anything, or cared to do a good job, they'd know we don't need them to hang out and chat with Bangtan.

On my old phone, I had Theerapanyakul set as an auto correct option because I could never type it correctly. I need to find a way to do that with my computer so that I don't have to copy and paste it every time I'm writing KimChay fic.

I just realized I never finished posting my fics to my Starshine's Fics feed. Oops 🤷‍♀️ bsky.app/profile/did:...

This was absolutely everything I wanted it to be.

DONE! It's all clear... I guess I need to get to writing now...

I just reread my OffGun fic and like 🥰🥰🥰 I'm still really pleased about it

I'm down to 15 left and AO3 said LOL NOPE TRY AGAIN LATER. I guess that means I need to write...

Oooh yay! I'm down to one page of unread so far. Go me!

Today's writing avoidance tactic? Clearing my AO3 inbox 😘

I'm 337 words into Chapter 4 of Taegimin Magic AU! OKAY I can do this?

I'm working on the magic au title page. I haven't exactly settled on this but I'm liking this idea. #starshinewrites

Hello, good morning, I refused to be a functioning person for several hours this morning, but now I have my smoothie, and my writing document open, and feel like I can tackle some words

Why hello, this looks like something I need to read 👀👀👀👀🍋

Hello! Happy weekend! Please help me write. My brain is so unfocused and thinking about things I don't want to be dwelling on. Every emoji in the replies is 100 words I have to write to that specific fic 😘😘 ✨ Taegimin Magic AU 🫣 KimChay Fake Boyfriend 💤 KimChay Trouble Sleeping #starshinewrites

This just in: I love Stiles Stilinski so much #teenwolf

GASP It was back SO SOON 🥰

Critical Role C1: Vox Machina I've never watched the campaign for VM, so let's try that.

alas, it's time. I hope everyone downloaded some things to read 💔💔💔

just telling everyone now that reading IDOLISTIC is 1000000% how you should spend the 20 hours of no AO3 that we are approaching

With ao3 going down everyone is reccing their fics and this is me

I DID IT!!!! I should know in a few weeks if I get in the pool

It ain’t easy being an ArmyStayTiny.

Just saw a video of Wooyoung biting Hongjoong, and, yeah, that's my favorite gremlin I adore him. Anyway, with AO3 going down for 20 hours you should read my newest fic about Wooyoung biting San 😌

With 80 minutes to go NOW I'm nervous. Omg what if I prepared entirely wrong for this?!?!?!

Good news: I'm feeling more steady about everything going on (which I cannot talk about but I'm fine), and I actually feel like I could write today instead of staring blindly and unfocused at a wall. Let's hope I feel that way after my interview omg

I'm so in! Come join us for this writing adventure. End goal: Finish Taegimin Magic AU (yeah yeah, I've been saying that for ever, but I might actually be able to this time!! I've made a lot of story note progress!)

I have an interview today 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 I'm trying to be very calm about it 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃

I've written 107 words today and it's mostly a duplicate paragraph as I try to figure out this next little bit of interaction. #starshinewrites

Trying to motivate myself to write today so here's a #WIPWednesday featuring the Taegimin Magic AU

Thank you everyone who sent me distractions today. It was really appreciated and I know I'm going to keep reading them tomorrow as well 💜

anyways. happy bi visibility day 💗💜💙

Would anyone be willing to send me either the fluffiest or the smuttiest things they've read recently? I need an immediate brain shift. Or cute gifs. Honestly, just anything to distract myself.

Does anyone know if there is a way to block a website from your Chrome mobile? Without downloading another app? I just need to stop checking something.

My phone thought it was really important I remember this picture exists, and like, thank you, but also, I'm deceased

Maybe I should intentionally stop writing tonight because I don't want to burn out..... #starshinewrites

🔊🔊🔊 I MISS ALBERT HAN 🔊🔊🔊

For those curious, Taegimin Magic AU is currently at 16,323 words. Today alone I've written 3374. Not all of that for Magic, but a significant portion of it was. I fear this fic is going to be longer than the 50K I estimated. Which is already more than the 20K I originally estimated. Yikes.

That is exactly it! We have the tools.

All this writing is great and amazing, but I am actually supposed to be preparing for my interview on Thursday omg

I'm at 2100+ words for the day so far?? I??? HUH.

I've written over 20K this month????? I wrote just under 10K in August??? I've written over 30K in a matter of weeks????? Across several fandoms??? What the hell? #starshinewrites

How long is the taegimin date, you might ask? Great question. It's currently 3122 words and not done. What the hell, Melissa? This is going to be it's own chapter. #starshinewrites

Me, complaining to R that I can't write & I'm bad at it R: That's a bullshit excuse. Do it anyway M: But I'm trying to plot Magic AU. It's just so much I can't do it. It's too intimidating R: Then stop plotting & go write some prose. Seriously, this one just won't let me get away with anything

He was someone she could be alone with. He is also the only one who offered help.

Me, hanging out with someone I've been friends with for 17 years: "So, year, Reba & R2 think I have autism." Her: "Wait, you didn't already know that about yourself? OMG, I thought you already knew?" When I asked K what she thought the answer was "Yes, 100% without hesitation." WHAT IS GOING ON?