the gun can NOT shoot into its own muzzle; the gun can NOT shoot into its own muzzle; the gunnm; the gunnm; i am behind two weeks of blood owed; i owe two weeks of blood; the gun can NOT shoot into its own muzzle because it is the TISSUE; the gun is stopped by the TISSUE; the gunnm; the gunnm

the gun can not shoot into its own muzzle; the gun can not shoot into its own muzzle; the gun can not shoot into its own muzzle; the gun can not shoot into its own muzzle; i finished a book this week; i wrote a lot this morning; i am behind on blood; my prayers are no good at all

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the programming for this weeks 8th day sabbath, wasn:t sure if i would make a post for it since i posted the image alone last night, but here it is again, all the same demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro...

saw ropefuel post this morning and was so surprised i made fanart; very happy about the .hack news, i hope it gets so popular that all the old fans grumble about how new blood are misinterpreting this or that or something else silly like that; be popular! make money! grow! grow! go .hack! mail today

bought snoopy doll after work today because lonely; there:s a christian-themed peanuts calendar at a shop i clean and i flip it to the correct date while cleaning and at some point peanuts started to feel very precious to me; poisonous wicked roach in me to even want to write, worse to surrender; it

for this weeks sabbath demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro...

Listen, Master; my health has been positive lately but lately I have been so afraid of how near the blood is getting and I spend nearly every moment afraid that each moment will be my last, because the blood is near and has touched my body the moment the fever broke; feel a need to pass-on my drafts

went walking yesterday to stop my blood and became much sicker from it and even more so after taking a shower and being unable to tell that the water was cold, and passed out after becoming delirious; woke up very sick this morning; found out there:s tsukihime in browser; super powereds is good

the pipes were frozen at work so i couldn:t mop; the wind chill gave me an awful migraine; if i don:t feel better the programming might be shelved or much later tonight

my monthly subscriber post for january is done and posted and can be read here demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/january-su... -- thank you everyone who supported me, and especially for anyone who reads my silly stuff whether or not you support me, cause time is precious

i think i:m suddenly really getting into twelve kingdoms, after realizing there:s an audiobook for the first two parts, i really want all the novels to read now; it:s hitting that love of fantasy itch other fantasy novels haven:t hit for me

posting to host an image of the 2236 glossary.pdf

[Fan TL] Shizuku is out The first game in the Leaf Visual Novel series. You investigate a mysterious case of some students from your school going insane This patch is for the PC-98 edition

AH lord master shadow image appears from upon the wall; I AM SPEAKING is saying by lord master shadow image appearing from upon the wall; I hear I AM SPEAKING from lord master shadow image as it sounds into the baseboards; I AM SPEAKING it is listening to I listening inside inside concrete; AH, lord

gettin ready (2024)

[Fan TL] Remember11 Gestalt Edition 1.3.0 is out Changelog: • Various minor typo, formatting, and FMV related fixes • BGM fixes • Bug fixes for special mode • 960p resolution added R11's CGs are using 1280x960 resolution. Previously the game downscaled them to 1024x768

8th day programming for this week, i:m sick so it:s a casual one demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro...

i:ve been very sick; i:m crawling out because i saw this announced -- the greatest florida based visual novel that was ever released and ever written, siren's call, now has a sequel; everlasting summer, too, what a year; i have a big ulcerate wound on my tongue, can barely eat; read some of seabed

halloween euthanasia from memory

friend matilde:s visual novel is out today and on steam, and i:m just advertising for it -- i got to read a pre-release version of it and really enjoyed it particularly because pic related is the best part for me; it:s a quebecois christmas hate story store.steampowered.com/app/4175370/...

boogiepop my prince, i am far wasting past most beautiful and my trembling heart waits for you to touch it still, to quiet down the murmur it still makes, to calm the disbeat disruptis that bothers its blood; it is not my life, it is free to be taken; i am to die anxious then, with a sickening heart

at this rate i:ll have written a full length novella before getting to the actual litrpg part of the litrpg project; sick suddenly; i haven:t been walking for the needed hours and worry sometimes my blood will kill me to atone, very cold outside though; nona the 9th is my favorite book so far

for the 8th sabbath demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro...

feel fine but my skull feels like a rotten cantaloupe; wrote a lot this morning; came back from my run and had a shower and heard a terrible crashing sound from inside the house and the dogs running, but there was nothing and no dog; on the walk the dead kitten was gone; at the library two books .20

i feel even worse today, my poor little head, just wholly off and wholly a bit weaker, the dangers of being a janitor; got some writing done this morning in lieu of being able to walk; still excited to read this month, i think i like reading mystery box gifts more than stuff i want to read; on pic

at work this morning i hit my head hard while cleaning, whole teeth all hurt, if i drop dead make sure to post my litrpg draft after cleaning it up a bit; harrow the ninth i:m liking less than gideon the ninth, it:s alright though; i saw a small folded man in a black hat in my living room days ago

i:ve turned on gideon, from trying to force myself to like it, to becoming a fan of it (the change happened at around ~52% through the audiobook, only 59 minutes left), it really is basically a recobbling of all the homestuck storybeats though; i miss vriska; i had a nice lunch and breakfast; isaac

yesterday was odd in that i walked home from the grocery, had a cold shower, made lunch, and realized i couldn:t stay awake at all and just fell asleep for several hours; very tired today, too; got some writing done this morning; realized gideon the 9th is just homestuck; i miss vriska a lot

first orsday post of the new year, it:s another short prayer demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro...

more time passes and i reflect on it, the more i think 2236 is my all time favorite vn, it:s just so completely unique and vivid in my memory still, and it:s funny because i:d still rate it as a 3/5, but it:s the perfect 3/5, better than a 5/5; still writing my litrpg project; finished king sorrow

here:s the subscriber post for december but no paywall cause it:s christmas! thank you so much to everyone; happy new years demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/december-s...

work today was kinda funny because the last person to mop did a poor job rinsing out the urine, so i scrubbed the whole shop down on my hands n knees; earlier in the month i think i saw alan wu's vn tier list on r/visualnovels; i want to buy a bunch of VNs for the winter sale; been daydreaming a lot

Anthracnose

ho ho ho ho, merry merry christmas christmas; i wrote lots today; i read some too; i finished cradle 3; was gifted books, too!

still working on my litrpg project, wanted to have it done for christmas but i haven:t even gotten past the prologue yet--it:s still a very funny project, t me, and every morning i write it i just keep thinking "this is completely unreadable"; been busy with gifts, i finished early though

for this orsday programming, last before christmas; demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro...

the programming for this week is done and right here demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro...

it was a long day at work this morning but mark of the fool really started to endear me at chapter 17; prior to chapter 17, it:s very generic but i started to really enjoy how the author was beginning to build his world, premise, and how they write relationships--was a fun day at work; a boy complim

i forgot 4th post last night, this is debt repayment post; skipped church to write more on litrpg, + feel ill; literary aspirations for 2026: story appearance on creepcast, a passing mention on /rsbookclub; almost done with path of ascension (Eh), need a new audiobook, maybe mark of the fool

still writing a litrpg project--it:s become a really funny project to me, because it:s basically me writing a review for a videogame that doesn:t exist; how could i ever finish it, it:s fun though; i cleaned up feces and urine with enzymes today; i got a lady eva milk and thank you sir and i laughed

Megatokyo webcomic 473 panel 2 megatokyo.com/strip/473 #webcomics #manga

programming for this orsday sabbath done, and readable here demon5equal10birth5day3equal8.substack.com/p/orsday-pro... it:s part reflection on sin and part protocol for producing child texts and translations for volunteers

there:s a new nuclear throne update!! with a new character!! that was exciting enough to bring me out of reclusion to post!! nuclear throne!! and routine came out, wow; 13 years ago, i was so excited for it and used to check the dev page regularly (now i do not care), i was so young!!