My final memo to my Sinterns.

I'm hearing reports from my chat that Twitch is actually playing ads on my channel again??? Does ASMR/Sexual Themes label have ads again?

Gonna be going live soon! The boss is coming back 💙

My face is so swollen it's unreal 😭 Had a major facial surgery on Monday, for those who didn't know. Nothing serious, but I'll be out of commission for a little bit longer! 💙

Thank you so much, everyone 💙

1500 Sinterns. Un-fucking-believable. Thank you all so much for bringing me this far in such a short amount of time 💙

I'm celebrating my birthday (1/6) on tonight's stream, by the way! Be there!!! Midnight EST!!!!!

Hmm... Maybe it's about time for me to come with an oshi mark, huh? I'll have to look through emojis and decide on one. If you guys have suggestions, I'm open 💙

Happy new year, everyone! Thank you so much for the last four months, and I'm looking forward to another full year of incredible, wonderful streams and (hopefully) videos!

Big thanks to @ericloyinterviews.bsky.social for having me on his show! We had a fun talk about the ASMR vtuber community and ASMR as a whole! www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dEj...

I caved... I'm ruined.....

Tonight's stream will be delayed by an hour tonight and begin at 1am EST. My apologies, Sinterns 😭

Wowie, recap is here! I can't believe I only started 3 months ago! Let's have a wonderful 2025 and go even further next year, Sinterns~! 💙

Live right now, doing some earlicking! Come join us! The Boss Is A CEO For The People! Earlicks For All~!

"correct opinions" can be obtained with a fat enough ass

I'm home! I'm also exhausted, so stream might be a little scuffed. Still, I'll be live in 15-20 minutes in the usual place~!

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I really love streaming on twitch, but I wish there were another platform that were safe for earlicking ASMR, with actual discoverability. I keep seeing peers get punished on YouTube for seemingly no reason, and it makes me anxious.

Excited to get back to streaming! My usual day off is tomorrow, but the following day, I should be back in town and ready to stream again. I miss my Sinterns~

Remember, Sinterns! No stream tonight or tomorrow night; I'm on my trip, so I'll (hopefully) see you all on Thursday night~! 💙

I get that being indie is a joy despite the struggle, but I've seen some indies being really fucking nasty about dancing on the corpos' graves with the recent graduations. Some of you are so VT drama-poisoned that you're way too comfortable shitting on others in this medium.

Turns out that sometimes, if you build it, they really will come. My social media game is complete dogshit and I still managed to hit 1k on my 3 month streamiversary. 😭 Thank you all so much, and I hope I can keep making you all proud. 💙

Thank you so much for 1k Followers and three wonderful months~ We're live now celebrating with some earlicking ASMR!

Casual PSA: Every interaction you have with a streamer shouldn't default to playful bullying 24/7. Because after a while it doesn't seem like playful banter anymore. Take a break from the "booli the streamer" once in a while and just vibe and chat with them.

It's a big night for me! When I start streaming at 12am EST, it will officially be my 3 month streamiversary! We're also only 4 followers away from 1k, which means I'll probably hit it the same night! Exciting, huh~? 💙

Currently 73 followers away from 1k! Trying to see if I can hit it this week. The stakes are intense: if I manage it, then I've hit 1k! If I don't, then I haven't! Compelling drama, right~? Come and see me if you like #ASMR and #earlicking #vtubers!

We officially hit 900 Sinterns on Twitch today! It was a wonderful stream, and I'm so grateful to everyone for allowing me to get here. It took us a little over ten days to get from 800 to 900, I wonder how many days it will take to get to 1000? 🤔

Aw man, I'm going to end up like one of those wrestlers who swaps their gimmick every year, huh? I have so many fun ideas for vtubers I want to play! Too many!!!

There's nothing on it, but my Patreon is live! Had some members of my community express an interest in me offering my content there too, so I figure that's what I'll do. Feel free to toss a follow, and there'll be content Eventually™!

The Sinterns know, I've spoken at length about this exact thing on stream before. I firmly believe we're doing the same kind of theater that wrestlers are, and viewing our performance as a medium within that greater family stands only to benefit us as performers and the fans.

I did a small test on stream yesterday. (🧵Thread!) Freeform Tags like Iran, Syria, etc, did not result in fewer people seeing ads. However, using the Content Classification Label for Sexual Themes OR Politics/Sensitive Issues resulted in NO ONE seeing any ads. Mature Games did not impact ads.

Hi everyone. The Onion, with the help of the Sandy Hook families, has purchased InfoWars. We are planning on making it a very funny, very stupid website. We have retained the services of some Onion and Clickhole Hall of Famers to pull this off. I can't wait to show you what we have cooked up.

I've been very public about the fact that I make basically no money on ads, despite Twitch forcing me to run them, because of my Sexual Themes label. It honestly pisses me off, because I run my 15 minutes of ads on all of my 4 hour long streams, and I make peanuts on it.

Quietly chanting to myself "No major decisions while sleep deprived" to stop myself from making kneejerk decisions based on The Numbers™️

Well, that little unscheduled stream earlier went well! We're now past 800 followers, thanks all~!

Can't sleep, gonna kill some time. Come see me for a little unscheduled stream~

Bluesky doesn’t need less horny it needs MORE horny! Keep those corporations and weird puritanical people outta here!!

As I get ready to go to bed, I can't help but think about all the wonderful people I've met by streaming, and the wonderful ways my community supports me, and the ways other streamers have, too. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, everyone. Thank you for letting me help you relax each night. 💙

I'm a sucker for #vtuber lore, so if you are one and see this, summarize your lore in 1-2 sentences! I'm a demon of Sloth, who's risen to be the Chief Empire Officer of Sin Inc; it's Sin, incorporated. We are headquartered in the neon-drenched dystopia of Sin City, selling temptation~!

My carrd's been updated with my new Fansly! I'm adding a content warning to this post, even though technically there's nothing on there yet. But if you're interested in when there is, it's here~ fansly.com/juliadrowsy/

But doctor! I *am* the Great Clown, Pagliacci!

I care about you. I feel really awful right now, but I'm choosing to keep smiling for you all. I want you all to know I care about you. Sinterns, fellow vtubers, I care and I want try to be a beacon of hope for people who aren't okay right now.

Holy shit, 700 followers! That's way better than I honestly ever thought I'd do! Thanks so much, all~ 💙

We're posting these, I suppose. The Sinterns made me do this test early on. It came as no surprise to them then, and it won't come as a surprise to them now. At least, I hope not.

Here is their Tweet about it.

Hope everyone's having a good one today!!! I've been running around all day trying to make various appointments. It's been busy 😭

Going live soon with some Evil Within for Fearlicking! If you like #vtubers who do #ASMR, #earlicking, or horror games, come check it out! Hopefully it goes better than Alien Isolation did the other night~

Going live with a Fearlicking stream! What is Fearlicking? Why, it's where I do ASMR while playing a horror game! Tonight, we're playing Alien Isolation. If that sounds good or interesting to you, please come check me out! #ASMR #earlicking #vtubers #horrorgames

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