im so sad and tired… living with a stupid ass family sucks so much ☹️

its mothers day again apparently.. do i draw something for it & what do i draw this time

can nintendo hurry up and just drop that second splatoon raiders trailer or even an artwork including mechanic or something 😭😭😭

i dont talk abt myself or my life much but ive decided to do so cuz i feel like i dehumanize myself by forcibly keeping myself silent so nobody knows about me/ my life anyways i have to go to an endocrinologist in 9 days … luckily i got my health insurance a few days ago 🥲

uhm sorry… discourse & angryposting aside um last saturday i got bloodtested & got results a day later and they were. not great i got my suspicion of thyroid and lymphatic issues proven (which is terrible…) & high cholesterol & a liver enzyme high too . fun times 💀

i gott a go do a number 2 rn!!!

Wait till people on splattwt find out i portray/believe Marie is masc/butch… & shiver … they will literally crucify me (but its ok because i spoke the truth)

imm biting my tongue so hard rn it hurts 💀💀💀💀💀😭😭😭😭😭 ill keep my mouth shut but i dont want to 😭😭😭

If anyone wants the Mechanic & Frye Mii i made my access key is 1HJLYYY have fun & show me ur own screenshots if u like!

Splatoon raiders is real guys!!!1!! Look at these totally real leaks !!!

it’s so cool that they extended #Mar1naDay for this year too 😁 #splatoon #MAR1na

Callie and her kawaii looks! 💜

Callie #Splatoon

its getting worse and hasnt stopped in other regions but absolutely nothings happened here so everythings good for me but i hope it all dies down soon

I legitimately can’t wait to see how the merch of these turns out its gonna look so neat..,,

check it oute… chibi callie & marie, the squid sisters, from splatoon 2 #splatoon #splatoon2

honestly its been the same but hasnt gotten any better for other regions, ive avoided news for a day or two to recover from chronic doomscrolling (started affecting me a lil too much & theres so much i need to do)

my period started 😭😭💔💔💔💔 MY TUMMY HURTS MY BACK HURTS I HATE IT i legitimately am so uncomfortable and achy ☹️

jokes aside im super happy to have gotten to know some of the coolest & most incredible women ever… & characters too!! 💖

oh right… happy womens day !! (to me /hj) 😭

The Mechanic #Splatoon #Splatoonraiders

anyways- i will forever find it so adorable & perfect that nintendo/splat devs made frye’s grandfest look based off/look like a sea angel/butterfly… she is an angel.,,

okay looked at all my mechanfrye art again & im so overjoyed now . thank goodness i cook my own food 💖

IM soooo sad cuz like i saw a mechanfrye art & was wondering if any more exist only to see that hate post 😭💔 its ok though ill get over it. with mechanfrye 😭😭😭

to make it scarier (?) it was mentioned they hope mechanic is a minor just so the ship can’t exist… which is pretty ass but also unlikely. but the chances not being 0 is so.. ,,, nintendo save me theres no way mechanic is anythig BUT a college drop out or even graduate 💀 theyre a pilot!!

i… went to look for mechanic & frye art or mentions very innocently.. . only to find a post where someone says they hate it so much … & only 1 person ships it… (me) … 💔💔💔

same as yesterday but holy shit its still not getting better & more chaotic atp idk what to expect at all

the same again today, thankfully been super tired & antsy about it still so hopefully it dies down quickly

i havent drawn my callie in. awhile can u tel ,,

i wanted to do a simple render, trying to keep motivation by proving to my brain i am being active

thankfully luckily nothing happened at all in this country today 🥲 i think lol…

Getting your ass beaten by teenager wannabe secret agents makes you rethink your life choices #splatoon #splatblend #blender3d

calzone dod

things haven’t escalated yet but also not de-escalating… honestly dont know what to expect next but ive just been taking it easy since i havent seen or heard anything here (& hope it stays that way)

give me mechanic + frye ideas or stuff to doodle/ draw… ill draw them to destress 🥲

so i woke up once some hours ago & ofc instinctively checked the news & theyre planning to strike a city here… far from me but not good at all 💀😭

If this gets any worse or doesnt stop the city im in might be next PLEASE NOOOOOOO I LITERALLY JUST STARTED FEELING HOPEFUL

oh my god oh good god they hit an embassy in a city further away from here but this doesn’t seem to be getting better omfg…

also just a teensy fun fyi i found a really really good deal limited to the weekend so we got it for like much cheaper than the og price.. super happy i did

i have not felt this kind of whimsy in a while… spent a whole 15 minutes watching it (& will continue to do so) best way to spend my time ever

our old one was a toploader (i dont like that because i cant sit down and watch it) & it was so old and made the most horrific noises and it started not working kinda 💔😭

on a positive note we got a new washing machine today… a bottom load kind. my favorite kind,,, i love washing machine ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Luckily still nothing seen or heard where i am & not close, hopefully it stays this way & it all dies down quick

ohhhh my god. they struck a huge refinery in the country i live in & it’s all set ablaze thankfully im very far from it but god i hope this doesn’t get worse

apparently where i am theyre trying to or are actively repressing news online so thats smth but i haven’t seen or heard anything dangerous yet at all so im super glad

okay ive spent way too much time yesterday & today just spending hours upon hours of checking news & updates so maybe i should just take a small break… maybe mechanfrye doodle

its nice to know my parents seem to be mostly correct abt nothing happening to us or in our small city so far 🥲 i hope it stays that way

okay Yay! I woke up safe & sound & nothing seen or happening here but now i go check online whats happened & if anything happened in this country 🥲

juuuust in case. i love u guys so so soooo much & thank u for supporting me, helping make some of my dreams come true & letting me be first in my entire bloodline to be so supported & known, & for liking my art 🤍 gn!!

super eepy…