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Rat Hakase

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sleep paralysis demon #oc

Asimov's Laws of Robotics #oc

Hey lads. Currently running my emérgncy comms, limited until end of October! vgen.co/RakoStep#Eme...

thinking about starting to post here too, maybe next year, idk

i wish this site isn't just a carbon copy of twitter, no edit button, limited words for posting, and you can only post 4 images honestly, what's the point of creating new things if you don't have new stuff to differentiate it

VR Chat avatar of @/black-flame-vr.bsky.social Requested by black-flame-vr.bsky.social #VRChat #Emotes

Commission for @junhakase.bsky.social #commission #vgen #vgencomm #artrequest

owl house is good

it's always about "don't be afraid of taking leap" and "go out from your safe zones" if i fail, there's no soft cushion to land on and there won't be a safe zone to turn back to i am a coward but there's an invisible line between bravery and recklessness, i'm not wise enough to tell the difference

there's an opportunity to work on a different island i'm so afraid, i barely go outside in my own town

rkgk

gotta wait 3 weeks to see if i fail to apply for a job or not, then i'll need to prepare for the next step which is an interview with a customer i honestly don't know what that is tbh, i was applying for IT support not customer service

went to the job interview, got no work experience to tell other than my drawing commissions, they look at my work and asked "this is cute, what ai program do you use?" excuse me?

gonna have my first job interview tomorrow, i don't know what else to expect other than failing

one thing i noticed but heard no one talked about is that most youtuber nowadays doesn't use the usual royalty-free music anymore, mostly just no music at all, i wonder why

i'll put it here too just in case, not that i will be actively opening commission here since the interest is reasonably low, but i'll mostly just post finished commission stuff #Commission #CommissionPrices

i don't think i achieved a lot in 2024, the only thing i remember is just burnouts

still under 2k poly, i just need to tidy things up and change some stuff since i'm not satisfied with some of the topology, so far, this is my first 3d model that is close to being done

when i'm in a pinch i always think "what would Gerald Williams do?"

🎅 #ocs

Tomorrow's Christmas Eve! Special art from 2023

got invited to play badminton with workmates from my previous freelance job, my introvert and lazy side says no but i drag myself out to play anyway it's fun, i'll probably have muscle pain tomorrow

in 2024 i've drawn 150 drawings, excluding the individual emotes i'm getting slower

i'm ashamed of my weakness, i couldn't give my all to help those in need especially my friends, while sure i would try to help when they are in trouble i feel like i didn't do much, the thought of how worthless i am echoes in my head, imagine how much i could've been useful if i weren't depressed

#artsummary #artsummary2024

after evaluating this year's work, i think i'll be active again on twitter, it will be a bad for my long term survival if i don't post stuff there, but heck i really need to remember to use watermark, i'll still maintain bsky account been thinking about going back to facebook too but not really sure

i'm not into tattoo, imagine growing old and wrinkly with those, just saying human body isn't a great canvas

writing a cover letter and wondering if i still counted as a fresh graduate despite being a neet for years

there's a bento place near my house and i like their food, most of the time i bought curry katsu which is labeled for kids in their menu for some reason, i hope they don't think i'm a weirdo for liking it despite being an adult

she feels bonita 😌💅

why would people complain for getting pickles in their food

been cleaning a lot as of late, there's too much dust it triggers my asthma also forgot to post this, played vr chat again with black flame and getu

few weeks after burnout the fire in me ignites on it's own demanding to draw again it's both a blessing and a curse

sleepy, sleepy, we're still asleep sleepy, sleepy, stop sleeping open your eyes we're seeing a bad dream #OC

hanging out in vrc last night, got dizzy real quick

played with my friends today, never seen em for years, they're married and have kids now

i won't open commission here next year since this site can't send pictures in chat + i believe my reach won't be sufficient if i want to aim for my monthly quota, so i'll be opening em in twitter i'm not really cornered but maybe i should decide early whether i should crawl back to twitter or not

installed a new cooler and SSD also applied new thermal paste and cleaned my pc after years of dust and cobweb i just need to figure out how to dual boot 2 of the same version of Windows 10 and delete the one in the hard drive

welp, here goes nothing i guess