for the last time vi arcane is a stone butch caitlyn isn’t not eating her pussy or fingering her or anything of the sort i’m tired of this fan art

last night i dreamed i was lady gaga’s boytoy

had a dream that my femme got pregnant and we had a premature blond haired baby

running on three hours of sleep stayed up working on finals currently on my way to the airport so i can see my femmes dance showcase this is real love

my spotify wrapped was murdered by my chappell roan obsession at the end of last year/start of this year and how little i listened to music this year

just give it up GOD

running on fumes and about to start ingesting large amounts of celsius pulling an all nighter tonight probably and for most likely the rest of the week it’s a good time to be alive

I wish America, capitalism, and academia wasn’t the way it was so I could actually follow my dreams and passions

i’ll be talking to my femme about how i’m doing and my worries and what’s most pressing and she has to remind me that things are gonna be okay i just have an untreated anxiety disorder

i need to be lobotomized

my therapist canceling on me this week like do you want me to kms

sucidal ideation has never been more prevalent than it is right now

usc film school is a joke

a million dollars could cure my depression

should i see wicked with my femme tonight

so lost so uncertain about how to move forward

another day another waking moment hating capitalism

i want a new car, specifically the 2025 honda civic hatchback hybrid sports touring trim in red

missing my femme

as disappointed as i am with the final season of arcane i looked dashing at the LA premiere

and if i say arcanes second season was written horribly suddenly im the bad guy for having critical thinking skills and a grasp of how to properly tell a story with an ensemble cast

i need to lock in

does anyone else want wicked to flop at the box office or is that just me

my roomate and their new gf is over and it’s making me homophobic like i still have five more days until i can see my beautiful femme and she’s working an eight hour shift today god hates his most gorgeous butch’s

“money can’t buy you happiness or solve all your problems” well actually it can

i wish i knew what the right thing to do was

going to the gym for the first time in two weeks who else cheered

Buying a book and actually reading it are two very different hobbies.

@meanbutchlover.bsky.social if you dont get off bluesky and do your fucking homework!

if only i had a million dollars

i just ate, watched desert hearts for the sixth time and slept instead of working on my untouched 8 page research paper due at the end of the semester

the culture that characterizes both prestigious universities and art schools are so fucked up if youre not working yourself to the bone doing 3947397493 different projects, programs, and jobs then you’re not doing it right like burn out come sophomore year is EXPECTED

i feel so unmotivated to do anything but sleep am i….depressed? that would explain my prozac prescription 🤔

my job is me doing nothing in a small room and the class i was supposed to be monitoring has been canceled so i can still stay and do nothing and get paid but i can also leave and im tempted to leave i have things to do

missing my femme

this strap was made for suckin and that’s just what you’ll do

therapist clocked my tea this morning like i’m gagged

got my femme on bluesky everyone follow @femmefailure.bsky.social

haven’t met with my therapist for several weeks since our last appointment i’ve contemplated transferring, taking a gap semester, changing my major, and god knows what else

having to make life defining decisions will make me meet my end

How I feel every time I post on Bluesky

i need a million dollars

who wants to write this 8 page research paper on genre comparison for me

i need a lobotomy and for my antidepressants to start working

IT WAS FOUND

i hate when i’m having a shit day and it’s gorgeous outside it’s like the day is mocking me

lost my wallet it’s joever

being on blue sky feels liberating i feel reignited with a new found motivation and creativity to post bangers

i’m really trying to understand how half the people attending film school who dont have daddys money to fall back on are possibly going to pay off the mountain of student loans & debt theyre going to find themselves in ur getting a degree in unemployment long hours and unsuitable working conditions