Anyway. Mental illness. Yeah. Enstars please give me an angry Hinata card and I will never ask for anything ever again please I am serious, please please plea- (I get forcefully dragged away).

Hinaan relationship development is so funny because early (!) will be like "Wow, I have never viewed Anzu-san as a love interest, but now I am weirdly conscious about it" (yes, this is an Akira story) and then now he's just like "You are literally the most annoying person in the world to me". Crying

I like Hinaan (mutually hurting each other), but I also like Hinaan (people with the exact same mental illness who could relate to each other better than anyone else if given the chance).

But man, every time I cannot stop thinking about how good 2x2 Hinaans are. Hinata aside, I just love how Anzu essentially gets hit in the face with essentially not actually knowing much about Hinata. He was paying attention to her more than she was paying attention to him, man...

Hinata king of "I will convince myself that being hit is affection (Yuta) and would rather be lied to, because those things are better than being ignored". What's his problem.

What if I killed myself in front of everyone.

I think the main difference is that with Kaoru he very much was trying to still hide things even though he had his feelings slip out multiple times. With Anzu he will just say things like he isn't even trying to keep up his emotional walls up anymore.

I just like when Hinata loses so much control and can't hold his feelings back anymore. I am so serious. This is why Sandstorm is also so peak to me because he essentially goes through this with Kaoru too, but more in the context that he is very clearly panicked because of-

Hinata will say things like "My job at 2wink is to listen Yuta complain all the time" like that's not clearly the most guy who is repressing his frustrations thing to say, and then just not do anything about it.

There is something about Hinata getting seriously angry to me that is so genuinely cathartic in the way you can tell that he actually has a lot of negative feelings (complaining about Yuta behind his back at times because he genuinely gets frustrated with him, for instance) but he just.

Sorry, I am back on my agenda (Hinata mental illness).

Hinata will never stop being funny to me. Every time he tries so hard to act like he doesn't care about Anzu I laugh a little, because it's so painfully obvious to literally everyone that's not even 1% true. Fake idgafer, I see you bending backwards to try and protect her.

We still think about you (I am we)

The day any (!!) 2wink story (especially 2x2) gets voiced I will be so insufferable, I will be seen on the news. That's my bible.

(!!) 2wink is genuinely my favourite thing in the world. I don't think I will ever be insane about anything as much as I am over their lore around that period of time. Every single event was genuinely more life changing than the one before it for me LMAO.

Uuuhhhh. I love Love Letter so much, it was my first proper (unit) event when I first started playing Enstars and I cried 3 different times during that event's run, lmao.

Wanted to try doing the trend too... Yeah.

some drawing advice that is very serious

Nothing is wrong with changing your opinion on something after learning new information. It's a sign of intelligence.

At 202 Pokémon on Soulsilver now... I can complete this.

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イチャ… ちあてと 昨日の塗り忘れと浮かれちあのおまけ 付き合いたてらしい！良かったね

ひめる椎名瀬名パイ

「Orbit」

I have 100 hours in my Soulsilver copy because I was trying to complete the National Dex... I should continue.

I feel seriously thankful sometimes for being born around a time where I could experience the GBA/DS era of Pokémon firsthand... I still have my cartridges for R/S/E and every single one of the gen 4 and 5 game, ghhgh.

The realization that I have not been drawing on my tablet at all ever since someone generously lent me a drawing tablet for PC dnnfg. I should... do that again too...

I like Hinata when he actually comes across or is portrayed as a little twisted in spite of what he might seem like on the surface and his beliefs. I think that's a good gap...

I feel like I have been seeing more people call Hinata an obsessive freak over Anzu recently and I am so glad people think he is insane, I think so too. I really pray he never gets well, lmao.

He is called Pombon? That's so cute 😭

The new fire puppy Pokémon is so cute 😭😭😭😭

🖤🧡　 全身ver.アクスタを3/20ブリデ持ち込み予定です！

YUURIN NEKOS…..

燐ひめ

Hinata and his already 3 different White Day cards, but please another one and I will shut up Enstars.

Hey. Hey, Hinata is due. Maybe he should be the next White Day boy, ahah.

Love is something that can hurt others too, ehehe (mental illness).

Man, I really love the subtle difference between being self-centred and being selfish though since that really isn't always the same thing. I like that being selfish is something you can be exactly because you actually care deeply about someone and not necessarily because you only think of yourself.

But to be honest, in general I think I just like characters who have some kind of hypocritical side to them as a whole. Yes, he is caring. Yes, he tries to be considerate. Good intentions or reasons can't be any less hurtful...

The thing with Ruby before this is that, not gonna lie though. He pretty much always had a caring side and I feel like you could see that very early on too, especially with the way he went out of his way to help Wally, etc.

Sorry for comparing everything to Hinata by the way. It will happen again. Everywhere I go I see his face.

But also, I find it kinda funny because I swear by this point in the arc Ruby essentially had his development about being a lot less self-centred and I find it so funny how one of the immediate things he does to show that is fr just screwing Sapphire over.

Man, I am kinda obsessed with them all over again but also this just makes me so much more glad that Sapphire in the ORAS arc by comparison wants none of this bullshit from him, LMAO.

Man, I finished my re-read of the R/S PokeSpe arc a few days ago because I genuinely was insane, and every single time I think about the scene where Ruby locks Sapphire into Wallace's car I just cannot stop thinking about how unfair that is towards her.

I really pray for myself and my drawing abilities, there's no point if I am not actually making any progress...

My graphic design exam has been giving me so much depression, but not even for the stress, just due to how bad my art looks dfnnjfg.

薫くん（先日のストイメージ）

I have been drawing Hinata in my free time for 5 years, that feels almost unbelievable. It doesn't feel like it's been that long somehow dngmh.

I have so many drawings of Hinata because I keep using him as my practice test subject and also when I am bored and wanna do something casual dmkfmkg.