wanna have a matcha latte today. kinda scared to have a sandwhich cause i dont know the cals but its so fucking good

morning heres kitty only gained 2hg from my metab ish day :3 YAAAY lets go we still in deficit

OH! i said it on twt BUT I GOT THE JOB GUYS!!!!!! YAAAY

am i ana enough?

morning loves! kinda ignoring fasting this morning and not doing the mono bc idk .. felt shit yesterday and only maintained even if i ate under 1k cals

doing mono today!! eggs! i’ve lost a kilo in 2 days so i should be able to lose 0.9kg in 1-2 ish days if i mono today and tomorrow

i have to walk tmrw too if i feel okay. maybe not as far. probs 6km at least. but we’ll see. i just rly need to burn cals and hopefully eat less than what i burn

i wish i could say this to my friends and they’d cheer for me…

994 cals burned and 906 eaten!!!!! a net of -88 !!!! AAAAH yayayayy

gay ass dude on a power walk

i LOVE after workout weigh ins :3 81.0KG BABYYYYY

uhm i’m lowkey tasting a lil blood after my walk. a lil metally taste. very faint but still there

i forgot i didnt eat this last wednesday!!!

omg i’m so ecstcatic i’m so back I’M SO BACK!! FUCK THIS PLATEAU

81.4KG THIS MORNING

before bed weigh in: 81.9kg !! 606 cals consumed

i need to get out I NEED TO

drinking anything that isnt water makes me question if i’ve accidentally eaten anything when its just the sweetness from the drink 😭 like i’m getting paranoid i’ve had a bite of something and forgotten it

I’M 81.7KG !!!!! YAAAAAY

IM OUT OF MY PLATEAU!!!!!!! I FINALLY LOST WEIGHT AND GOT UNDER 82kg AAAAAAAAAAH

gimmie ur fav apps for logging cals!! preferably those who have scanning options :3

im looking for mods and new members for my #caterpillarsky discord!!! we have customizable roles, many channels, and an optional backup bot (will automatically add u to new server if we get deleted) 18+ only, not pro currently at 40 members! dm me for invite link ♡

SOSOSOSOSOSOO mad at myself. i’m not losing weight and i keep being to exhausted and weak to go out and walk 😭 so im gonna have to either count cals and keep a more restricted deficit or omad everyday

my disordered thoughts are ao weird. i keep thinking that if the scale would budge if i weigh myself after i wash my hands. and the worst thought i just had is if deodorant would make a difference. bro i’m still in boxers and i wear a necklace when i weigh myself ??? BRUH

KOI - 19 - HE/THEY/IT edtwt + bpdtwt ednos disabled audhd ↺/♡ for mutuals .ᐟ ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡

just downloaded bumble just to delete it probs tmrw.. i am longing for some love

ngl i think my face is getting slimmer

yoghurt bowl with like everything in it before i go on my walk later :3

i rly want a boyfriend

i’m on a fucking plateu

ughhhhhhh i want food….. nonononononononono

Thread of san-x food related wallpapers for ⚠️ caterpillarsky/edsky ⚠️

as soon as i see a cute ass man i lose all questioning about my sexuality. i am not giving up on the fact that i wanna date a man but UGH most are stupid 😭 or unavailable

did someone just block me bc i’m amab????? 😭 i’m a whole enby 😭

didnt dream very fun stuff.. someone tried to steal my boba and i saw my ex colleague that passed away a year ago 😭😭

i’m getting worse at fasting guys. my throats feels like shit. i didnt have time to buy anything and im on the bus another 30 min. i just have gum😭

borrowed two new books also!! :3 imma rest a lil then i gotta study before my test !!! AH

just had the best bacon and cheese toast 😩 it was SO GOOD I WANT MORE!! i was super shaky and feel a bit lightheaded ngl. but imma rest, drink tea and eat some more soon just to be stable.

I THINK IM GETTING THE JOB? it went SO well today OMGGGGG

tbh, ngl, i’d stick my dick into a bottle of vanilla coca cola zero if i could. its that good. fr

bruh some asshole didnt pay for his ticket and the busdriver wanted him out and he didnt listen so he turned the whole bus off.. gonna be late 😭 i already took the bus that was gonna get me there a lil later

Today's thinspo ☆°•. #edsky #edtwt #caterpillarsky

also omg!! currently washing the jacked i’ll be having tmrw at the second recording of this short film. and then i’m going into the city for a trial day at a job :’)

i’m blocked by 6 ppl and i’ve been here for 3 days lmao

my chest and breathing actually feels so heavy rn

i think my relapse is hitting hard on my brain now. like its not actually “YAY FASTING YAY WORKING OUT” my horrible horrible feelings are coming back. i have a hard time crying but i rly feel like crying rn