I think I've hit one of my lowest lows in a while. I feel so miserable. Sorry I haven't been streaming for a few days. This week has been super busy and awful for me, and I blame myself for it. I promise I'll try to stream soon

From last night's stream, I don't know if I am just that lucky or this was a guarantee, but I got a shiny on my first wild encounter?!?! www.twitch.tv/jonathan_ht/...

So, Digimon is cool and has a lot of hot men in it. I'M SOLD! WE GETTING THIS GAME AND I CAN'T WAIT TO PLAY MORE! Ty @foreverkt.bsky.social @perkybix.bsky.social @azuremystic.bsky.social @jonnyht0.bsky.social & @baconpecs.bsky.social for raids! We raided into my model sib @apollorex.bsky.social !

I just received my first payout from twitch, and it blew my mind seeing it. I never thought that I would be getting something like this so soon. I only hit affiliate this January. Thank you to everyone who supported me. You all mean so much to me <3 (Btw stream later today)

I had to do something I’ve never done before today. I dropped a college class for the first time. It was becoming too much for me to handle, and it was affecting my mental a lot. I officially got it removed from my schedule today, so things are going to be better this semester

Hey everyone! Sorry for no stream yesterday, I got caught up playing games on my own and with a friend. There will be one later today. Probably after some lunch and some work I have to do. See you all then!

Playing Pokémon Scarlet on the switch 2 felt like a whole new game. IT RUNS SO SMOOTHLY!!! Also Pokemon Unite was fun to revisit, and tomorrow I think it’s time for the new Mario Kart :3

No stream for today. My first day of college classes had me really tired, so I’m taking the day off. Tomorrow, I will definitely try to. Not sure what, but if you have any suggestions, then let me know!

I JUST REMEMBERED. Now that I have the switch 2, I can play the GameCube games they have through NSO. I can finally live the dream I’ve been wanting to for years

Hey everyone! I was thinking about streaming today. I'll give some updates and announcements, but I have one question. Should I stream something like Marvel Rivals or League, OR we have fun with something new I got recently! Vote for what you want to see

Update: I’m feeling better today. I haven’t had any pains, but I don’t know if it already passed or not. I’m also back in my college dorm, so expect my return to streaming soon!!

You have got to be fucking kidding me. Just when I think I’m going to be having college move in go fine, I find out I have a kidney stone. The pain is already awful, and I am praying that this just passes soon or maybe tonight I get lucky. Just please no nausea like last time😓😢

I just finished Bombrush Cyberfunk, and this game is incredible! The music, the story, the movement/gameplay, it is peak! 10/10

Hey all! Sorry I haven’t been so active. A lot has been going on in my life. Family drama, starting to prepare for the next semester of college, and a few other things. I’ve been doing decent for the most part, and I’ll be trying to give out more updates for what’s happening. <3

It's the first Wednesday of the month. Let's chat and catch up! Live on Joystick! joystick.tv/u/absolute_a...

Hey, could you all reply with some cute or sweet things please? Can be anything, I just need something nice to look at

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Thank you all for the birthday wishes. It’s been a great one, even despite this horrible headache I got when I woke up. Lots of love to you all <3

Hey y’all. It’s my birthday today!!

Update on this: I’ve gotten a sketch of my persona, and omg it looks so good already! My friend is doing an amazing job with him, and I cannot wait to see the finished project. I’m not going to reveal anything more, and I might not until my return/debut stream. We’ll see ;3

Grinded a lot of Marvel Rivals today. New season has been fun so far. After rank reset, I dropped to bronze 1 and rose back up to gold 3. I'm glad to be mostly out of low elo hell, but phoenix still exists.....yay

Sometimes I come back to this app just to look at a few things and maybe make a post, but whenever I get a notification I’m excited. I wonder what it could be. So when I saw “gooner has followed you”, I couldn’t help but laugh. Thanks btw!

Hey everyone! So I’ve been thinking about this for a bit, and it’s now going to be official. I’m going to rebrand myself for streaming. Soon JonathanHT will be gone, and a new persona shall take his place. Not going to say anymore except that expect a shark femboy to arrive soon :3

Curious question: cow 🐮 boy or shark 🦈 boy? I’m asking for a special reason

So Absa was released for Rivals 2, and I am absolutely loving her! She still has the same amount of fun and sick setups in Rivals 1, but it feels better now imo. Now that leaves one more character for this year, and all I gotta say is…..BRING SLADE TO RIVALS 2 AND MY LIFE IS YOURS

Hey y’all! I know I’ve been a bit inactive on here. I’m still here. I’ve been on a trip with family and been dealing with some mental health issues. I’m doing ok, but I just wanted to show that I’m still alive lol

It’s been really hot recently, and I’ve had to work outside this weekend. I’m frying over here 😭

Been fixated on USF4 after the reveal that C Viper is coming to SF6, and I forgot how much the soundtrack rocks in this game. THIS IS JUST THE TRAINING STAGE youtu.be/eKl7fuCHXwc?...

Live with special guest crankykong95 for this mornings toy stream~ fansly.com/live/Absolut...

Things that make me happy: -Having a good time playing games -Spending time with the besties -Validation/Acknowledgement -Praise and compliments -Affection -Knowing that people enjoy me for who I am and love me being a shy nerd Any of these things will put a big ol smile on my face 😊

I’m looking for some new Pokémon fan games/ROM hacks to play. I’ve played Uranium, Blaze Black 2, and Pokerogue. Any others that are worth trying? Send me a few if you got some!

I started playing through Luigi’s Mansion 3 again, and this song has always lived in my head when thinking about this game. I’m not sure exactly what gets me, but it itches my brain in the best way possible. youtu.be/QCev9aUxobA?...

Hey everyone! You should all go support my friend HadeonVT. If you do, then I’ll give you a kiss. Here’s their twitch link: www.twitch.tv/HadeonVT

Happy Pride Month everyone!

Not going to lie, I’m impressed with this design I made

Twitter has been awful today. Coming over here to ask, how’s everyone doing? Tell me something good!

Hey everyone! I will be playing Mario Kart with PerkyBix to celebrate him reaching 1k on Twitch. I won't be streaming myself, but go follow the link here to Perky's stream: www.twitch.tv/perkybix

I had a dream where I was on my 3DS playing Pokémon ORAS. That took me back. I wish I still had my old 3DS and all the games I had too

I wanna make more for some of the other characters, but I’m stuck between these four. If anyone wants to give a suggestion and maybe even an idea of how I should make, then feel free to pick for me!

I made these a while ago in Rivals of Aether 1. I loved this feature, and I was really proud of the Mollo and Ranno one!

Had my first experience with a vrc friend who blocked me for no reason. We never hanged out, but they approached me first in DMs wanting to spend time in vrc. Anytime I wanted to have a conversation, they never responded. Guess all they care about is erp, not actual connections. Whatever

Happy 1st birthday, Animal Well!

Hey everyone! My 3-4 month hiatus from consistent streaming is starting now. With how things are going to be for me, I will not have a lot of chances to stream. Once I’m back to college next semester, that will come back. Thank you all for supporting me. I’ll miss you all <3

Tomorrow is going to be my last stream for a while (or at least consistent ones), and I honestly don't feel like doing it now. I feel awful, and I'm back to hating myself. I'll never be as good as others. I'll never make friends from this. I'll never be successful. I should quit with how I'm doing.

I got this from my last stream. Not the craziest thing ever, but I was still impressed with myself! www.twitch.tv/jonathan_ht/...

(Vent post) I want to end my streaming career before it even takes off. I’ll never be a good streamer, and I don’t know why anyone likes watching me. I’m a fucking waste. There’s so many other people out there that are way better than me. Go support them instead. I’m not worth it

Hey everyone! I wanted to give an update for streaming since it has been a few days. With my last 2 weeks of college being very busy, I am not going to have a lot of time for streams. I may try to squeeze one in, and I can do a few next week before I move out. See you then!

Got any games on your phone? #Spheal#NewPokemonSnap#NintendoSwitch

Reminder about this: If anyone wants to show up to my vrchat party, then please DM me if you haven't already. I already got some people, and I'm very excited for this!