Went on a second date today and ~90 minutes in she asked how I felt things were going. I essentially said “I don’t know” which tbh is already a pretty bad answer. But I used so many more words. Which makes it actually kind of the worst answer. 💀

Do we think it’s possible I can rig the event to make my NMJ/Meng Shi fic a proper assignment? Because people on tumblr are very interested in that one. If not, there’s also the Meng Shi/Madam Jin idea I’ve been kicking around for ages now…

For fuck’s sake, I’d finally gotten it down to just one event at a time

behold my latest nonsense

Two Minnesota solar farms seeded native wildflowers under their panels, and 5 years of counting revealed native bees had multiplied twentyfold, then crossed the fence to pollinate the neighbour's soybeans

#weiwuxian #jiangcheng #nehuaisang walking together

In retrospect I can’t believe it took my Instagram algorithm this long to show me gay bars in Ulaanbaatar.

“Heaven is a fed girl” is such a banger line.

Tonight I decided to try a new system which I have dubbed the Church Bell System: I set a 1-hour alarm on my phone when I got home at 5pm and have repeated it every hour so I can track the passage of time and avoid bedrotting after work. Yall. This might be an ADHD gamechanger.

If Love Isn't Forever Ship: #mingsong (& more to come) (background xuexiao, past songxiao) Rated: E Word count: 5k 🥾 Leather Sub Song Lan 🥾 Leather Daddy Nie Mingjue 🥾 Bootblacking 🥾 is this romance? FWB? no strings courtesy oral? what's happening. archiveofourown.org/works/883128...

Friends, I need a name for a Wen-themed kink club. Any ideas??

I recognize and respect the concept that all forms of art are SKILLS and not just innate talent, you should acknowledge and respect the work people put in, etc etc... but still every time I see speedpaints I'm just like wow. witchcraft happening before my very eyes.

speedpaint cause why not

EVERYBODY LOOK AT THIS RIGHT NOW

In 1910, the US government almost filled the Mississippi delta with Hippos. The hope was to farm them for meat (we had a meat shortage, this was before the Ranch system developed), and to have them eat water hyacinth (an invasive species clogging waterways). They called it "Lake Bacon."

Sxx love week left me with fem Xiaoxue thoughts and I wanted to do some experimenting with my coloring & lights #xiaoxue

"Evening Time" - my oil painting

I gotta focus. I'm shifting into leather sub Song Lan mode.

top-tier NieYao dynamic is the one where Meng Yao looks out at the cowering disciples in the cave and goes "ohhhh this has awakened something in me." the surprise revelation that he doesn't just want power for himself, he's very happy to have NMJ putting people on their knees FOR HIM.

me: I'm gonna rewatch JUST the confrontation in the treasure room scene to make sure this scene in my fic is accurate. episode 41: okay yeah sure, but can I interest you in a little... NieYao meetcute scene? 😏 me:

Tonight's ceremonial first pitch was out of this world ☄️ Artemis II astronaut, and proud Phillies fan, Christina Koch is in the building!

I accidentally ruined my backpack which I’m slightly embarrassed about but on the other hand I finally bought the satchel-style backpack of my dreams. All of my possessions are being carried in one of these leather and wax canvas beauties and I’m very happy about it.

forever Nieyao

I’ve been in a state of dissolution and ennui lately so I’m going to put on The Rise and Fall of a Midwest Princess and do things around my apartment until it ends. We’ll see if that fixes it.

a great dissection of why a lot of fandom drama doesn't only boil down to "these people are thinking too much about [insert series here] and need to touch grass." there's another layer to the way folks get obsessed (for parasocial/self-important rewriting/clout reasons, etc) that gets glossed over

"it's pride month chengmei you know what that means" #xueyang #andthegang

Two of them #makeaterriblecomicday2026

Rulan, after JW Waterhouse's Cleopatra #fanart #mdzs #jinling #jinrulan

Anything You Had in Mind Ship: #songxuexiao Rated: E Word count: 4.9k 👨‍👩‍👧 Rule 63 👨‍👩‍👧 Mommy Kink 👨‍👩‍👧 Daddy Kink 👨‍👩‍👧 Stone Butch Song Lan archiveofourown.org/works/86565111

i want a scar that looks just like you • Songxuexiao • Rated E 👹 Xue Yang turns into a demon 👹 Xingchen thinks it's a curse 👹 it's not a curse 👹 it's just going to get worse 👹 Song Lan walks into a very different Yi City Art by @tuherrus.bsky.social. archiveofourown.org/works/86720281

Day 9. @sxx-love-week.bsky.social Lesbians. I like having excuses to draw these three so many times. It’s cool to see my own improvement compared to last year, sometimes I fear I’ve reached my full potential, but then I get to see hard work paid of and —ehem Xue Yang eyes up here. #songxuexiao

I'm too tired and have to get up too early so I'll make the pretty fic promo bsky post tomorrow, but I am v pleased to have contributed to the all-too-rare Stone Butch Song Lan agenda. it just makes sense!!

do you believe in love at first Taskmaster cast reveal? more importantly, does Chloe Petts?

beautiful women named thunderstorm warning are ghosting me

Me: gotta rush to finish this fic for Love Week before my schedule starts to interfere Also me: hold up I need to look up some terms so I’m not perpetuating misinformation about classical music in this paragraph about eating pussy

Day 5 @sxx-love-week.bsky.social Kind of daemon AU, only with birds #songxuexiao

Pride absolutely knocked me flat 😅 but my apartment was our staging ground so I’ve got quite a bit of tidying to do this morning… wish me luck.

Okay for logistical reasons I decided I was going to work on leather sub Song Lan verse at work today and now I’m running into a slight hoisted by my own petard problem. In which I decided that it would be very very funny if the Sunshot Campaign was reinterpreted as Wen Qing completing a hostile

songxue; things are looking up

Day 1. @sxx-love-week.bsky.social Mythology I thought of a backstory for this while doing it, Xue Yang is a cannibalistic mermaid who used to eat humans until Xiao Xingchen found him. Xue Yang would like to eat Song Lan, but Xiao Xingchen won’t let him because he wants to keep Song Lan. 😌

when you can see a butch’s sports bra under their tank top 🤤🤤🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

Also if I successfully finish my RBB & BB fics this year my present to myself is manifesting the leather sub Song Lan I want to see in the world.

Hello I hear we are all excited about puppy Song Lan and leather kink NieYao today!! Welcome to my every day!

collab with my friend rainy for #songxueweek2026 !!! they wrote the most adorable fic with fake dating as the premise, and you can read chapter 1 RIGHT NOW!!! please go root for Song Lan in his endeavors!!! archiveofourown.org/works/856012... #songlan #xueyang #songxue #宋岚 #薛洋

PSA: Bluesky's new auto-tagging moderation stuff is a disaster. Disable it. Go into Settings on the Bluesky site and enable adult content and set everything to Warn at most, which makes posts opt-in. Hide just vanishes posts. Then go into Advanced/Bluesky Mod Service and do the same on everything.

Don’t know if I’m able to finish a drawing for #songxueweek2026 but I have sketches!! This fits for the reincarnation day, because all of my modern AU drawings are reincarnation AUs. #songxue

Quietly, intimately For #SongxueWeek2026 day 5: touch #Songxue #SongLan #XueYang #MDZS #MoDaoZuShi #YiCity #魔道祖师 #宋薛 #宋岚 #薛洋

songxue week day 4: WEDDING all i can say is: mawwiage. that's my insightful commentary #songxueweek2026 #songxue #songlan #xueyang #宋岚 #薛洋

BY FAR the most disturbing AI advertisement is the one where a new mom types “my boob hurts” into a chat and the Amazon AI replies “I see you recently delivered a baby” and then presumably offers formula and lotion or something. I don’t know because I hit skip ad as fast as humanly possible.