How it feels to have a vastly different interpretation of a ship/character compared to the majority of fandom

Found this on the AO3 subreddit, and I'm about to let it change my whole life (or at least work really hard to internalize it wrt my writing).

Ideal conditions for starting your passion project will never come. You will never feel skilled enough to make it. There will never be a moment where you stop being scared to start. Do it anyway. Do it badly. Do it scared. Just make that thing that’s clawing at the door of your soul; It wants out.

hsr outfits are the 10th circle of hell i think #honkaistarrail #aventurine

✦ Well, shall we let him in? ✦ #aventurine #hsr #honkaistarrail #noiamnotahuman

#Boothill :pp

I need to lock tf in

This was just supposed to be some pwp but they still didn’t kiss cause they’re busy sorting their feelings, I’m ripping my hair out

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 #Anaxa #アナイクス

Figured out what I wanna do for my flinrir fic, now the question is just whether I should try and get it out before the patch or wait…

Basically how I've been internalizing it lol

[Maiden of the Grove] -- DONEEEEEE AAAAaaa.....🗣️🗣️🗣️ Working on this drives me crazy (for her I think it's okay?? //shot) Probably a week or... not sure-- BUT I finished it... FINISHED! 🛐 //fainted _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ #ItStartsInNodKrai #NodKraiCharacters #Lauma

Flinrir body worship WAIT FOR ME!!!! #🕯️❤️‍🩹🕯️

Flins’s CN voice is soooo so nice I will truly never get tired of it 🥹❤️‍🩹

Forest creature Anaxa spotting an injured hunter Mydei tumbling into his territory... Quietly watching from the shadows and ensuring none of the harmful creatures get near him... Ohh the worms... #mynaxa #🍷♦️🍷

“give me back my heart, you wingless thing” (they are soooooo horror and the wild coded to me) #art #digitalart #fanart #genshin #genshinimpact #nodkrai #flins #kyryllchudomirovichflins #genshinflins #rerir #genshinrerir #rerflins #gravesin #rerirxflins

#rkgk #flinsrir #Flins #Rerir

Day 3, Flins please come :( Flinsrir 🕯️🫀 Hand licking because welp

I need to yap so I don’t explode because I’m getting so annoyed ADKFCJSBFB SAVE ME MYNXA

If untagged top/bottom upsets you so much and even the thought of seeing the reverse makes you That pressed, you can just not read the fic, it’s ok. You’re not held at gunpoint to read everything. If something happens you don’t like for any reason, you can literally just click away. You’ll be fine.

I can’t take this top/bottom discourse anymore, can it just please stop already. This past week has been hell oh my god how are people not tired. Nobody is gonna change their stance in this topic—there’s no point to keep beating a decomposed horse.

Started writing the flinrir fic I’m afraid it’s over for me

How is my luck on the lc banner this comically bad I'm crying MY WIN RATE IS WORSE THAN ON CHARACTER BANNER AHJFSHKDJF THE 75/25 IS A LIEEEE

Anaxa took me to pity AGAIN like he has for every single copy of him but whatever... E2 of the pookie acquired 😔 At least I won the 50/50...

Why do I get the most insane crit rolls when I Do Not Need Them 😭😭😭😭 IVE GOTTEN SO MANY GOOD CRIT PIECES CRIES

Lost to Bailu’s lc and went to pity twice, leaving me with no pulls to try for his or Anaxa’s eidolons…… sighs very loudly

I’ve been farming the new relic domain since it came out but I still don’t have even a passable set for DH 🧍 Sighs

Is DHPT live on EU yet… I want him and his lc… Pleaseeeeee DH 🥺🥺

Everyone talking about ❤️‍🩹🕯️ toxic yaoi while I’m over here with 🕯️❤️‍🩹 body worship. Just Flins gently unwrapping the bandages winding around Rerir’s body and staring at the uncovered skin with curiosity. Tracing it with gloved fingers and watching the way Rerir’s muscles twitch. #🕯️❤️‍🩹🕯️ #🔞🕯️❤️‍🩹🕯️ #🔞🕯️❤️‍🩹 #flinrir

Wish I could unwind by reading some flinrir or anadei but there is none 💔💔

Pretty Chimera 🌺 #mydei #mydeimos

🌿dream like you would love 🌿 #Anaxa #アナイクス #那刻夏

#mydei practice

#Mydei my crown prince cant be this cute

Me: I worked all day on the graphic without blinking, I can now maybe get some writing done cause I’m already so painfully behind Also me: …Ok but like. What if we started the Anaxa tho

#Mydei #HSR

Worked all day on the mynaxa Monday graphic and now it’s late and I need to make dinner and clean up the entire apartment. Somehow. I just wanna go to bed 😭😭😭

Lrt I need Anaxa to kiss and bite every single mark 😭🙏 God I miss them loving each other, why do I have so much stuff to do

scrappy self-indulgent blood marking ideas for mydei! I don't have a solid hc for them, though I do think it'd be cute if he had markings framing his bum like the ones that frame his pecs ^p^)b #mydei

#🍷♦️🍷 #🔞🍷♦️🍷 #🔞♦️🍷 (Omegaverse) Thinking about an AU to #🍃fic where you know, they aren’t doomed, and Mydei actually helps Anaxa through his ruts as well… 🥺 Soft alpha Mydei… going down on his mate, who never really allowed himself to experience his cycles…

He’s so meow meow! #mydei

If I don’t write flinrir soon I think I may combust it’s so dire. The more I fight it the worse it gets. Anyway I’ll be using #🕯️❤️‍🩹🕯️ for them 🧍

A stolen moment in the garden 🌸💕 #hualian #tgcf

NEW FLINRIR NSFW ON TWT HAPPY BDAY TO ME INDEED YAHOOOOO

Dad wants to go out and Do Things for my bday but I honestly just wanna stay home and write mynxa 😭😭 I miss them so bad HFJKSHJDKF

Арт на др одному человеку 🎂🌸 #anaxa #hsr

#Aventurine #アベンチュリン #HonkaiStarRail #崩壊スターレイル

I recently dreamt that Aven had slicked back hair and I couldn't get it out of my head Also experimented with a messier drawing technique with this one #Aventurine