i have drawings in the works i gotta finish up and post soon sorryyyy.

only this week or so did i notice how much my thigh muscles have exploded holy shit. 😶

I LOVE LIFTING WEIGHTS AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

i hate how goth and other subcultures are being reduced to aesthetics lmaaaaoooo

met my new doctor today! i'm so glad i have a woman doctor and she seems super nice! 😭 baby's first pap smear this week too. 🥲 i know it's bad i haven't had one before but i also didn't have a family doctor in my whole adult life. 🫠

i've been consistently going to the gym for a year now, and i can now see that shadow definition on my bicep when i flex!!! i'm really proud of myself! 😭

the person i will become when interview with the vampire season 3 begins airing (the vampire lestat was my first book in the series and the one i have the most fondness for, my grandmother loaned me her copy when i was a teenager and both her and my mom were also big fans of the series. 😭)

drawing a man with short hair

after like 2 years on a waitlist, i'm finally getting a family doctor!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😭

it's too damn hot

random but i hate how in drag race the talent show has devolved into just dancing and lip syncing to an original song. i missed when the girls would do something unique and/or unexpected. 😭

🐰 #artsky

i like never have difficulty sleeping but i absolutely couldn't fall asleep as night and also i'm on my period so i started my day off READY to fight the first person who gives me a funny look. but i had a really good day and it was like the world was trying to apologize to me lmaaao.

love being autistic and getting into a new hobby and spending my money on tons of supplies 🥹 /s anyways while i was "gone" i got into making my own press-on nails (easier to do nail art + i can pop them off when i need to + no contact with the actual gel polish or lamp cuz i wear gloves)

i would never post videos of my art on tiktok cuz the last thing i need is an army of teenagers coming out of the woodwork calling my art goonerbait 🥲

not going to do my own table this year cuz work got crazy and then the world went crazy and i didnt do anything besides play video games to escape reality BUT i will be doing something special this fall that im really excited about 👀

first upload in months, but i am more than ready to get back to drawing now that i have some free time again. 😭 i offer you a pretty man 🫰 #artsky

small update: been playing clair obscur expedition 33.... FUUUUUUUUUUCK. (i love it. goty)

just a few more weeks of work before my contract is over and I can take a little break and hopefully have time to finish up some drawings to post. 😭 this show has drained my life force...... also why i'm not super active on here. 😔

CAN THEY STOP PUTTING MIDDLE SEAMS IN LEGGINGS/BIKE SHORTS AAAAAAAAAA

im so stressed out about this election.

watching vlogs of people going to ren faires always makes me so jealous, i wish we had one here... i really wanna dress up as a fantasy character and get a turkey leg. 🥹

i really need to buy new gym shoes but i instead bought more nail supplies oops

i'm currently playing paradise killer after seeing promise mascot agency on the ps5 shop and was like "wtf is this????" before looking it up and seeing people praising the developer's other game paradise killer. i just so happen to get it free with ps+ so i downloaded it to check it out

1) work is currently sucking out my will to live. two more months until my current contract is over. 🥲 i can't wait for a break...... 2) i'm starting to see visible muscle growth in my arms/shoulders that isn't just my triceps 👀 especially with a pump after a workout 😩💪

ive seen so many anti-sex worker bullshit takes in the goth community lately and it's driving me nuts. a lot of it isn't even criticism of the sex work industry itself, mostly just straight up slut shaming women. men will sexualize you no matter how you dress, it's not because of the alt swers.

sometimes these protein bars taste a little TOO good. 🤔

why the fuck is someone driving a cyber truck in Halifax lmaaaaooo i hope you get your tires slashed

this iason mink-looking ass motherfucker.... #artsky #vampires

i've been getting my nails done at a salon for like half a year, but i'm going back to doing them at home again cause i kinda miss it. i just ordered a bunch of korean gels i'm so excited to try out. i've been so into magnetic polish lately, i love my nails looking like little jewels......

someone i follow on insta found out she has oral cancer and while their insurance will cover removal of the tumor, which involves removal of all her upper teeth, it doesn't cover replacing them because it's seen as "cosmetic and unnecessary". the american healthcare system pisses me off so much.

sorry i haven't been super active on social media for a little while cuz: a) the state of the world is hella bumming me out so b) i've been playing a lot of video games to escape. 🥴 i have a bunch of drawings i need to finish up to post sometime.....

KOJIMA YOU TROLL I LOVE YOU LMAO

i bought some higher neckline tops to wear for more causal outfits (i usually prefer to show off the décolletage, both cause it looks more flattering for me and for autistic "i hate how this feels" reasons") and ughhh i feel like a church mom right now. i do not enjoy dressing "conservatively".

Me when I visit my OC mind palace

quick drawing that i kinda like #artsky

making a massive mistake and reinstalling sims 4

fame monster gaga is back, babyyyy

i'm starting to get some hope for the canadian federal election. things are starting to turn around. i hope people are realizing now this isn't just about left vs right, this is about the rich vs everyone else.

rare fanart from a while ago #fearandhunger #funger #samarie #artsky

"how's your evening going?" me:

i just saw an artist show how they use tissues as reference for drawing fabric folds, that's so genius 😱

oohlalalalaaa #artsky #vampires

*BANGING TABLE* NEW TATTOO TOMORROW!!!!

i'm finally rereading innocent since getting the first volume of the omnibus. after watching a interview with sakamoto, i only just realized he doesn't use onomatopoeia! it gives his work a very cinematic feel!! i never got to finish it cause they announced the localization and i wanted to save it

final drawing of 2024!! 🚭🎉 #bluesky

i need y'all to all get into strength training with me so we can punch the fucking dork loser n@z!s in the face when they try to pull out a salute. i'm being dead serious. after what just happened i'm not going to be surprised if more of them become bold and think they can just get away with it.

youtu.be/pMbxSENOXG0?... :(

💔💔💔

heart dropped... got the David Lynch news........