idk why the sight of real/realistic blood now makes me soooooo squeamish when it never used to, i literally was so reckless as a kid and got gashed up all over the place but i jst saw a video with fake realistic blood that made me feel like throwing up?!!!??? like WHAT

catra looks like he has one of those cuntressa beauty marks on his eye here agagsgshs

lowkey randomly felt petty n searched up one of the ppl i would hit with a car if i had the chance to and its shes just out here posting inspirational quotes on facebook left n right, i find it always rlly funny when one of the most evil people u know thinks theyre an angel

summer passed and i didnt give myself the fuckass bob i wanted… and im still really torn between that and growing it rllllyyyyy long

i have this melon pillow plushie thing that ive abused for the past several years that its kind of permanently flattened out but i keep trying to revive it bc it fits my neck nicely when i lay down💔

lowkey had a fun idea for an esports fanart but why in the fuck would i make a league esports fanart😭😭😭😭

i might go as wednesday addams for halloween since i already have the hair n clothes for it, i wanted to match something w my gf but hes going as a french baguette from exp33

btw catra’s fur is like silky soft ive never petted a cat softer than him… hes so good at grooming himself and we also groom him everyday

mmy stupid son idiot

BREAKING NEWS: pink dabloon

um… who is this random cat in my house wheres my alien

i feel so unkinky but then i think abt the things im into n im like oh ok yeah kombucha girl face

gf making fun of me for undressing entirely to take a shit, he doesnt get it…. its gonna be a crazy one

feeling crazay and cooking instant noodles with peanut butter

this guy

theres so much space on the sofa but he decided to sit right on my leg at the edge of the sofa…?????????

i made this acc with nsfw in mind but im not into posting about my personal sex life on the internet its mostly to do with posting my ocs in sims modded to go crazystyling on each other but even that i havent rlly posted 🥸

was frantically walking around the house looking for a shirt cuz my titties were CHILLAY and gf said i looked like an npc 💔

randomly remembering how my boss at the ramen restaurant would enjoy putting me on rush hour shifts which i didnt mind bc i ran that shit like the navy, in my mind it played out like both a sport and also a restaurant management game it so always went by so fast LOL

world building aka laying down in my bed entering my Mind palace and thinking about my ocs fucking nasty for an hour

dudes my fucking back

keep trying to read graphic novels my friends lent to me but i rlly feel like my brain isnt wired to be able to focus things with so many colors on it ive been rereading the first couple pages bc its not retaining meanwhile i read the entirety of tomie in one sitting which is the size of a bible😵‍💫

babushka

was feeling insecure abt certain things but gf reassured me that he finds it hot that im kind of insane aha….

doing yoga is so fucking crazy i keep FARDIN

the fact that i have to work out to get rid of certain body pains (everything on my back) 🧎‍♀️

i feel like people r being purposely dense and stupid with dana terrace omg…..

kind of fucked up that coffee doesnt “wake” me up it just makes me not tremble like a chihuahua while my brain slowly leaks out of my ears

catra facetiming pepito (my mom’s cat)

forgot to also censor my cunty blonde jesus selfie… felt cute might delete later aha

i worked out like crazy despite being broke n hungry all the time back in college LOL…. butch era…. labeling/censoring this even tho its not suggestive im just self conscious of old photos of me aha….

being on hallucinogenic is kind of rlly fun n i miss it maybe we snag a bit of it again since its been a hot sec, i want to journal it maybe… i only took photos last time but they were literally just blurry wall or floor photos

sometimes i feel like maybe im so stupid and forgetful now bc i did so much weed back then is this a thing chat like i ripped da bong everyday before going to class between class before working my shifts for like 3-4 yrs straight i feel like i fried some part of my brain

found photos of when i cooked special butter back in college…. it made the whole apartment hallways STINK n idk how i didnt get into trouble im just going thru my old discord i share with the gf for memes n digging up gems like this

omg… found a college photo of me stick n poking a lil alien on my arm right before i decided to slap a huge bigfoot onto it instead

i think having a random life thing pop up messed with all my schedule this week that its been adding to my not-okayness

period starting right when im abt to go on a long drive to a funeral…. COOL

changed out of my sweatpants and this guy immediately took it

always dreamed of streaming art but unfortunately i have a stupid condition where my hands get too sweaty to the point of me being unable to draw when i experience any sort of anxiety like from social stuff 💔

wanna just sleep in with the gf for like hapf a day

feeling crazy rn im making spaghetti with coconut milk

kinda going thru it rn

OMG CAITLYN IN 2XKO…. maybe i might care about the game afterall

looks like Caitlyn might be coming to 2XKO 👀 src: www.youtube.com/watch?v=T1lP...

hmmmmmmmmmm lowkey tempted to go all out….. with some japanese wagyu beef into the pho the japanese warehouse where i get my goods has em for a nice discount

my parents r at the age where theyre starting to get meat restrictions so i asked them if they have any preferred meat for when i make them a little feast and in typical pinoy fashion they want what theyre probably not allowed agagagsgs

woke up with botb my arms being rlly sore like i was doing crazy heavylifting i think i was fighting my demons

i think im supposed to be on my period soon but i havent acted insane yet so im not sure🤨

why does he look weird sometimes