I had a sweet weekend❤️🌻

happy harvest moon 🌚🌝

back in the desert

I need yall to be more mindful about how you abbreviate the word “spooky” this season. every year yall come up with event names that are waaaay too close to a racial pejorative

🫩 I was in Arkansas for a week. It went poorly. here’s a photo of my half bleached eyebrow from a day I felt hopeful

I’m getting into digital scrapbooking and while I’m going through my photos I’m realizing… I’m so cute. I’m just a cunty lil guy.

My hair stylist assures me the hands are signing the letters to spell out “f-a-g” hahaha

“gR13f 1z n0t a l1n3aR pR0c3sS”. bitch, I KNOW. I bawled at work trying to name a life insurance beneficiary today. I fucking KNOW.

Tennessee said “half rack”? more like half the cow

if armpit hair were currency, post-T me would be fecking loaded

moving forward I’ll be referring to being vulnerable as “showing hole”.

every time I get ready to say something I’m reminded that’s what journals are for.

♾️

care looks like my boyfriend taking me to get a sweet treat because I’ve been crying for 3 days straight and when the donut place gives us the wrong donut, going back minutes before close to get me the right donut. care is patience.

Therapy isn’t enough. I need to be buried in a pile of puppies to keep the mental illness away

found my boyfriend at the puppet show

ran away to the desert with my boo as a late birthday gift. a sign to slow burn with your grief support group buddy lol

Texas sun

am I depressed or do I need a nap and some alone time?

Earth signs will literally put you in the ground

happy pride 🏳️‍⚧️

been on this work trip less than 24 hours and someone already made thinly veiled racist remarks about my name and had one of the toys I’m showing stolen off my table. Good thing I have an early flight tf outta here

I was worried I couldn’t get more gay but then I remembered my T day is during Pride.

lately

I haven’t been on a dating app in months and traveling without fear that someone from said app(s) might be at my trainings is so fucking freeing.

if there’s neurodiverse, is there also neurodi-TOP and neurodi-BOTTOM?

I’m not good at remembering to take photos, but let me tell you, I am living for the offline life.

queer dating is repeatedly pausing make out sessions to pick hair out of your mouth and wondering if it’s yours, theirs, or your collective pets’.

I’m back in LA! I found @transnormativity.bsky.social in Portland! I was in TX, TN, WA, OR, and Vegas! I’m exhausted! I’m happy! My life is now slow, intentional, and full of warmth! Eat my ass!

my dreams have finally come true

back living between time zones

today I learned there is such a thing as “too high to complete an expense report”.

you ever have movers wrap up your giant, decorative, ceramic lemon? we are not the same

I’m absolutely vibrating with anxiety and grief today. Can’t wait for this conference call!!!

work mood

it's so hard to get through reading the news. it's so hard to be heartbroken and afraid every time I read an article about another murder, another executive order, another plane crash. I finally want to be a part of the world; why does everything want me dead?

it was so sweet seeing so many trans folks in a room celebrating being queer 💝❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹

I feel that it’s important to like people’s thirst traps whether the trap makes you thirst or not. that’s true community care- thirst support.

I just realized that I’ve been pressing buttons on my phone when I fall asleep watching tik toks and I think I’ve been sending some while semi-unconscious. but idk wtf I’ve been sending because I’m sharing random videos that suddenly aren’t available. what the hell has sleep-me done?

I need to stay off IG today. it feels like someone is taking a sledgehammer to my chest and repeatedly lighting me on fire

am I going to cry a lot today? yes. but am I going to do so surrounded by loved ones, flowers, a grazing table, and on drugs? yes.

just wait til you see my red suit for this weekend’s queer prom. 😈

this week is going to test my patience and will to live in ways I haven’t fathomed

watching the Notebook while 2x heartbroken and really stoned makes for a really fun watch where you throw craft supplies at the TV and laugh maniacally

seriously debating bringing water colors with me to a cat sit. I’m hand making Valentine’s this year and want to mail them by Monday

memory is a punishment.

the next person I connect with romantically needs to have at least 1 suicide attempt under their belt in order to match my Big Depression Energy

what made you cry today? www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8Y6oPJE/