ok now i seriously need a new laptop, my current one has lil storage left, i got an alert they don't service this model anymore, and it's been lagging... i keep putting off by a new one but it might be my gift to myself for Christmas

One thing I still can't figure out is what kind of art style I want my characters Mihas and Gabriel to be in. Like for Toby's story, which is far in the future if I ever make it that far, I know I wanna mimic Jun Mochizuki's art style 🫶

some asst ladies I doodled ft: @enderflower.bsky.social @silververity.bsky.social @aiaix.bsky.social @torisnowfall.bsky.social

I think I'm just gonna keep writing and leave some chapters unfinished until the motivation comes back. I really want to this story to be posted someday. I always wanted to be an author since I was a kid, even if it does poorly, I'll be so happy I did this

I know deep down I still absolutely love writing. I love writing my characters no matter how silly they are, but then that writer's block + depression combo hits me and I'm stuck repeating the same scene in my head forever. Ugh.

Made it another year somehow 🫡 I hope bsky does something similar bc I feel weird using a tw/tter screenshot 😂

the weather is changing from hot to cool, i feel the first symptoms of my usual season-changing sickness incoming, i'm about to be out of work for like 5 days again soon

Our will is what makes us. Our fear is what breaks us. A sculpture of hope, chiseled by dread. Even when paralyzed by its grasp, we persist. The prologue to INVariance, a story about dreams, will drop on Thursday, August 28th on Webtoon! 1 week remains😎 #INVarianceComic #DaMicroOCs #art

Heavily editing Chapter 2 and realizing it should be the last chapter of the arc instead. 😩 Well at least it'll be done, I always have trouble making a final chapter

Myself as Ashley from Resident Evil 4. Made this inspired in Donathon of @/raviinikolai.bsky.social :3 #art #fanart ? #OC #terror #scary #irukoberryRef

my resume is heavily customer-facing jobs, free me

Thank you everyone who reached out, I didn't expect that haha. I'm not fully finished with my story to have it read yet, it's mainly in note form, but I'll message when it's time

Still writing, mainly note taking but I'm slowly getting a grasp on a direction. I also realized I was focusing too heavily one main character, that's why I was stuck in a corner, gotta focus on both mains

some 1-4 am doodles because sleep said no

I'm actually updating the story after so long.. finally .. 😭 Mihas and Gabriel, I'm sorry I take forever to write about you

I LOVE HER SO MUCH

i don't know the game super well yet, but I had to make a horse gal. No name yet, but i already love her very much 🥹

It's been 4 hours and I'm still in shock this lady called me the N slur to my face like 3 times, like wtf did I do to you??

Anyway, I'm trying to resume writing but writer's block has me by the throat again..

im alive btw, yesterday was just weird

Sleeve being caught by the door handle, shoe laces untying twice while I walk, what is going on 😭 I'm kind of nervous about today now, it feels like I was supposed to stay inside??? Like these signs are crazy but I have to go to work ugh 🫠 If I end up a ghost, imma be mad as Hell

my lazy eyes are getting worse ugh, I'm tired of concentrating to keep them focused

I've been working hard to keep my lil cousin's love for her natural hair in a positive light and recently she was upset her mom wouldn't let her wear her hair in an Afro. 🥹 It's working 🫶 Before she used to think her hair was 'ugly' if it wasn't styled or braided, I had to fix that with quickness.

Need to pay some bills 🥲 So I'm back from being MIA and have my commissions up~ [ Shares be appreciated 🙏💕 ] ko-fi.com/saruotic/com...

me: //looks at apartment listings Apartment listings: you must make $3,000 a month me: a tent it is

Posting here too: one thing I really absolutely HATE about my undiagnosed ADHD is that I notice things very late. Why am I just realizing I haven't seen several friends existing in the past 4 months on any social media platforms, are you guys OKAY? ☹️I'm serious, I hope you all of doing okay

Simp level not high enough, next- poomang.com/en/t/amanda_...

3 pieces to get to know me! 💚 Quote with yours.

also drawing is hard, i'm trying again and i'm frowning at everything

I need Angelic Layer and Princess Tutu to be rebooted so the fandoms can revive from the dead

Happy Juneteenth!!!!!!!!!!

Got inspired by Link Click image, and remembered my male version use a collar too~ Update version of Ikuro. Fiquei inspirada pela imagem de Link Click, e lembrei que minha versão masculina já usa um colar~ Versão atualizada do Ikuro. #ikuro #art #OC

One of my own personal goals is to be better to my friends. I let my own paranoia get the best of me and I self-isolate myself for "my friends" sake. The friends I have WILL tell me straight to my face if I mess up so I need to trust and respect them more.

Yet another funeral to attend, I'm so tired. I wasn't super close to my great uncle but he was so chill and funny. I was hoping we could celebrate July 4th with him like we used to when my great aunt was still alive, so that his house could be filled with life again. I hope he can finally rest now

i forgot i only had 4-5 hours of sleep on top of being sick still, i'm so tired but more work tomorrow

I was then humbled

Still sick but have to work today ⚰️

dreaming about FFXIV means I'm doomed to be obsessed soon. I was gonna play today bc im off work today, but hay fever has me by the throat. I feel like shit

okay back to writing cringe //lifts Mihas and Gabriel

rip me

My restraint is slipping but I really want those Naruto Converse so bad...

I've been struggling to get money for my groceries, so any shares or inquiries would be appreciated/welcomed!! ❤️

I've been struggling to get money for my groceries, so any shares or inquiries would be appreciated/welcomed!! ❤️

Streamer University is killing me LMAO, I might need to hurry up and get back to streaming to see if there's a chance to join that fun one day

I accidentally locked myself out of my work schedule app 🥲

My Friday off is already stressful, I need a drink at 11 am

the headset and mic WORK!!!!!!!!

I finally bought a new headset with a mic, it should be here by next week. I really hope the quality isn't too bad, it wasn't an expensive brand, just something I hope that works well enough to chat in discord calls while I game with friends

oh no I'm in introvert mode still, I don't wanna talk to patients today 🥹

i should try and draw, i got like 3 hours before bedtime, but i have no idea what to draw