Ref. Sheet Commission for @arvothebluejay.bsky.social

Multiple friends have told me that I was added to Fortnite. I'm not Mordecai!

Even with the recent TOS changes to TikTok, I have a feeling a large amount of people will continue to use the platform and try to ignore the issues. Hell, there are a large amount of people that still insist on using Twitter even with all the crap going on there.

If someone chooses to unfriend or block you based on rumors without even talking to you about it, they were never a real friend. It's concerning to me how many people will choose to blindly believe rumors about someone without even getting that person's side of the story.

I wonder if the online multiplayer will work when Forza Horizon 6 releases. I remember it not working for Forza Horizon 5 for most of the first year it was out, and that was disappointing. The constant disconnects basically ruined the game for my friends and I when we tried to play together.

I feel like I'm always hearing about some stupid drama happening in VRChat groups and honestly I'm glad I'm not very active in any. I don't have the time or energy to deal with pointless drama.

Update on this: The artist messaged me Wednesday morning and said they'd have an update for me that night. I have not heard back and it's now Saturday evening.

While there were a few frustrating parts (mostly the boss fights), I enjoyed my playthrough of Heartworm. If you're a fan of old school survival horror games like Resident Evil and Silent Hill, I recommend checking it out.

I decided to give an artist another chance and paid them to update the previous commission I got from them and they gave me a 1 week ETA for completion. It's been almost 2 months and when I asked for an update this morning, they left me on read. I guess I'm a fool for giving them another chance.

I know Twitch viewership is highly volatile, especially if you stream more niche stuff like I tend to, but it's hard to not let the numbers get to me sometimes. I'm just going to keep doing my thing.

Other than the Twitch server hiccup, it was nice streaming again last night after my holiday break.

Little Puppy

I'm so happy that The Midnight Walk won an award. While I didn't play it in VR, it's still really good when played on desktop. The game has a lot of charm and style and I honestly wish it got more attention than it did. If you haven't played it yet, you should totally check it out.

I had a good time at New Year's Furry Ball this year even though I'm not a huge fan of the new hotel. I got to hangout with friends and talk to people I haven't seen in a while. Honestly, this event is always a good vibe and I always have a good time.

Quote this with what you have accomplished in 2025 no matter how small: - Started streaming again after stopping 4 years ago - Made some new friends and also reconnected with some old friends

Once again, I am in Delaware.

I find it weird that some people complain about Bluesky being boring compared to Twitter. No social media site is perfect, but I feel like anyone with this opinion must really enjoy dealing with constant rage bait posts, pointless drama, and tons of bots. At least for me, Bluesky is more chill.

I recently started replaying Need for Speed: Most Wanted (2005) and I forgot how addicting this game is. I put a few hours into it without even realizing how long I was playing. Honestly, I would say it's the best game in the series. It's a shame none of the newer games are as fun and addicting.

My friend Simple surprised me with this gift art of my dog form dressed as Kite from the .hack series. It turned out great and I love it!

There's a part of me that wants to try and be more social with other streamers and be more active in their communities, but I lack the free time and social battery. There's another part of me that's mostly content just doing my own thing in my own little corner of the internet.

I sent a friend a Deathcore song the other day, and this was their response. I don't think they like it.

Just a heads up, tonight will be my final stream of 2025 as I'm going to be taking a break during the holidays. As long as nothing comes up, I'll be streaming again on January 6th around the usual time.

New stickers acquired

I'm really sorry to do this, but I'm going to cancel tonight's stream.

I tried to make @arvothebluejay.bsky.social into a Kobold for fun and I think he turned out cute uwu.

Always remember to love yourself 💙

Sorry for the last minute schedule change but I haven't been feeling the best lately, so I'm going to be canceling stream tonight and tomorrow night. I hope you all have a good weekend!

I haven't been in a serious romantic relationship in about a decade now and I honestly question how I'd handle a relationship now that I'm basically just used to being single. While there are times where I wish I had a partner, I'm just so used to being alone and doing my own thing now.

While I enjoy streaming, I'm definitely starting to feel burnt out after being pretty consistent with it for about a year.

While I like VRChat, I'm glad I only get on once or twice every weekend or so. It's helped me not get burnt out on the platform as much.

It's concerning how many people seem to lack critical thinking skills.

I just looked at the winners of the Streamer Awards this year, and I'm apparently very out of the loop when it comes to popular streamers. I don't recognize 99% of the nominees.

This is one of my favorite screenshots from Alan Wake to show people without context.

I keep seeing nice fantasy character art lately and it's making me want to get similar art of my fursona someday.

So I decided to lock my Twitter and remove any references to it on my Twitch page and in my Discord server.

I'm not a heavy social media user but it's pretty obvious that my posts on Twitter are getting suppressed heavily, especially over the past year or so.

Thank you all so much for the support this year! When I decided to start streaming again after stopping 4 years ago, I never expected to get anywhere near the amount of the support that you all have given me. I truly appreciate you all!

Part of me wants to finally start a NG+ run of Silent Hill f, especially after the recent patch but there's also a part of me that isn't sure.

When I started streaming again after stopping 4 years ago, I never expected to get anywhere near the amount of support I've received this year. I genuinely appreciate all the support.

I wonder if I should play a Sonic game on stream sometime in the future 🤔 (I suck at Sonic games)

The new Angelmaker album slaps

Chipori front beak

Another day, another Cloudflare outage

What perfect album came out the year you turned 16?

After taking a 7 month break from VRChat, I noticed the way I prefer spending my time on there has changed a bit. I went from always attending clubs and music events to preferring to hang out in small instances with friends. I just lost interest in that scene for some reason.

I was in a dark fantasy mood while world hopping with some friends in VRChat last night and took a few photos. I'm definitely not a photographer, but I like how these came out.

I'm happy to see more video game soundtracks coming to other music streaming services like Tidal over the past few years. When I first switched to Tidal, the one thing that sucked was the lack of game soundtracks. I can even stream the .hack//G.U. soundtracks now!

The weather is starting to get colder and it's definitely affecting my energy and mood like it does every year. I apologize in advance if I seem out of it lately.

I've been streaming consistently for almost a year now and only just now realized this week that changing the brightness settings in a game doesn't change it in OBS...