I tried to make @arvothebluejay.bsky.social into a Kobold for fun and I think he turned out cute uwu.

Always remember to love yourself 💙

Sorry for the last minute schedule change but I haven't been feeling the best lately, so I'm going to be canceling stream tonight and tomorrow night. I hope you all have a good weekend!

I haven't been in a serious romantic relationship in about a decade now and I honestly question how I'd handle a relationship now that I'm basically just used to being single. While there are times where I wish I had a partner, I'm just so used to being alone and doing my own thing now.

While I enjoy streaming, I'm definitely starting to feel burnt out after being pretty consistent with it for about a year.

While I like VRChat, I'm glad I only get on once or twice every weekend or so. It's helped me not get burnt out on the platform as much.

It's concerning how many people seem to lack critical thinking skills.

I just looked at the winners of the Streamer Awards this year, and I'm apparently very out of the loop when it comes to popular streamers. I don't recognize 99% of the nominees.

This is one of my favorite screenshots from Alan Wake to show people without context.

I keep seeing nice fantasy character art lately and it's making me want to get similar art of my fursona someday.

So I decided to lock my Twitter and remove any references to it on my Twitch page and in my Discord server.

I'm not a heavy social media user but it's pretty obvious that my posts on Twitter are getting suppressed heavily, especially over the past year or so.

Thank you all so much for the support this year! When I decided to start streaming again after stopping 4 years ago, I never expected to get anywhere near the amount of the support that you all have given me. I truly appreciate you all!

Part of me wants to finally start a NG+ run of Silent Hill f, especially after the recent patch but there's also a part of me that isn't sure.

When I started streaming again after stopping 4 years ago, I never expected to get anywhere near the amount of support I've received this year. I genuinely appreciate all the support.

I wonder if I should play a Sonic game on stream sometime in the future 🤔 (I suck at Sonic games)

The new Angelmaker album slaps

Chipori front beak

Another day, another Cloudflare outage

What perfect album came out the year you turned 16?

After taking a 7 month break from VRChat, I noticed the way I prefer spending my time on there has changed a bit. I went from always attending clubs and music events to preferring to hang out in small instances with friends. I just lost interest in that scene for some reason.

I was in a dark fantasy mood while world hopping with some friends in VRChat last night and took a few photos. I'm definitely not a photographer, but I like how these came out.

I'm happy to see more video game soundtracks coming to other music streaming services like Tidal over the past few years. When I first switched to Tidal, the one thing that sucked was the lack of game soundtracks. I can even stream the .hack//G.U. soundtracks now!

The weather is starting to get colder and it's definitely affecting my energy and mood like it does every year. I apologize in advance if I seem out of it lately.

I've been streaming consistently for almost a year now and only just now realized this week that changing the brightness settings in a game doesn't change it in OBS...

I'm good at REPO... Also, @vsecuris.bsky.social's laugh in this clip kills me every time I hear it.

Taidum by the ocean

I'm now officially registered for New Year's Furry Ball.

Happy Taidum

I highly recommend checking this game out, especially if you enjoy sci-fi horror and point and click adventure games.

After completing Cronos: The New Dawn last night, I can say that it's one of the best new survival horror games I've played in a while. It does so much right and while it has some frustrating moments, I enjoyed my time with it and highly recommend it.

Why did they ask me to say this?

I try to be around for friends as much as I can, but I'm also an adult with a job and other obligations. I wish some people would understand that.

I think protogens are neat.

I've had a couple streams now where they started with me just chatting with the people in my chat for like an hour or two straight before starting the game and honestly, it's been nice. I don't expect that to happen every stream, but it's still nice when it does happen.

The soundtrack of Cronos: The New Dawn is so good! It's a shame that it's not available to listen to on any music streaming services. I really hope Bloober Team releases the soundtrack for streaming, or at least make it available to purchase on Bandcamp.

Somehow and someway, @arvothebluejay.bsky.social has found and defeated the Cyclops and removed his eye. With this final ingredient, he can finally finish his concoction stewing in the cauldron beside him. It's time for spooky month.

I've been listening to the new Greyhaven album on repeat for over a week now. It's so good! I'm hoping this new album gets them more attention.

A lot of people seem to have forgotten that negative publicity is still publicity. If you spend all your free time posting about someone you despise, all you're doing is giving them attention and putting more eyes on them.

Cronos: The New Dawn is definitely a challenging game, but it's pretty fun and I'm enjoying my time with it for the most part. I'm also really digging the story and music. Bloober Team definitely did a good job with this game.

Gremlin

I finished my first playthrough of Silent Hill f last night and I'm honestly proud of myself for beating it on hard mode. I'm curious to learn more about the story in future NG+ runs, but I'm definitely not playing on hard mode again.

This clip from last night's stream sums up how the last third of Silent Hill f has me feeling. I definitely do not recommend playing on hard mode on your first playthrough.

So I think for future playthroughs of Silent Hill f, I'll play on story mode. I'm currently playing on hard mode and the combat is making this playthrough a complete slog. Also, apparently story mode is the intended difficulty? They chose weird names for the difficulty settings.

I find most PCVR hardware releases disappointing because instead of companies targeting budget and midrange pricing, they keep releasing headsets that cost more on their own than a full Valve Index kit did.

If you've ever hung around me in VRChat and I was being cringe, sorry. It'll happen again.

If you're someone who spends all their free time harassing others online, you're pathetic and need to get a life and actual hobbies.

I'm only a couple hours into the game so far, but I'm definitely enjoying Silent Hill f. The visuals and sound design are both really good. I'm a little mixed on the combat, but I don't hate it.

I tried giving the new Lorna Shore album multiple listens, but I just can't seem to get into it. It's not as good as their previous album to me. Also the production of the album seems oddly flat and lifeless. Like no dynamics.