john oeth performed lumiere at gateway and i do think my friends saw me fall in love in 4K

i keep pulling people who think i’m a baddie. stop asking if im going out tn im drawing uncut renoir dick

old art from when my friend said varis looked like a show dog #FF14 #FFXIVart #FF14イラスト

daily render practice the past 2 days =w=

for one week, i’m trying to practice rendering from studies. specifically, i am trying to 1) stop being scared of merging the lineart layer to the color layer and 2) render faster im giving myself 30 mins after sketching to color/render and its beating my ass lmao

#bandauparty MORE TO COME!!!

#BandAUParty #ff14AP this was so fun!!! c:

i love my wol he’s so pathetic!! here is him as a baby bun w his father strolling around ul’dah ;w; #ff14art #wol

jesus christ i hate having long hair. i miss feeling so gender D:<<< saw my reflection and got so sad realizing my hair has grown so much and the year has passed by so fast

how the hell do people make full illustrations this shit is tiring lmao. if anyone has tips on how to make the rendering process not take 10 hrs pls lmk

do you ACTUALLY need a relationship this cuffing season or are you just in need of playing clair obscur:expedition 33 and experiencing a story that speaks to your soul so much that the post game depression still has your pathetic ass moping and yearning months after finishing the base story

#expedition33 PLS i really hope there’s an international orchestra tour next year 😭i love this game and the music so much

Like in all seriousness about Charlie Kirk, my brother was a victim of gun violence last year, and Kirk would have considered him simply the cost of maintaining the 2nd amendment with no gun control, so I will happily not give a fuck about than man

i’d like to personally thank every filipino who sings celine dion at karaoke night for carrying the reputation of us as a people being able to sing. i can’t hold a note or stay in a key to save my goddamn life

my goal is to make ex33 art that sandfall notices, reposts it, and immediately gets scared away w how obsessed i am w renoir

WIP of my main wol as a baby =w= since uldah was my starting city it’s hard to do a viera backstory w that lmao i’m thinking his parents left their viera village and raised him as merchants while trying to assimilate to uldahn culture #viera #ffxiv

oh my god the insane unmedicated dysfunction and apathy i get when i (accidentally) get off of prozac is crazy. how did i live like this 😭😭😭 it’s like pulling teeth to do hobbies and take basic care of myself

#expedition33 im in love with this old man

its been a minute since i finished clair obscur and i STILL am so down bad for this old man. good lord help me. im sorry but i need him to beat me w his cane #ex33 #artwip

i’m not done with expedition 33 yet but it’s getting me the way that nier automata and even undertale got me reflecting on my own life 😭 it’s so good but jesus christ. not even shadowbringers and endwalker got me this sad. great game but i was not emotionally prepared lol

i am genuinely so so so excited for my haircut i’m bringing photos and asking the hairstylist to make me look like a twink!!!!!!!

I SHORE LOVE that a big part of my job is getting roasted bc my boss doesn’t respond to any of my messages and i have to play damage control about why we look so uncoordinated!!!!!!! SCREAMSSSSSSSSS

i may not have unconditional parental love but i answered “no worries, i took care of that earlier this week” to all of my snarky coworkers’ questions and i think that is a much better feeling!!!! YEAAAAA

ff14 new patch removing the weekly roll restrictions in savage is really conflicting w the modded minecraft brainrot that im starting to have rn

i do sure love working while democracy crumbles around me. my therapist says it’s all about managing locus of control but to me this feels like making the bed when there’s a house fire lol 🙃

i really should not hit up pf on the weekends unless i’m w like 3 other friends or there’s a cod bonus farm. on 2 separate m4s occasions, it took an hour to reach the prog point in the description and then people had to drop 😭 ff14 has given me stockholm syndrome LMAO

behold my wols! i love all my children equally (i don’t care for abel) #ff14 #wol

i cannot believe ff14 prog plans are making me commit to sobriety lmao AAAAA

i love my cats so much i could cry. but oh my god they are so WEIRD!!! my siamese cat has been really into licking and eating my hair when i lay down 😭😭

robert pattinson is the only tether to my attraction to men i canttttt!!!!!!

hmm my choices seeem to be a) panic attack b) draw some very self indulgent weird gay shit and blast metal into my ears to drown everything else out

hi #ff14 bluesky!! here’s a wip of my 3 wols c: corn is my main and a golden retriever. miri is eorzea’s biggest HATER and abel is a pathetic vampire aura c:< i’d love to know your guys’s different wol lore! #ff14art #wol

marvel rivals is so fucking toxic. i LOVEEE injecting bitches malding tears into my bloodstream it feels so good!!!!!!!

i couldn’t find things from 2019 so here’s a 4 year just pretend it’s 5 years aaaa ;w; QRP w yours!!

realized i don’t have art of my ff14 main on this acc c: have my bunboy!! he’s a rava w a v dumb spoiled prince complex and i love him #viera #ff14art

the coconuts in moana 2 are LESBIANS and i refuse to believe otherwise!!!!

they’re lesbians, your honor. (cleanrot knight finlay carrying malenia after the battle of aoenia) #eldenringart #clipstudiopaint

AAAA ok i am HOPEFULYYY going to stop being sick after tomorrow and i can finally leave the house!!! i miss human interaction!!!!!!

the feminine urge to have a tragic vampire lesbian romance where one of you dies in the other’s arms #clipstudiopaint #wlwart

these vampire maleras!! 🥵 god i love my lil lamb and his giant dracula coded boyfriend

bluesky is refreshing 😌 i like that my fyp isn’t just the same 4 meme accounts i don’t follow and is actual art now lmao

hii!! coming back to this account w a lil wip of marika =w= im gonna try to post timelapses in the comments more often #eldenringart #wip

consider: my lesbian as hell OCs dressed/posed in various pinterest fits. im VERY normal about them yes yes #oc #clipstudiopaint

Art train but make it character design 👁️✨

working on backgrounds w these ff14 cuties c; and trying to simplify my rendering process w less shapes

bg3 tiefling girlfriends <3 i would die for karlach

my friend and i made vampire malera boyfriends and theirs is SO hot but also a boomer LMAO #ff14art

wip of my tav and karlach 🥰💙❤️#bg3art