he craves violence

Dienstvertrag unterschrieben!

hab mir sushi bestellt und spiel jetzt erstmal den rest des tages rogue trader uwu

ich hab einen Job💜

very nervous but I can do this. i hope.

hab für morgen noch ein bisschen auf deren website gelesen, was die so machen und jetzt will ich den Job leider doch sehr :/

warhammy fans are wild just admit everyone's a war criminal and enjoy the fucked up stuff instead of twisting yourself into pretzels trying to moralize that shit

compulsive liar

abelard play like a dog by doja cat #inka #roguetrader #heinrix #oc

in der Stellenausschreibung stand eigentlich gar nichts von Statistik. scheise, was wenn die Abteilung Analyse und Statistik gar keine Statistiker sucht?

Vorstellungsgespräch am Freitag um 10, bitte Daumen drücken, dass ich nicht in Tränen ausbreche

playing Ulysse in Rogue Trader is fun because he lies and just tells everyone what they want to hear, but also stressful because this man does not have ideals

i hate getting what i wished for...

yeah i will need a bit more daylight before i can start sending out initiativbewerbungen

indie comic so male gaze-y and exploitative that I'm not even mad because it's so ridiculously silly that it's funny

events and establishments on social media put your main location in your handle or bio challenge

trying to claw my way out of art block

so insecure about my cv that i am lowkey considering doing more courses just to learn stuff like sql and machine learning. but i wanted to be done with uni.

website won't let me send my application😭

brain decided it's anxiety day :,)

gib job pls

Its been like 300 years since I did some scrappages for my own OCs but here we go again ✨️

Niels und ich wie wir um fast Mitternacht überlegen, Lights Out von Navessa Allen als buddy read zu lesen

cass' GESICHT, als ich gesagt habe, ich nehm' den critical failure für die story #GreatRangingMAK

jay & nicu, @ each other: #GreatRangingMAK

I saw Tripwire vent #GreatRangingMAK

Lee: Wir ficken nicht out und finden around... was wird. #GreatRangingMAK

Yolo - Krazz #GreatRangingMAK

and even though they've caused me lots of worries lately, being accepted into an anthology always feels like pure bliss 🥰

How I'd survive Gordon Ramsay shows. A thread:

creating a mascot for the gorls: :D having to remember the mascot exists and have it do stuff in a scene: D:

ihre hater unterstellen ihr nähe zum chaos und nennen sie barbara slaanesh

wenn du nicht für Kurzgeschichten zahlen kannst, kannst du dir nicht leisten, eine Anthologie rauszubringen :)))

when private accounts for shittalking?

can people please just put in their submission call whether they plan on paying writers and not make me feel rude for having to ask that question?

finished THE chapter of the gorls, the scene that was there from the beginning and told me what kind of story this is.

obligatory open mouth

risotto on cooking shows: this is such a temperamental dish, so much could go wrong! never let the rice explode, never boil the rice! how I learned to cook risotto from my mum: you add the soup to the rice and let it cook for half an hour

woke up around 5am and haven't been able to fall asleep again...

monkeys paw curls

sending out one application like "yeah, I'll still be studying for at least 6 months" and one like "I can be finished with uni in 3 months" will probably not do anything to my stress levels

the quest for vegan cheese that doesn't taste like ass and also doesn't have negative amounts of protein continues

game development hot take: if you have the time to add a buff and a skinny body type you have the time to add a fat body type

I am going to start screaming, why are all my anthology experiences cursed?

me, first time studying more than one hour a day again: someone hire me pls

german mutuals: wenn ihr blutspenden geht, dürft ihr mir einen writing prompt mit euren OCs geben

die Kokorokon hat einen 18+ Fanfictionwettbewerb mit threesome theme, und warum war mein erster Gedanke Fluch der Karibik smut mit Kalypso/Davy Jones/der Kraken?

apropos of nothing, i think a polyamorous it/its transgender furry who commissions nsfw art of their sona getting railed by dogs is substantially less weird & socially maladapted than a certified normie who fingerwags about gooner porn addiction and believes kinks are a sign of moral degeneracy.

Easy to edit Memories

just figured out how to solve a plot problem and an emotional cohesion problem in one move