I have a hole in the bottom of my shoe. It's raining and my sock is wet. I don't know when I'll get home. Still. I won't be getting rid of them. This is a choice I've made.

I have a sweet baby that keeps bringing me milk in the morning. I keep thanking her and putting it in the fridge. I'm dreading the day where she wants to see me drink it. I'm gonna have to do it, and I will bc I will do a lot for these babies. But ugh. She couldn't bring juice or water? Why milk?

I'll never be able to call anyone dear without my heart cracking a little. I wish I could hear Pop say it one more time.

#StrayKids #스트레이키즈 #승민 #Seungmin #HappySeungminDay #YouMakeStrayKidsStay

I genuinely thought the universe was cutting me some slack. I thought I was going to get to rest. Silly me.

What actually is ranch?

Sleeping on my right side, folding laundry, and washing my hair are all things that have aggravated my injured shoulder today, and I'm just over here like 🥴🫠🙄💀.

Forever grateful for the friends turned family that support me and answer when I call. I couldn't have gotten through today without my 2 besties sitting in the same room with me while I talked, worked, and cried. Side note: The spiders really have taken over. And they're HUGE.

You ever feel dumb crying over a song? I've probably listened to it 100 times, and I still have fat tears rolling down my face.

#Dragoncon2025 Day 3 Cosplay: a Rosy Maple Moth and a Faithful Beauty Moth looking for their lamp!

#Dragoncon2025 Day 2 Cosplay: Bee and Puppycat from the comic/tv show!

#Dragoncon2025 Day 1 Cosplay: Viv, Tandri, and Thimble from Legends & Lattes by Travis Baldree

No one: why are you still awake? Me: No reason. I remembered I wanted to take a water bottle to Dragon Con. I couldn't find said bottle. Found it, but realized there were no Stray Kids stickers on it. Spent 20 minutes correcting it. Like I said. No reason. Oh shit. I forgot to pack the bottle.

How do I keep losing the same fucking pair of boots EVERY YEAR! How do you even lose a pair of boots? I've had them since I was in high school, BUT I CAN NEVER FIND THEM bc I constantly lose them. AS AN ADULT. WHY AM I LIKE THIS?! I'm so angry with myself over this shit.

Is this feeling why people have dogs, yards, and porches? 10 out of 10 every time.

Is blood type personality a thing?? Not around here, likely, but is it?

Oh. We just had two earthquakes in a row. That second one. Whoa.

What am I doing at 1 am? Oh nothing. Just crying on video call with my coworker bestie over Stray Kids telling me I'm doing great in 0801. What about you?

This is one of the greatest compliments a person can receive. I melt.

God, I love being a turtle!!

Five Below employees are a whole vibe. I have the best conversations with them.

This beautiful, strong, smart girl from one of my first kindergarten groups invited me to her boot camp send-off party. She's so brave. I'm so proud of her. I question my career choice from time to time, but it's things like this that remind me why I love what I do and help me to keep fighting.

I feel seen by this author. Dimples are indeed devastating.

When you wake up frayed and know it's going to be a rough day. When it is in fact a rough day and you lose control of the plot. When you don't take basic care of yourself.

When you're out of all the things you like to eat, but you don't want to get fast food.

I knocked out for 12 hours, give or take a wake up here and there. I'm still fuzz brained and blurry eyed. Clearly, I'm not on my game these days.

I cried this morning bc all of my coworkers turned friends were going back to work today and I wasn't there with them. I cried tonight bc I just want to call my dad and talk to him about my new job. And I can't. Things are going great over here. Bagel cuddles are going into overtime.

Yaaah, why am I crying over eliminations in The Devil's Plan?? I need someone who watches this to talk to. 😭😭😭

It just dawned on me how much my hoarder house trauma rescue trusts me after 2 years of working with her. When I got her, I couldn't even hold her w/o her freaking out. No claw trimming or rogue pets. Last night, she jumped into bed & rolled over for belly rubs, then fell into a safe, deep sleep.

I never thought I'd see Enough live. Never even dreamed it. When ATEEZ performed it as an encore, I was so happy. I was so happy! Until I wasn't. Somewhere in the middle, I started sobbing & couldn't get it together until the concert was over. It was incredible & devastating, & I want to relive it.

We're going to see Superman in honor of Pop and his birthday, and I'm a whole wreck.

The way I ended up on the floor of my kitchen crying, loud and ugly. I was so unprepared, wtf. The grief has been heavy this week and I am not ok. youtu.be/v6wWUlXdEDU?...

It's kind of unhinged, the way grief comes out of nowhere and ruins your morning. Grief really is just so disrespectful.

I did not have the tea shop crush from an hour away living in the same town and shocking me in the gas station on my list of to dos today.

Why did I do this to myself? Was this really the right choice? Is this really going to be better than what I had? Bruh I hate the unknown. I'm so bad with it.

I really wish I could be an asshole. I'm such a nice, caring person. Some people don't deserve that from me.

It was a good Seungday for Skies everywhere. We owe Lee Know so much.

It's so good. Get out of here.

It might not be much to someone else, but I'm so proud of myself for making that 8hr drive down & 8hr drive back by myself safely & w/o a single issue on my end. (That 18 wheeler that jack-knifed himself into the ditch and blocked the whole road, though...) I've never driven that far alone. 💪💪💪

I just had the opportunity to do the Stay pose in the wild, and she did it back. Lee Know would be so proud.

We got in our Lyft after the Stray Kids concert Orlando, and our driver immediately turned county music on bc it was a car full of giggly white girls. He gave us control of the aux, and now we have a new STAY. Our job is done here.

Have you ever been so happy after such a long time of not being happy for so that you spontaneously burst into tears and you can't stop crying? Me, too.

I can tell that I didn't care for myself today like I should, and I'm grateful to my friends for trying to correct that. It's just. Ugh. I'm sick of being an emotional wreck. I'm so glad I have people with duct tape and snacks.

They announced all the teachers leaving our school at lunch today. When they called my name, my coworkers cheered for me and stood for me. I couldn't even speak. I'm going to miss those humans so much. My heart aches. The crying I have done with some of my best friends today. Ugh.

When your staytiny friend and your non-k-pop friend see each other in public and recognize each bc you talk about your friends to your other friends so much. Bonus if they both run up to you to tell you. (AND THEN they discovered they went to school together.) It's good to be the glue.

When you're having a whole potato morning and the drive through operator hypes you all the way up. I can feel the smile on my face.

I hit a snake this morning. 😭😭😭 I couldn't avoid it bc there were cars in the other lane.

Is sad girl spring a thing?

My birthday is in less than a week. I was fine until a friend mentioned that the extra attention to my birthday this year (honestly, I wasn't expecting anything after last year) is bc it'll be the first one without Pop. I didn't realize. That got me. RIP my emotional state.