I just want to go back to making art that my friends support

sometimes I think about wanting to make art and put it on clothes but then I remember I suck and my ideas arent good

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my face hurts still. life is a fuck.

time to go get my teeth drilled on for two hours 😩

Have a few more slots that’re open!

✨✨Commissions OPEN✨✨ Currently have some slots open! Been having a fun time doing refs but literally anything is open rn. DM or Discord me to claim. Discord; Apoxalypsis Info; apoxalypsis.carrd.co

🎨 @duckspresso.bsky.social

the same performative people saying they are leaving discord are the same that said they were leaving twitter and are still there now

send help

how the fuck do you get a slot from someone for a fursuit 😩

i just spent 700€ on car insurance, commission me? 😭😭💗

It's really encouraging to hear all the negative opinions people have about me.

a little bit of a joyride! • YCH for @flaks.lol • he/him, top ch • she/it, bttm ch • [ #nsfw #furry #art ]

turns out they gonna have to pull my tooth. fml.

if you eat the coleslaw at raising canes you're fucking nasty

this pain is miserable. aaaaaaaa.

can't get any treatment until wednesday for the tooth. guess I'm going to be in pain for a few days. fuck my fucking life. asdasdasdasd.

woke up to some hellish dental pain and made a emergency appointment. proooobably gonna be another root canal. just my luck.

Headache. Gummies. Sleep.

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I know I wanted to post every day but some days I just have nothing to say. It's cold, I'm miserable, occasional chest pain that goes unchecked until my next appt. Nothing new to report, I'm just livin'. Kinda lonely though, won't lie.

updated my commission form with some more recent examples✨ if you're looking for something different, i have more commission types on my website⬇️ goblinpng.nekoweb.org/commissions.... send a DM / email [email protected] to claim a slot! ☕: ko-fi.com/goblinpng

I genuinely hate snow. Melt it all.

I forgot if I post the c word that bots come out of nowhere trying to scam. Dead internet theory wins again.

“i can’t leave twitter, i need it, it’s where my audience is”

I think its weird as hell and spineless when people in the fandom follow someone who posts right wing/dogwhistle content and overlook it just because their fursona is "cute".

I really am struggling to read the news anymore. Every day it gets worse. When will it stop? Heartbreaking.

I know I just had a holiday break from work but oh my god I need to travel and get away. The news cycle since new years has done nothing but bring me stress and depression and anxiety. It's only been 7 fucking days.

my mid-life crisis will be buying fursuits and going to cons. sorry.

Today was calm. I'm glad it was, because I'm still tired. I need to get my sleep schedule right and get rest.

I need more paintings on the walls still, but the color out of the camera is kinda the point here.. gorgeous.

I love how wildly different a photo can look based on film simulation settings straight out of camera on the x100vi.. the color profile and look is soooo moody.

Feeling better today, tryin' to relax and destress. Music is helping. <3

Been having a lot of night panic attacks and chest pain lately, sleeping like total shit. Sure hope I'm OK but I really just want rest and water. Bleh.

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I want to focus on being creative again, and verbalizing myself in a healthy way. I just want to be at peace and wellness, and I think posting more and advocating for myself might help. I'm going to try my best to post once a day every day for a entire year starting today. Happy New Year 🎆

Looking forward to the travels ahead and the memories I will be collecting.. New camera day.

Mutuals, Happy New Year. I hope the next year goes better. RIP to my dad, my step dad and my stepmom. This year has been extremely unkind to me and took almost my entire family, but I’m still here. I hope to meet more friends at FWA in 2026, and even more cons in the future. Much love. 💗

might post more frequently. suddenly had the feeling that maybe I want to post once a day, like as a personal challenge to see how I feel if I share my feelings or thoughts once a day. not everyone knows it but I keep little field notebooks on me and write daily.. might try just.. posting instead.

starting to think santa might not be real