oof cut myself today with the new blade and it bled SO much but hey at least i got some nice styros

new blade so good it hit styro in one swipe

hmmm shall i get another one or is this too greedy my old blade aint even that dull but hmmmm

beans here i come!!!

OH MY GOOODDDDD brought a new pencil sharpener at school and i kinda mistreated the blade trying to get it out BUT I DONT CAREEEE NEW BLADE NEW ME BABY!!!

talking about styros im kinda planning something devious but i gotta get a sharper blade, ughhhh

i loveee love love love my styro scars they actually make me so happy

scrolling through shbsky so i can admire people's cut and feel worse about my babycuts lmaoooo (if i cut deep again yall aint seeing me again)

thatbeing said i i have a physics test tomorrow may namgyu save me

everytime i tweet about not studying for a test i have tomorrow an angel snorts ketamine

just relapsed life is good again butim still an useless waste of oxygen anywaysss

ohhhh new fancy profile picture

hmmmm maybe i should start posting gore

fun fact my dad used to cut when he was a teen (the apple is aproximately 5cm away from the tree)

omg se me olvido que hablo español JAJAJJAA hola blog hola blog blog me quiero matar adios

would namgyu be mad if i changed my profile picture :(

guys.......guysss.....chat is ths real...clip that.. (i say as i talk to myself)

what if instead of studying for the test i have tomorrow morning i rewatched squid game again hmmmmm

legend also says im goingmental because i havent relapsed in a while lmao

the legend says that if u kill yourself u end up as one of those anime girls in the background of 2010's nightcore music

btw i have a chemistry test today and insteadof studying i spent hours looking at gore i might fail but whatevr

why was i so cool and funny back in the day now my posts just suck i'mso lame

"Get a job!!" no thanks im busy overthinking and looking at pictures of violence online

relapse time........relapse relapse..........relapse time!!! timeto relapse

i love being unemployed and chronically online!!!!

btw perritodethanos on discord ❤️ ignore my username and add me you guys

oh do u guys think they're making adderall 2: the prequel 🤔 watched the original ten times kinda need more of the franchise #drugtwt #ineedtostoptalkingaboutadderall

UGH first hit tweet and it has a typo kms

currently busy imagining how cutting and putting heroin on the fresh cuts would be like ❤️ someone take away my internet access #shtwt #drugtwt #iguess #kindaneedadderall

hey it's my bday guys can u say happy bday 💔💔

just hit my first baby beans and wow that was a lot of blood my hands are shaking but i feel really evil and cool right now so it's fine (also i'm starting to crave fucking adderall and i've never tried it, kms)

sighs i'm calmer now but i bawled my eyes out last night over the damn season and now i feel silly

currently crying as i fucking type this WHAT WAS SQUID GAME S3 I'M SO MAD LIKE UGHHHH THEY THEY FUCKING MISCHARACTERIZED THEIR OWN CHARACTERS?? 333 MY BOY WHAT THE HELL WAS THIS AND ALSO NO THANGYU FLASHBACK I'M i'm gonna relapse over this i'm so mad i might attempt

squid game fucking tomorrow if namgyu has a character arc i'll become addicted to adderall trust me

btwww when you say smth mean this is who you're hurting (PT 2 CUZ THE LAST ONE WAS OLD..)

can i b totally honest i've consumed so much namgyu content to the point where i'm wondering what does heroine feel like and i would take some if offered on the street

hey hey! #edsky #edtwt #caterpillarsky violet or V, 16, she cw: 140 gw: 115 ugw: to be determined interests: omori, mlp, sp, supernatural, etc like + repost to be moots :p

wow that took a lot of energy time to sleep 10 hours

⠀ ⠀:¨ ·.· ¨:⠀@namgyusitos xoxo follow/repost ⠀ `· . Matthew ﹒ minorrr!! ﹒ no dni BUT i block freely ⠀⠀✚ ₊⠀namgyu glazer + he/him only ﹒ ⠀⠀ i post whenever and whatever i want to yeah #shtwt #edtwt #slitsky #edsky #shsky

btw today in class this girl was presenting her proyect about weight and stuff (she took measures of the whole class) AND IN THE LITTLE CHART I APPEARED AS 'UNDERWEIGHT' ON THE BMI SCALE YAYYY!!

hmm should i revamp my acc yes or no

ten FREAKING days until squid game s3 how are we feeling!!!!!

ed but it's not really an ed i just got really sick after eating all my pantry under an hour, threw up and and now even apples gross me out

also unrelated but i almost fainted at school today and RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY CRUSH I LOST SO MUCH AURA like now he's going to think ohhh that's the lil faggot that was about to die heh what a PATHETIC creature

oh did you guys see the leaked namgyu ost 🤤🤤🤤 i'm so going to relapse to that later yummm

sighs i love bsky it's like the holy trinity of yaoi, sh and eds

hot gays listen to akriila and nct btw (can't spell CUNT without NCT)

just had the greatest idea for a thangyu fanfic but guess who can't do it because they don't know how to write in english (it's me) (this is promo) (i'm sorry) (rottenmindz on ao3)

shaking foaming at the mouth trembling I NEED SQUID GAME S3 RIGHT NOW

when the relapse is so bad you hallucinate shadows outside your room, have a panic attack, sleep 3 hours and dream of your whole family dying 🕊️ (they were barely styros)