Ok so I recognize I’m very intuitive, but I’m still not comfortable doin readings for strangers. I don’t know I’m worried I’ll give the wrong advice :/

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Just gliding through 🦦

A month on T and I’m already hitting the gym, getting into cars, reducing cream and sugar from my coffee, what next I’m gonna start a podcast?

Gettin an oil change rn and y’know maybe I could get into cars why not

I feel like it has to be an online thing, but gym bros are so weirdly superficial lmao? Everyone has different goals on what they want their body to look like. Huge bulkin muscles isn’t the only end goal

Ok wait I have the perfect idea for a first tattoo and I found an artist that I think could do it justice

Btw I hope my steak dethaws tonight. I regret puttin it the freezer so soon. I forget I’m a big eater now

Hmm maybe I’m not exactly a rule breaker nor a rule follower, but a secret third thing a rule morpher

"We owe conspiracy theorists a huge apology" No we fucking don't. They were talking about a secret conspiracy of gay trans Jewish lizard people. The Epstein files uncovered a conspiracy of rich, straight, white, right-wing Christian men, which these motherfuckers never even considered.

Hey look atlus if pokémon is startin to port their older titles on the switch so can you. I need the snes and famicon titles eng translated on the switch rn

I wanna study my 12th house placements more and the possibility of me subconsciously causin others to project onto me

I can see why cishet guys treat gym as therapy. I don’t agree with it, but I get it

They were serious abt not skippin leg day. Those leg exercises get you sweating 😭

Participated in a resume review session at my work and the advice I was provided was extremely helpful. However I asked abt using ai to create resumes and not a fan of my coworkers believing you have to use ai to find a job now

Yep now I have an urge to delete my vents cuz I feel shameful for soundin whiny 🙃

I’ve been advised to focus on internal healing and feeling whole within myself. To ground myself, get back into reality, manage my anxiety. But what if all I’ve been doin is internalizing. What then?

Doin some introspection. As I was talkin to my therapist she indirectly pointed out my defensiveness. My words got misconstrued often and I get accused of things I never intended growin up. It’s made it quite hard me to get along with more assertive and critical personalities

Integrating Se to ground myself and talk abt positive things at the present moment. I’m rlly enjoyin weightlifting, it keeps me focused and it allows me to be more attuned to my body. I also feel big and strong hehe :]

Fjmt rlly did just make nayuta’s death shock value huh *blows cigarette*

You know you’ve hit peek androgyny when ppl just default to you as they/them

After smtv maybe I can finish up my smt I playthrough? However I also wanted to replay smt nocturne now that I have my PS4

2022 ahhh #makima #マキマ

I’m so happy to be on T, but I started thinkin abt how my childhood has been wasted in a way. I could’ve grown up going through male puberty and feel more assured in my identity, but all that happened was regret and mental isolation

Lol ok I’m startin to see now why fans were polarized by the story. The chaos option for this game is kinda eh

Nooo Youtube’s down! My after work entertainment 😭

“How did you know they were a trump supporter?” I don’t think y’all realize how much these ppl suck off this man with how they constantly dress up with his name and face on it

you can really blow some minds with “actually there was an entire library and research institute for queer / trans history, science and medicine founded by a Jewish sexologist but the Nazis destroyed it in the hopes of exactly this outcome, ie future generations not believing trans people are real”

Can’t believe I’m sayin this, but denji wasn’t even this down bad for makima

I have a grand plan that’ll funnily enough require me to play hsr again

Also work crush maybe an ISFP or an ESFJ I’m still tryna figure this out tho. I am leanin towards ESFJ which is definitely new for me

Ok this makes sense for the past 2-3 years

I may be critical of cisheteronormativity, but some traditional gender norms I fuck with ok. I like the idea of payin for the meal, doin the manual labor, and bein the rock of the relationship

There’s too many factors on how my anxiety has lessened and I’ve been able to listen to my intuition more. Whatever it is, it feels nice :]

I was lookin back at my oc story synopsis I was workin on for years and man I wish I had the mental fortitude to be a mangaka sometimes

Not this actually provin their point lol. My immediate reaction would’ve been to argue against it. Ofc an ENTP asked this question

I know I haven’t talked much abt my smtv gameplay, but like there isn’t that much to talk abt in regard to the story. I’ve just been focusing on buildin up my demons

I got a mixology book. Watch out guys gonna enter my bartender era

Nothin I’d probably just complain less

Ok another update on my hair. I’m stickin with shampoo, deep condition, and leave in conditioner every wash day. My hair seems to rlly like the products lol

Logged back into hsr and woah a lot has changed lol

Ok so the astrologer I paid good money to do a reading of my chart and solar return deleted the video recordin she shared to me? I wish I knew she would do that cuz I didn’t save it and now it’s lost media I guess

When you think abt it I am pretty awesome aren’t I!

I’m learning now that I can’t rlly tell ppl my plans. Not cuz of any superstition of it not workin out, but my mind and the way I plan is so intuitive the average person may just think I’m wingin it and not take me seriously

I forgot tomorrow’s valentine’s day, but I don’t gaf this time around. Character development moment

I’m officially fightin with myself if I should order takeout even though I had oven baked pizza this afternoon and shrimp pasta for dinner

Woke up from a good nap after weightlifting. Y’all my muscles genuinely have gotten bigger I’ve never seen my arms this big before

In incredible news, the European Parliament has voted overwhelmingly for "The Full Recognition Of Trans Women As Women." Even the center-right European People's Party voted for the declaration. It will form a foundation for their position at the UN Commission on the Status of Women. Our latest.

Btw the title of my car is officially under my name and I have my own car insurance. I’m like 95% adulting now 🙌

Thoughts have gotten quieter but for how long?