Sorry if I’ve been a bit absent, friends. I usually love keeping up with what’s going on in your lives, but lately I’ve barely been able to keep up with my own. There’s just a lot happening…

I think I might have overdone it at the gym; my eyesight is all blurry, haha. Thankfully, they have hydromassage chairs.

Sigh.

happy women’s day

I watched The SpongeBob Movie last night… 0% violence 0% drugs 0% nudity 100% Big Guy Pants OK ✅

I’m attempting to live life as normal. Um… let’s see. Rice Krispy Treats are a pretty good pre-workout snack?

Feel like I’m sinking…

Oh. Something good today… my contact was extended at CAH. Yay!

I had been asking the Big Man Above for some kind of sign that I’m on the right academic path. Then this war started, and I can’t shake the feeling that maybe that was the answer. Also, wars are tragedies. Thousands of people are suffering. It’s not something that happens for anyone…

Hi. Is everyone doing alright? Better than me, I hope?

So much for regulating my nervous system, haha.

I like sharing knowledge. That can’t be for nothing…

Fairy for a day.

Ah, sorry I’ve been sparse…? There’s been a lot of crying and “posting through it.” Dad is crying every day, too. I’m just trying to cope with daily life!

I hope you have fun, friend! 🤍

I threw up twice today. :)

Thank you all for checking on me. I truly love you all. Please know that, even if I don’t respond right away.

Here we go again…

Man. The new Silent Hill film is such a letdown. Some of the shots are almost 1:1 recreations of the game, which makes parts of it genuinely cool to watch, but the creative liberties they take completely miss the point.

we really used to carry all 3 of these just for a night out !!!

Writin' a blog-o.

So, the little dove I rescued around last Christmas has grown super comfortable around people. He’ll even eat out of my hand now. 😊

This is amazing. www.getyourfuckingmoneyback.com

I got the new Dutch Bros Fruit Punch Rebel with a sour straw. It made me feel like a kid again, he he.

Good morning, everyone. Yesterday sucked bananas, but today is a new day.

I got a bunch of nice feedback at work today, which made me happy...

Rest in peace, John. youtu.be/XOLLKo2qQfY?...

You're scared to win, scared to lose I've heard the war was over if you really choose The one in and around you You hate the heat, you got the blues Changing like the weather, oh, that's so like you The Santa Ana moves you

Dutch Bros employees surprised a shelter volunteer with enough pup cups for every dog in the shelter. 13/10 for all (TT: juliesaraceno2)

I know things suck lately but just remember, you're gorgeous, your ass is phat, and you got this. 💜✨

Oh, and my employer was featured on Saturday Night Live! More on that later.

I actually slept last night for the first time in like, one month. I feel like a new person...! Time to head to the gym.

City nights #oilpainting #art

I made the viral pizza "wrap" stuffed with cesar salad because I was craving Round Table Pizza and their salad bar, haha. This def killed the craving and it took fifteen min. www.instagram.com/p/DPvUob9kT1r/

Dropping a fun mini-stunt we launched today. Spread the word to anyone who got hit by tariff markups on our stuff. www.getyourfuckingmoneyback.com

I probably snapped at someone this week and if I did—sorry. I’m just very grumpy.

Yes. 😀 (It’s probably a scam).

Done with work and now I must eep. See you tomorrow.

Dropping a fun mini-stunt we launched today. Spread the word to anyone who got hit by tariff markups on our stuff. www.getyourfuckingmoneyback.com

You can actually Google something before asking. It’s free. The internet has made information instant, but not curiosity disciplined. 🙃

Sorry if I’ve seemed down lately. I’m trying to find my footing again, but part of me keeps feeling responsible for his passing.

I woke up feeling so outrageously tired today. I think all of last week hit me this morning.

Drugs, alcohol, consumer goods and also ozempic. It's like they think leftist freedom is the freedom to do what you want under a capitalist system without thinking about any of the long term impacts. Literally 'no ethical consumption under capitalist - so I do what I like'

I should have known it when I made that vid about Hasan and leftist consumerism in the US (and he responded to it) that US leftist really hate when you criticise their consumption of anything. Super reactionary takes of 'but it's my freedom to X, restricting that is conservative!'

me with a job me without a job

I ended up taking a two-hour nap, haha, which is fine; I’m still more productive than before, regardless. I picked up some of the 20g Chobani yogurt and a new protein bar in case I don’t hit 100g each day. The brand is “Misfits” and it’s actually really tasty…

Okay, time to take a break and order some lunch. I guess I'll do Chipotle today since the macros are decent.

No clue why, but the more grief and trauma I experience the worse I get at articulating my feelings toward it...

Good morning, all. Fourth day in a row waking at 4 A.M. for the gym. An esteemed guest tunneled into my yard this morning—Ms. Persephone, naturally. After breakfast and shoulder day, I returned home and we completed a scenic three-mile walk together; the air was so refreshing.

I thought I could write something about it, but it feels too soon. I’ve been staring at a blank screen for two hours. I think I’m going to step away for now.