WTF? No way.... How? I call BS

Had a tough day, but ended it with me and the kiddo going to the mall so she could get a plushy at hot topic and hit up our new dave and busters. Haven't been to one since i think i was 18 or so. I just remember having to go with an adult. Now they don't seem to care. Its so loud in there. 😖😵‍💫

Happy Valentine's Day Friends! Even though I'm alone relationship wise, i still want to wish everyone to have a great time today.

Has anyone heard from Tabatha recently? Is she ok?

morning fog so dense and dewey it’s easy to get lost on the journey. often i wish i would become mist. discorporate and fill the spaces between. sink ships lost at sea. blanket the earth with the tears of my form.

Post a tree(s) you photographed.

Tonights Show: School Spirits: continuing Season 2 👻💀👩‍🏫🏫

It's very quiet here on Blue Sky today... What am I missing? Something going on today?

Hey! I didn't choke to death on my Reese's pieces. Instead I savored them and let it last till just now... 8 days!! I utterly failed at removing myself from this existence. 😣🫩. Then I went shopping today and failed to buy any chocolate. 😣.

Tonight's movie: Godzilla vs Space Godzilla

Reminder: Don't forget to refill your pill holder case thingies tonight. That is if yours is a 7 day week case thingy. I was restocking my pills and got confused for a minute at making sure I'm grabbing from my oldest bottle of pills and not my new.

Currently watching: youtu.be/kRzYmvOgk9Q?... Before I shower and replace patches. Unable to celebrate my birthday from earlier this week, and weekend plans have fallen through. My plan in case you were wondering, was to go to Texas Roadhouse for ribs and steak. Maybe next weekend?

I have come to terms that I will never be beautiful/pretty/cute enough to have a partner in the future. I was thinking about valentines day. I don't think anybody would ask me now that I've transitioned. I'm used to It. I've never been asked by a stranger or a friend; even before transition.

Maybe dont call me if you are from a coroner's office about my ex who is currently in the hospital at like 9a? It might be a good idea to leave a message that includes, its about her distant father and not her. Fuck.... Me.... Had the biggest scare this morning. Adrenaline gave me the shakies.

Brain tired..me have long day. Yet! Brain doesn't rest. I think too much today. Been a while since i did our vfx editorial pipeline and color work for exports to client. many spec guidelines and shot resolutions. No worry though. i got it all automated now. New problems to solve tomorrow.

Tonight's movie: Spider-Man The only Spider-Man that matters.

Ding! Ding! I made level 43 today. +4 stats STRENGTH - 8 DEXTERITY - 7 CONSTITUTION - 10 INTELLIGENCE - 15 +1 WISDOM - 15 + 2 CHARISMA - 8 + 1 RAWR!!

Tonight's movie: Highlander

"I don't want to eat that!" Even though she agreed 1 time in the Car after school, 1 time when we arrived home, 1 time when i started making dinner......🫩😡 Then had the gall to tell me she is tired of boring food and wants flavor....

Hilarious 🫩

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Progesteroni Time. I like my pizza with progesteroni on top.

The last Dragon.

Protect Thy Neighbor ❤️‍🔥 #pixelart #illustration #art

Kiddo gave me a box of my favorite See's candy "scothmallow" and "chocolate covered cherries" when she came back from visiting with her mom / Grammy. Early Birthday present. And a cute card with her drawings on it. I told her I didn't want her to get me anything. 😣☺️. I don't deserve to be loved. 🥺

Sweet! Love it! youtu.be/MT5T_zUCZp4?...

I wouldn't mind dying via Reese's Pieces suffocation. Pour that shit in me.

I guess I'll go eat some leftover pizza.

Kiddo's sickness is winding down... Good. Changed my estradiol patches...good. Made mini pancakes with warm melted butter and syrup as a dip....good. Working on washing kiddo's clothes and mine.... and putting them away...Good. Doom scrolling, failing social media interactions..🫩.

So does being left-handed make me more desired or less desired? Are trans women that are left-handed even more coveted?

I guess Saved by the Bell is what I'm watching tonight. Just feels right.

I'm this old.... youtu.be/bkL9eJWQH3Q?...

I really need a good back scratching/ deep tissue massage. Maybe even some tickling of that back? But, I do not have someone to do that for me... My little wooden back scratcher only gets me halfway there.

What I wouldn't do for a good cannoli tight about now. 🤌 Haven't had one in years. I'm going to have to ask my father to bring up some next time he visits. Romolo's Cannoli from San Mateo. This place was run by a Sicilian couple "grandparents". I believe now it's run by the grandchildren.

Pizza pizza pizza pizza pie 🍕

Geez, that was a heart wrencher. Still worth the watch though. Tough one.

Well, kiddo was puking off and on all last night till around 2pm today. That seems to be done. But her sore throat has come back and a runny nose. Looks like a possible fever is coming on too.

After everything that happened I haven't eaten dinner. But I just enjoyed some night cheese. 🧀

Young Frankenstein dinner scene.

Dang, today was hectic. The original plan was. Continue to get votes and modify my t-shirt designs for my non-profit. And go to a board game night with other creative friends And my kid would be with me... Turned into, i got some extra votes on design.Did not get to work on my non-profit. 🧵

entering my 4th month with no steady work. if you’d like to help me pay rent this month, pls Venmo me at venmo.com/u/myabyrne. Better yet, hire me for your upcoming year of programming. I’m wide open, folks.

Today, i was working on several t-shirt designs for my non profit and printed them all out for thy crew to vote. My friend next door at the lgbtqia community center visited to vote... I asked her, " To vote for her favorite 2 tops and 2 bottoms" she was laughing so hard she was crying before I 🧵

I was lucky enough to get through making giant soft tacos this evening, dinner for the kiddo and I, cuz I'm having a hard time focusing enough to read or watch shows this evening. Something is wrong but I don't know what. Like an uneasy feeling. An inability to just read and focus. The mind wanders.

Back on my Dragon Ball kick! I got to start watching a little bit more often. So I can go through everything before the new galactic patrol series comes out in a year. LoL.

Uh-Oh, coffee wore off. Getting tired. Must stay up. Make dinner. I must stay up till at least 9:30 or 10:00. If I sleep during the day I will be groggy And a gremlin. No naps. Sure would feel nice to rest my eyes....🫩😴😳🫩😴😳

Woke up today nice and early again. Then I did my grocery shopping and I was like dang I'm tired. Then I realized I didn't have my iced coffee this morning. So now I'm doubling down. Drinking about twice as much coffee as I usually do. I made it so I guess it's equivalent to a venti? Maybe bigger.

Hold on now! youtu.be/VSPa8C2WYTw?...