I saw a future version of myself that wished more than anything she could go back and spend as much time as possible with her mom, and I decided to be that person now. that's why I post about my mom so much.

When I was a CPS investigator I had to give people my business card and write my supervisor's phone number down so they could report me if I got out of line. I also was barred by law from carrying a weapon. ICE thugs are pathetic.

was watching a geology video and was like, why does that island make my brain itch. and then i Remembered

doing alright!

pretty okay again today. ✨️😶‍🌫️

i'm doing pretty okay today. 🤏🎉

petition for anti-thriller movies. the characters encounter the entity/object that would normally drive the conflict that makes a horror movie about 20 minutes in, but they decide to disengage safely and everyone goes home and has a nice calm night.

look its @coyoteastronaut.bsky.social

“What does that mean?” Jesus asked. “What’s your duty?” “To listen well, testify to the truth, and let go of what I cannot control,” Abraham answered, as he had three months ago. - metta valley gospel

chat I had a dream last night that south park did an episode about ao3 it was SO BAD

another day in bed. not coping

spent another day in bed. the closest I feel to okay, ever, is when I can achieve not-anxious. not-anxious only happens in bed. how do I make it happen outside of bed.

Maaaaagnetsssss 🥰🥰🥰

working on mine now ✍️🌸

my mom is having me go through boxes of ancient texts. what do I even do with these

goodnight, bluesky. 🌌🖤💙💜

happy new year.

welp. its nine pm and my ass is ready for bed

there are 33 christmas trees in my house of varying sizes, all of them decorated. my mom is serious about christmas.

for some reason this lone christmas ornament is taking me out

merry christmas!

happy christmas eve <3

what grounds you when things in your head are chaotic af?

how long can you go without a song being stuck in your head? or is that a me thing

Today one of the chickens gave us an absolute monster of an egg, and honestly I'm a little bit horrified.

what is up, fellow reprobates

how are you today?

before leaving to drop my mom off for festival prep she had to put the tv on for the dog, took an extra moment because it had to be something she's "allowed to watch"

Thissss 👇👇👇

What’s the worst question someone can ask after you tell them your profession? For linguists, it’s definitely “how many languages do you speak?”, but I’m curious what else is happening to the rest of y’all out there?!

favorite part of the holiday season that isnt family/friends/gathering/food?

drove home behind a car with a bumper sticker that read "i want to kiss every bug, but they are so small, and my lips are so strong"

i need a new hyperfixation. any recommendations?

at what point am i just into dan and phil rather than listening to their podcast as a foreign national

i'm still struggling with anxiety. "you cant control whether x does or does not happen" doesn't seem to help.

in my head it goes, "ohhhhh, what have you done, you're a pink pony girl, and you STARE AT THE SUN"

Friendly reminder that dishwashers made after 1995 or so are so water and energy efficient that even if you ran them twice fully loaded it would still use less water than handwashing the same load. So many "green" things feel like sacrifices. Dishwashers are not one of them.

how's your tuesday?

i feel like i have nothing to say. 🧍‍♂️

good evening.

push on through shit actually works lol

part of why I don't come on here is because reality is inescapable

🖤 🖤 🖤 ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

woke up this morning thinking about how fucked up it is that we're given people to love only to watch them die one by one. i don't know if its worth it

Whenever people complain about the number of folks relying on food stamps, it is worth reminding them that SNAP is, by too large of a degree, a subsidy for corporations that refuse to pay a living wage and their political allies who reject public policy prescriptions to reduce income inequality.

@squeevening.bsky.social a taste of the familiar 😌