someone made a $200 donation to my ko-fi, waited until i paid medical bills with it and thanked them, then refunded the transaction which left my account in a negative balance (that i now have no money to pay with). i’m so fucked, i don’t know what to do 😭

Question: is Stephen Smith a reasonable match to Steven Smith? 🤔

"But she chose the BMOL over her sons!!" Ok. But imagine coming back from the dead 33yrs later to find out your babies were raised in the life you were desperate to leave. Racked with guilt, you listen to someone who pitches a world without monsters.

"But she sold her unborn baby to a demon!" Ok. But imagine this, you're 19yo & demons are a rarity. Your parents & your bf are killed with the demon inhabiting your dad & he tells you, hey I can bring back your bf & it'll only cost me coming into your house 10yrs later.

SPNtwt is once again fighting abt Mary Winchester with ppl being insanely WRONG that she's worse than John Winchester. 😒 Love her or hate her but she is NOT worse than John. Including when she came back after being dead for 33 years.

Does anyone know of legit sign language educational videos on like YouTube or Tiktok? I know very little like the alphabet & signs for thank you, sorry, etc. But I would like to expand my knowledge so I can better communicate with my deaf coworker.

How did this!? Turn into this!?

Been meaning to read the lil short stories that are on her blog & this is the cutest thing I've read. And I absolutely need to see Ilya dressed up as Shane for Halloween. www.rachelreidwrites.com/news/2019/10...

Society when ppl understand that it's ILLEGAL to ask someone if they're gay in order to cast them in a queer role.

Hayden makes a joke abt Shane secretly dating Ilya, which Shane uses to tell Hayden abt Ilya, but when JJ thinks Shane has a crush on his straight friend Ilya, Shane chooses to use that instead of admitting the truth. But Hayden & JJ are both Shane's best friends.

An experience I've had: How do you explain to your partner why sex suddenly repulses you? Not just in a "I don't feel like it" but going from favorable & wanting it to the thought of it or a specific act makes you feel sick. How do you explain it has nothing to do with them?

No. Srsly. How did Shane & Ilya not see David as they walked up to the cottage? Or at least Ilya as he pushed Shane against the window? 😭

Disordered eating & eating disorder are 2 different things but disordered eating can develop into an ED. Whether or not Rachel intended it, Shane absolutely has an unhealthy relationship with food & it's fair that ppl come away from TLG with the belief he has an ED.

CANONICALLY, THEY WOULD NEVER DO THAT!! In my mind, they do. They are dolls & I will play with them however I want. It's not my fault you have no imagination. 😌

Started a fic, had a tag for smth I wasn't keen on but still gave it a shot. Excellent fic until I got to the kink. Couldn't hack it & had to nope out. 😅 Is it weird to kudos it even tho I couldn't finish it bcoz I got squicked out? Lol.

*screams* Why does FB think it's remotely ok to "meet cute" match me with a 20yo? Does FB think I'm a cougar? 😭

I am formally requesting a crackfic abt this. Either in the Centaurs gc or at a practice, Ilya just randomly asks wtf is an alpha followed quickly by wtf is an omega? With wrong answers being tossed out at first, like isn't that a wolf thing & sounds Greek to me 🤪. +

Eh, if I had to choose tho 😅

Does anyone know of fics where Shane & Ilya & the Centaurs learn abt the omegaverse? I'm just curious. Who would already know abt it? Who doesn't? And how would they react learning abt it? I'm just curious. 😅

Catching up on 9-1-1 Nashville & as a Minnesotan, I'm insulted hearing Blue say tater tot casserole. 😤 It's hotdish! TATER TOT HOTDISH! 😅

I love having moots in fandoms I'm not in bcoz the discourse is always ooc for me & I'm always confused as to why smth is supposedly wrong.

Spot on accuracy

Hi friends! As some of you have likely noticed, our episode did not go up on Friday. Things have been a bit hectic, so we are planning to release the 2nd part of our discussion of The Cottage by EOD tomorrow and hope to have part 3 to you by Saturday! +

what if we got a 100% blockrate on it. what if they designed an AI and we unanimously said "nope"

No. Wait. I need Maddie & Buck to talk abt their kidnapping/hostage trauma with each other.

Ppl think Ilya was ragebaiting Shane with this? They're just 2 idiots who don't know how to communicate. He loves Shane so much he was willing to suffer if Shane wanted other men. He didn't know how insulting it was bcoz Shane loves him so much that he didn't want anyone else.

Hannibal was cooking dishes like this & I was supposed to be repulsed bcoz it's human?

I think the only thing I really liked abt this episode was Mayvi. They were cute.

They made Buck an addict but wrapped it all up in 2 episodes? And not even touching on the trauma he experienced being kidnapped & held hostage? Or Eddie's trauma of searching for him? It's like they're just throwing out ideas without any clue on how to execute it.

I've been so distracted by Heated Rivalry that I didn't realize I'm behind on episodes for 9-1-1. 😅

I do think ppl need to unpack why the thought of Ilya bottoming bothers them so much. And don't say it's not their dynamic or not what he prefers. The way some ppl react is weird. Like why are you angry at the thought of a fictional man doing smth different sexually?

I remember the first time I asked my boyfriend to tie me up during sex. He freaked out bcoz he did not think it was ok to do. 😅

Star Trek has always been & will always be "woke." Anyone who thinks otherwise doesn't know shit abt Star Trek & why it was created in the first place.

The beauty of fanfics is being able to explore "what ifs." What if this happened? What if they did that? What would happen if? It can stay within canon. It can diverge into headcanons & AUs. We're given dolls to play with. There're millions of possibilities. And that's beautiful.

I really wish HBO would show the Russian subtitles & the French subtitles along the English translations. Hell, I wish any show would show the spoken language along with the translation.

Imagine hc a ship as freak4freak but can't handle the thought of his team passing him around with the other watching.

And like honestly it wouldn't even matter if it WASN'T self-sustaining. The whole point of governments is to provide efficient, affordable services to their people. Mail is one of those. Nobody's ever like "Waaaah libraries lose money" b/c we understand they're a public service. So is the USPS.

In a shock to no-one, we talked about the first 19-ish mins of The Cottage for almost two hours! 😅 Join us as we discuss Scott’s discomfort in the rainbow spotlight, Shane Hollander: Known Jock, impeccable oners, the stigma of depression in Russia, & Ilya's Sidling Up To The Question technique

I need every young person to know that someday THEY will be cringe. You will reach 30, 40, 50 years old & you will do smth that the youngins will be like 😬 & it's ok bcoz someday it'll happen to them too. Embrace being cringe. Life's too short to constantly worry abt other ppl.

If you didn't know the n-word is a racial slur, ok, sure. But you know NOW that it is. Right now, black ppl are telling YOU it's a slur. The reaction to someone using that word shouldn't be dismissals, excuses. Own up to it & apologize. Stop letting racism slide. It helps no one.

The absolute insanity of the week starting out on Sunday with a goddamn blizzard to this Saturday (tomorrow) expecting a high of 80°F/26.6°C.

I don't understand examining characters on how woke or bigoted they'd be. Like how do you even begin to decide X has said this slur? I know most fans don't want to have those serious convos. It's too real. And it requires nuance. Most ppl just want to play with the dolls. /1

There's a nuance needed that the majority of fans don't want when it comes to deeper real world issues within a book/show/movie. Racism, homophobia, transphobia, etc., causes knee-jerk reactions bcoz we expect hate crime level bigotry & not the micro level that we ALL have.

TW // suicidal ideation, obesity, weight loss, grief What's the point of taking care of my health & managing my health issues when it doesn't make sense I'm alive & my brother is dead? How's it fair?

I finished The Long Game. I gotta say, everything that happened after they were outted felt rushed. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed the book. Just too much stuff too fast.

Watching Death's entrance on Supernatural will never get old. Best entrance ever. 😌

What the fuck was that episode?

I'm finally watching the latest episode AND WHAT THE FUCK WHY ARE THEY PLAYING CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SON?!?! 😭😭😭

12 to 18 inches of snow for the weekend??? 😭