dude i have just not had it in me to draw the last couple days

being a fan of jellycat since 2016 who actually cares about the craftsmanship of the plush and doesn't see them as just a thing to Have is a fate i wouldn't wish on even my worst enemy

btw i know it's like super early but if anyone wanted to follow my artfight ahead of time here it is!! im still in the process of getting ready & setting up profiles and such for this year but i wanted to share since i have quite a bit more followers on here now! artfight.net/~rosyelement

also i wanted to say as a general thing my mutuals here are always welcome to come into my dms and yap with me about ocs.... ive learned that i am unfortunately very bad at reaching out first to get closer to people but i have so many cool mutuals here i wanna be better ab it..!! blinks cutely

dude look at these things i saw in homegoods today

btw if anyone sees my display name and icon change on discord its still me im just doing a bit for april fools and i cant change my per server profile anymore bc no nitro 😭

trying to watch youtube and my stupid cat is jealous of my tv (i already had to move him once)

did that one trend where you photobash your oc and this is scaring me so bad. help why is he a real human man im scared

i've been rotating cecil and faine in my brain again lately (i never stopped tbh) & im thinking about how i want to characterize cecil but i can't decide whether i want him to be like a smug bastard or just kind of silly and moe.

what the hell, sure #oc #ocsky

trying to feel prideful this tdov but it does always make me a little sad bc it's a reminder of how i've had to put my whole physical transition on hold bc of my weight. thin trans people just have a fundamentally different experience with transness than me and it's hard not to feel bitter ab it 😔

happy tdov yayyy 🌞

what the hell, sure #oc #ocsky

finally went to daiso and got some risers for my figure display & i think it looks a lot better now! tho i do need to go back and get more at some point bc i underestimated how many i would need lol

ive been art blocked af and just generally tired these last couple of days but i did futz with these refs some more. i will probs come back to them another day when drawing doesnt feel impossible lol

1 like and ill cook him into a delicious pot roast

starts climbing up the walls like a crazed animal. MY FREAKING. SILLIES

things have sucked lately but i can't be too sad bc i got these two sweater vests for $10 each.... #yup

just finished ghost trick

one more chapter until im done with ghost trick..... looks around really scared

need to redesign one of my older ocs bc i've never been fully content with it but that leads me to trying to make a contemporary but also 14th century italian inspired look and i have steam coming from my ears just thinking about trying to mash those two influences together in a cohesive way 😵‍💫

picked up the tomodachi life demo and they're already giving me cuteness aggression

the thing they don't tell you about playing aitsf is that eventually you too will become the guy who nags everyone to play aitsf. it happened to me and it can happen to you.

every day i get harassed by random shitty teenagers for just existing in an unconventional and disabled body and every day i have to restrain myself from telling them to kill themselves

men want one thing and it's the ikea FABRIKÖR glass-door cabinet in light yellow

i want to draw but i also want to play more ghost trick but also i am so so exhausted and do not think im capable of either of those things rn. the post tabling fatigue is too real

hihi! fangaea is this weekend so i wanted to throw together a little catalogue of (some of) the things i'll have available this saturday at the handlery hotel in hotel circle, SD! i'll be at table 9 in the garden ballroom from 10am to 6pm - looking forward to it! 🌟

also waughhhh con on saturday which means set up is tomorrow.... im glad they let us do set up a day before that honestly takes a lot of stress off things but omg. im still so nervous fawkk

bruh it's so hot i had to shave my legs for the first time in ages.... looks around really scared

10 year difference.... oh my word

a living dead man, that's all you are. [ #oc #originalcharacter #ocsky #ocart ]

guys it's so over jollibee discounted the chicken bacon cheese sandwich this is like 15 9/11s for me

ugh i've been so obsessed with japanese onsen bath powder lately. i got some new stuff today and it's sooo nice and relaxing 🙂‍↕️

i do think it's funny that ever since i gained more weight, stopped wearing makeup, and became less conventionally attractive overall the things that people used to find endearing or even "cute" about me are just gross and weird to most people now. like ohhhh okay

dude

dude this upcoming season of new anime is like the most stacked its been in ages, it's definitely the first time in a Long time i've actually been really excited about currently airing anime. im so hyped

omfg oomf saw a pre-screening of the first ep of the yomi no tsugai anime and im just sitting here rattling the bars of my enclosure like LET ME INNNNN

ugh it seems i can never quite outrun the Shame in needing disability accommodations.... like i know realistically that's what i should do and they'll just either say if they can accommodate or not but i can't help but be embarrassed mad at myself like it's somehow my fault 😔

guy who bashed open the bathroom door while i was pooping just to sit on the counter and stare at me like this:

slept on my wrist funny last night and now it hurts every time i bend it which has been making drawing anything for an extended period of time so painful 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 im so sad i want to work on stuff but the body is Weak....

atticus ball oc

Digital artists, share your first digital art and year vs. now! this is definitely not my first ever piece of digital art as i fear most of my super early stuff has already been lost to time, but this is one of my few remaining early digital drawings! 2011 vs 2026!

my blind box luck lately has been too good for comfort.... this is the second time i've gotten the one i wanted, i guess thank you purin for being so fat and making it easier to sniff you out by weight 😭

Never related to a meme harder than I do with this one right now

I MET GREG CHUN!!!!!! (and got so nervous that i immediately slipped and ate shit in front of him while walking away) 😭😭

con today hehe... hitomi time!

yayyy some of my stuff for the con next week ended up coming early im quite cheesed with how it all turned out hehe

hehe i did the understanding comics art trend that was going around! #art #illustration

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