im so emotionally fucked up right now something that I thought would work out didn't, and I can completely understand why, but it's still so crushing. What hurts most is that it feels like it was so close to being reality but something failed at the last step.

I bring a sort of "has a penis" vibe to the bride's maids suite at my sister's wedding that the priest doesn't really like

Everything's gonna be okay :)

Started learning makeup last week :)

temp booth setup now up at GDQ. If you wanna watch all our trailers back to back you can certainly do that! I’ll actually have the booth up tomorrow lol

Happy pride month! 🌈 I've been busy organizing 2 panels: June 14th, 3 pm Pacific Time us02web.zoom.us/j/84815156130 June 21st, 3 pm Pacific Time: us02web.zoom.us/j/89151620891 feat. @larrynightdive.bsky.social @meltingcomet.com @briechindeyerle.bsky.social

Talked to a Valve employee and he told me to apply back in 4-5 years-- that i was on the right track.

oh yea hello from #GDC #GDC2025 :] ready to make some new friends and see their awesome work!

hi everyone! My name's Sakura Shih. I'm an experience programmer who's familiar with Unity, Unreal, and custom C++ engines. Please contact me if you need me for any programming positions. I'm able to do whatever.

Yahoo

deleting bsky because i use it endlessly to scroll find me on discord @xensakura

I feel like your 20s is the age where you compare yourself to everyone and never feel like you're enough but actually the advantage you have is time, and the more time you spend trying to compare yourself to others, the more time you waste instead of becoming the person you want

i gave a girl her first kiss yesterday... I should be a public service lesbian

i'm too much of a lurker on this platform

I'm so good at this AI programming thing, I'm going to make the next skynet

I'm in my graphics programming arc. Implemented a simple BRDF lighting with shaders in my graphics programming class:

do i have any seattle mutuals

Please check out my game development portfolio: sakurashih.com

Under the northern lights 🌌✨🌠📷💗

I'm in love with myself

more pics of my purple hair

Keep trying to take pictures of myself as I see myself in the mirror but my phone camera doesn't see me the way my equal does

i love helping other transfems :3

sometimes it doesn't feel like I'm worth anything-- I've consistently surrounded myself with toxic and abusive people, and continually put up with abuse in my academic/career pathway. Hard for me to see what there is to like about me.

Hair recolor yay or nay

at the gym with the unreal water bottle... a woman complimented my hair... should i dye it red or purple...?

I made a gofundme to help me out with food and housing expenses until I graduate, and I'm halfway tk my goal of $9000! please repost & donate if you can: gofund.me/082db5df

i'm really active on linkedin, feel free to connect with me there: www.linkedin.com/in/xensakura

I'm so unqualifed for this... and scared.

part of me wants to make some really subversive and edgy art that forces cishet people to confront what being transgender actually means

Hi everyone! I'm a seattle area transfem, and a game developer!