Bye Hulu, thanks for helping me save some money every month. 👋

This week's tour we were joined by @spofie.bsky.social once again! Good to have you back! #ffxivhousing

I’ll be starting around 2pm EST to get cozy and chat with y’all beforehand! I have mad streaming anxiety but I feel like I’m finally in a place to push past it and that’s exciting. ☺️

Hi friends! I disappeared from content creation for a bit before/after my Mom's funeral, but I'm tentatively ready to start up with things again! My return stream will be this Sunday exploring some #ffxiv houses with my wonderful friend @mcstronghuge.bsky.social ! 🫶

I haven't been able to stream as much this summer because of my life stuff, but I wanted to add a new emote for the subscribers who keep sticking around for some reason. (I'm very grateful and appreciative 😭) Anyway have fun with murder yan. :3 💜

A happy start to August, everyone! For WoL sticker enthusiasts, we're excited to announce a little collab with StickerApp! In exchange for signing up for their newsletter, you'll receive a $25 off coupon that is valid for 2 weeks, so have your design ready before you sign-up. tinyurl.com/z3anh78y

Quick photo on the beach before we head home tomorrow. 💜

Announcing the FFXIV Fisher Meet up at GATEway FATE! Join myself and other FFXIV fans and Fishers of Light at the St. Louis Aquarium for a morning of fish! October 18th, 8-11a St. Louis Aquarium at Union Square All info in reservation form below ⬇️ RSVP by Sept 25 here: forms.gle/vJyBhT87cA18...

Mom passed today. Going to be with family and just process for a bit, but wanted to share since I’ve posted over the past few years about her battle with cancer.

“Oops I spilled my cat noodles” was definitely a missed opportunity as a caption here

Bacon that’s not how the bed is supposed to work…

GATEway FATE is doing an awesome giveaway leading up to the convention! Check out the post below and fill out the form in the replies to enter! This opportunity is an awesome chance to attend an event filled with other FF fans. 🥰👇 #ad

Been quiet on stream and socials because things are pretty bad on the family health side of things right now, and it has brought on a lot of emotions I’m just struggling to process. Still here though and wanting to get back to doing game stuff when my brain isn’t on fire. 😭

Da boy

big fan of THIS specifically

me today

We're live right now and I'm playing Civ 7 for the first time with Choco and Corey! What could go wrong :D www.twitch.tv/Spofie

Caught the Sea Butterfly poggers One fish closer to Big Fish 🥰

Anyone want some Bacon and Sausage?

Hi friends! 🫶 I'm hosting my 8th annual Fantasia-thon on stream this month, so all stream support gets to vote on what #ffxiv race I'll be changing to at the end of the month! Can't wait to see who wins this year! 👀

The braincell is recharging

Literally gave my phone to a random person and this is the picture they took 🥺💜 Such a fun day of random adventures with my favorite person, will share more later. 🥰

Who ya texting girl

Surprise! I'm back on Coeurl :D Made a detour to Dynamis on #ffxiv for a bit, but I decided to return back home. Expect a celebration event in a couple weeks when I'm back home 👀

Everyone in #ffxiv M6S:

Chilling at home this Sunday? 👀 Join @mrhappy1227.bsky.social and me for a #ffxiv big fish train! 🐟 When: Sunday, April 20th 7pm EST Where: Marilith/Dynamis Stop by my stream at any time to see where the train is at! 🚂

Isn’t it wild how sometimes the best things are right in front of you? I never expected this relationship to happen, but here we are. 😚 Here’s to the next chapter 💜

HELP IM TRYNA RAID

Update for streaming and #ffxiv: I got a new computer! I will be regularly streaming again starting up April 4th (hopefully) and I'm so freaking stoked! I also apparently will be back to raiding this tier (not NEST, just to clarify), so please look forward to raid streams. 🤪

Going to my first ever concert alone yippeeee 👏

Another cute ‘fit from the cruise I went on 😍 I genuinely feel like I can stop living a life defined by being the emotional dumping ground of others, and that’s a vibe. ✨

I feel the most happy and healthy I’ve felt in such a long time 😭 Can’t wait to stream and reconnect with everyone on Friday 💜✨

I saw some cute heckin’ monkeys in Bali y’all omg. Also return stream is March 21st!!

Can you imagine walking out of the house after being with someone for almost 5 years and not even letting them know you were leaving? 🙃🙃🙃 Completely supported him financially for 13 months through verbal abuse/toxic behavior and I don’t even get a bye oop. Not surprised ig

Can you imagine walking out of the house after being with someone for almost 5 years and not even letting them know you were leaving? 🙃🙃🙃 Completely supported him financially for 13 months through verbal abuse/toxic behavior and I don’t even get a bye oop. Not surprised ig

Said goodbye to Bali today 😭 This trip has honestly changed my life in so many ways, and I’m so excited to live life with confidence again. 🥹

Watching the Barbie movie for the first time on the plane when I turn to look out the window and the sun is rising in complete fuschia pink. The pictures don’t do it justice 😭

Good vibes and perpendicular chats in the jungle 💜🌴

Today I turned 30. I’ve been going through a deep healing process the past couple weeks of realizing cycles of abuse in my life and I’m truly feeling so empowered to take back ownership of my life.

Ready to start living life again ✨

Maybe I should have realized it was a red flag when he banned the word “gaslight” from our relationship

I used to just ignore most of the TikToks my friend group chat would send because I’d get overwhelmed, but I’e started watching each one, giving it a 1-10 rating, and my personal thoughts. Character development 🥹✨

Sidebar I don’t ever usually joke about things by calling them “cancer” because it never feels like it does justice to how horrible cancer truly is. This is an exception 😅

Me looking up random zodiac charts for shits and gigs when 🤭

Me to my family at home everyday I’m in Australia: “Omg it’s YESTERDAY there?! Y’all are so behind 🙄🙄”

WHY IS THAT THE TOP END

In better news:

My friend has thanked God a lot for this trip I paid for her to join me on, and I’m not personally in comms with God but idk why he’s taking credit for my work 😡

I hate those days where brain just decides to put past and current traumas on a rotational reel