When you’re trying to be nice and offer to help someone at work and they actually take you up on it ORZ

No cause why are you laughing Friday morning so loudly across my hotel room im about to Karen out, I hate joy and I hate whimsy

When I get a minimal response to anything my anxiety driven brain is always like Omg they hate me……… Letting the demons win today…..

I clean my eye make up improperly ONE TIME and immediately my eyes get swollen okaur………….

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Shopping for men is so fucking BORING, suits truly do give nothing

Didn’t realize how dizzy I was until after an entire bottle of red wine until I laid down.::::::::

I honestly pick up so many mannerisms from the people I hang out with on a more regular basis but this new YARGH pirate thing I’ve been unwittingly doing is all me, why do I keep saying it out loud I have no idea

I feel like there is never not a day I’m manic over cosplay

This allergic reaction to my mouth is giving me a glimpse of what I would look like with lip filler 🤔

Wonder if I can drive my brother insane enough with questions to make him immediately drive over here

lil doodle of @jupiicole.bsky.social and i during our ube tour around seattle last year 💚💜

I cannot emphasize enough how much Kendrick Lamar’s “meet the grahams” calms me down when I’m anxious Music equivalent of a weighted blanket lol

When I finally say I have open capacity at work and they actually give me work…. Omg I’m so heartbroken…..

I should probably chill out with the financial purchases but the majority of it is going to furnishing my home ☠️☠️ This cannot be the same person (me) who used to spend under $500 a month on food and going out

A very gender dysphoria what if I chop off all of my hair night

It was 11:58 and the day said I’m not done fucking with you yet 😭😭 I bought a Valentine’s Day ticket for sapphics expecting it to be held on THAT VDAY WEEKEND, NO ITS THE DAY OF ANIME WASHINGTON IM GOIBG TO KMS

What I would give to be lobotomized right now

Love benefiting from my stoner gamer brother, finally the community is giving back the dividends !!!!

Letting the spirit of capitalism take over me and blacking out whenever I enter Ikea

It’s the way I have no understanding of financial restraints when it comes to furniture shopping

Because I didn’t run a certain report for over a month I’m getting all these last minute deadlines 😭 it’s my own fault……… but to be fair I share this responsibility with someone else so why wasn’t she running this report either !!!

Me: omg I poisoned Shan…… Kane: WE poisoned Shan it was a group effort

The way if I was a cis Man I would be such a menace to society so Mayhaps that’s for the best

maid day+ bunny jung yeseo☺️🐰🤎 #TWSB #섭남파업 (may 2024)

I’m so goddamn lost without a theme to dress up to….. what do gay people even wear to New Year’s Eve

Been thinking about CYC genderswap AU... #TWSB #섭남파업

My charisma with the elderly is insane they love me so much

I should force myself to use Bluesky more cause it doesn’t give me nearly the same social anxiety as twitter 😭

My family and friends and oomfs asking me how my Japan trip went and how am I supposed to explain I wanted to keel over and die

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ALL MEN DO IS LIE

The one joke about needing to take your Asian family to an Asian restaurant when you’re abroad in Europe or else they’ll implode, I’m the opposite if I don’t get something western based when I’m in Asia I will crash out

Me this entire trip whenever Sarah looks back at me:

The way I’m kind of useless speaking and understanding in Japan because all I can think of is mandarin and Korean words when I try to explain things 😭😭

I could pray, lord please relieve me of the suffering of standing as I have been on my feet for too long and he would break my legs beyond repair in retribution

Frankly me being mentally terrorized and tormented on this trip has got nothing to do with me, I have compartmentalized everything until I speak to my therapist

Looking for my friend at the onsen in a room of a million other Asian women 😭 She looks like every other BITCH!!!!!

I would kill for an avocado toast rn fuckkkkkkkk

I never thought I would miss the company of my family in comparison to spending time with my friends Like yeah my brother is a complete jack ass and even then I don’t think he would make me feel dogshit like this

It is just a rule from now that I got into a psychosis whenever I’m in Japan or is this just an unusual coincidence

Now why is Sarah gaslighting me, I told her she was stressing me out and she was like I think you’re stressing yourself out

No one can tell me shit anymore, a local obaa-chan told me I was beautiful on the way to the mall, she even clarified in English for me to make sure I understood I’m gonna be riding this high for awhile

One of these days I’m gonna get super bored and arbitrarily decide to get into real life men again An hour will pass and I will be back to being disinterested

The best goddamn parfait of my entire life I wish I could relive that first moment again

Me and my home girl don’t argue, she just tells me to shut up and I stop existing

Why on earth does this airplane have happy hour

Took two pills of Benadryl, two glasses of alcohol, and two pills of melatonin and yet I don’t feel anything I’m so fucked

Elyi hasn’t been online to respond my messages in five days I’ve got anxiety and withdrawals 😭😭

I broke my glasses on the plane so now it’s just me and this martini stir stick against the world