I think I'm gonna need to disappear from here for a bit I'm dealing w some serious mental health stuff that I might need some sort of inpatient for and unfortunately being active on here right now I think is making it worse I love you all 💖

I'm gonna sob

hellooo this is a 20 video thread (evermore isn't included because I've already theirs to my host edit 🧵!!) it would make me feel super awesome sauce if some of y'all looked through and liked even just one of the videos 🙂🙂

series i did as a countdown to TLOASG 🧵 2 edits per era Cold as you

My edit to Breaking Your Own Heart - Kelly Clarkson

Oh so she wants me to be insane youtube.com/playlist?lis...

God rest my soul, I miss who I used to be the tomb wont close. Stained glass windows in my mind. I regret you all the time.

hey man, what the fuck?!

"I hope you threw a brick right into that stained glass" Hey so what if I killed myself

Noah wtf is your problem

Anyone else thinking about the fact this is the only thing we've seen of her for the year and it's almost February what are you up to Swiffer

My gaga edit has breached containment I repeat a Taylor edit to Lady Gaga is being viewed by humans I don't know (I'm totally fine)

The concept of this being the next thing he posted on his storys I just- [GAY SCREAMING]

Pure Joe Alwyn stans are so funny hehe you mention Taylor's name and it's like you've gone and murdered Joe himself right in front of them

My hair is the longest it's ever been I wanna shave it all off

Is that harry 😭?

how to stop feeling like ur going crazy no glue no borax

my new favorite video ♥️♥️♥️

song : “thats life” by Lady Gaga 1:18 minutes for @highashope.lesbian.cat <3

me staring at the definition of pauper trying to figure out how to make this work to fit Taylor in this edit like 🙂🙂🙂

every time a song I'm editing w has the word "out" I have to fight the urge to make it mean out the closet even though it wouldn't fit the rest of the edit 😕

"he lovees his mooom! 🥹" Taylor the whole time:

the docuseries basically just taught me that I have a thing for women with white hair tbh

what a shame she's fucked in the head they said ⚪👄⚪ you tell em queen

Taylor is allergic to being centered in anything istg

guess what guess what i have an edit for that

It should be illegal to feel like this and have a migraine at the same time someone rewrite the laws of earth

How do people just breathe casually I think I've forgotten how

I feel like I'm gonna vomit but my body has always refused to do that why idk but if I do enough pain will go away that I can sleep, I need to sleep, sleep needs to happen now I'm gonna throw something

One of my favorite creators makes these whimsical edits that gives me moments of bliss in a time that is so crucial to finding joy when we feel guilt for feeling such a way. Thank you again Atti @maroonatti.bsky.social

Crashout levels have reached a high I never thought possible from me

Just gonna leave this here

if god was real why'd he have to make fucking migraines then

song : “Forget about it” by Alison Krauss 51 seconds requested by @ellekaye13.bsky.social :b

Do you guys ever just wanna pet Benjamin and Meridith and Olivia :(( yes I'm being parasocial about cats rn :((

Me choose a song to edit with challenge

Listening to Louis new album and it's giving AJR so far /pos

raghck I keep forgetting my projects Day 4 I think I missed days HER NEW SONG [this vids audio] COMES OUT IN 2 1/2 DAYS AH!! (my time) she's finally learnt how to do promo and is actually getting pre saves this time I'm so proud 🥹🥹

What is the science behind Ur cat having like 7 different beds in the loungeroom and her still choosing to plonk down in the centre of the carpet and sleep there

i screen recorded this bit from when I listened to it a few months ago because I loved it so much lol

Can't stop thinking about Taylor on the french radio show in 2019

when the autism wants to be mute but the tics want to scream bread to the heavens every three seconds 😐

me waiting to see if i got this damn bakery apprenticeship

Annndddd it’s up! I’m really proud of how this one turned out sooo I hope yall like it too!

Everything feels loud and buzzy inside my bones and I would like it to stop now pretty please

I got a tic earlier today which was basically just shouting BREAD over and over again and each time holding my hands out like I was holding a loaf of bread it was unnecessarily funny 😭😭

song : “cassandra” x “mad woman” x “i did something bad” by Taylor Swift 49 secs mashup by @lgbettea.bsky.social

song : “thank goodness [Live from the Dolby Theatre]” Ariana Granda/Wicked 1:10 minute @lostinconey.swifties.social

the difference between writing "simply COULDNT be happier" and "simply couldn't be happier!!!!!" for this edit is making me tweak

I miss that creator that would be like Taylor Swift you will NEVER be TRANS 💜 did anyone else see their vids