TL;DR: Due to the upcoming storm, I've taken the last few days to be ready for the possibility of losing power for a few days, so video is delayed, as are streams.

Update relating to upcoming content. www.patreon.com/posts/emerge...

I don't want to be too open about my life, but I'm genuinely shocked at how little I talked to people last year. I barely had anyone to contact when things got rough. I felt very alone, and isolated for the first time in years. I really want to remedy that for 2026 and make some friends.

Yo! If you liked Yesterday's video, then you should check out @commandergreat.bsky.social ! He edited that video, and makes his own content! You should also check out his latest edit for @chocovania.bsky.social! It's his best work yet! www.youtube.com/watch?v=qDpj...

Yo! If you liked Yesterday's video, then you should check out @commandergreat.bsky.social ! He edited that video, and makes his own content! You should also check out his latest edit for @chocovania.bsky.social! It's his best work yet! www.youtube.com/watch?v=qDpj...

I don’t think I’ll ever eat again…

Why are you waking up like you've got to go to work?

Why are you waking up like you've got to go to work?

a lil midnight stroll 🩸🪦✨️ ꒰ #vsky #digitalart #ibispaintx #art ꒱

a message youtu.be/7zh63iQXGF4

It's getting a bit discouraging seeing a lot of people I look up to get suppressed heavy by the Youtube algorithm. It really seems like Youtube only favors shorts nowadays. Sucks :/

I got pretty bummed recently looking back at 2025 and, despite the struggles I've had, there were a ton of cool shit that came out. Sadly, a lot of that was overshadowed by just people dogpiling shitty stuff and ai crap. Not enough peeps were talking about the cool stuff, and that's lame, idk.

As predictable or cheesy as this may sound, horror is, and always will be, my comfort media. Idk why it is, and I don't know how to put it into words, but scary stuff just makes me feel calm and warm, and I hope I can share that feeling through my own videos to you.

same

My goal rn is to get people to call me by my name when they bring me up. I hate being referred to as "this guy". Even if you hate me, I want you to say my name, and I want you to hate that you know me by my name. That's how I big I want to be.

This new video I made is BASED.... On a true story. Check it out! youtu.be/GkGProaD3OA

Fueling yourself with just coffee after 2 hours of sleep just so you can work some more after an all nighter shouldn't be glorified. I feel like shit.

The only good thing about AI is that it emphasizes how talented people that are just starting out a new skill really are. Like, damn, you might've only started drawing yesterday, but YOU started drawing. By yourself! That's amazing! Idc if you don't think it's "good", YOU made it, and that's cool!

Gen Z apparently really hates the old 2000s style of editing that's been prevalent on Youtube for nearly 20 years now where people edit the audio so that there's no breathing in between people's words cuz apparently it just feels really suffocating and distracting. I kinda hate it too tbh lol

Chess pre-game and post game interviews fucking suck LMAO There's only so much you can ask about a game that's been explored and played for hundreds of years, so people are forced to ask and answer the same 5 questions repeatedly to the point they start asking weird and out of pocket shit.

What if you caught an imp under the mistletoe this rizzmas… 🎁💋

When I return back to streaming on a schedule, I won't be doing just horror anymore. Look, I love spooky stuff, but there's genuinely a lot more I want to do other than that. I'm jealous of streamers who can play whatever they want and retain an audience. So, that's what I'll be doing in 2026.

Capcom is catering towards Japanese Street Fighter players because the content around that game in Japanese media is so prevalent and, honestly, really fun. I kinda wish western content creators would also make fun content around fighting games. I'm lowkey tired of "guides" and "reactions".

Hey... you wanna explore weird websites with me? www.twitch.tv/goose_boose

I just got the most random copyright strike from the most random person - Shaye Saint John. A 4 year old video I made where I gushed about how much I love Shaye's videos just got taken down by them, and now, for the next 90 days, I'll have a copyright strike on my channel.

I'm drunk: Gootecks and Mike Ross had the most excellent format in a fighting game show, and it's a shame that it was all destroyed cuz Gootecks went schizo and became a crypto homo. I miss the trash talk they had, and passing the stick to pros, seeing them fuck people up online, etc. Ugh. Damn.

I want to further extend this message to those of you who have abandoned my friends because they're not as popular as you. The amount of talent they hold over you is so insurmountable that you were nothing more than a footnote to their careers anyway. Stay gone. And go fuck yourselves. Assholes.

I want to further extend this message to those of you who have abandoned my friends because they're not as popular as you. The amount of talent they hold over you is so insurmountable that you were nothing more than a footnote to their careers anyway. Stay gone. And go fuck yourselves. Assholes.

As we're nearing the end of the year, I want to say that I am grateful for those who stuck by me, and immensely disappointed by others. It's been a disheartening year, and I love you all who gave me time, and patience. Yet those who now pretend I don't exist because I've lost clout, go to hell.

I recently made a video on real dead bodies and other morbid stuff I found in video games, ya'll should check it out :) youtu.be/3zvzgrT3NAw

I got some studio quality headphones a while back, and it sounds... too amazing. Like, I don't know what's worse, the fact that I can hear all of MY audio mistakes in my older vids, or that I can hear literally everyone else's terrible audio mistakes in their videos...

I recently made a video on real dead bodies and other morbid stuff I found in video games, ya'll should check it out :) youtu.be/3zvzgrT3NAw

Honestly, games being overpriced has been the best thing for me. I've been focusing mostly on old 2000s-era games, and I've been having a wonderful time. I've also been focusing on my backlog of games I haven't touched yet, and it's a blast.

Anyways, tragic that Matthew Perry's dead. It would've been cool if he could've reprised his role as Benny in the show.

When I learn an actor I liked died I get kinda bummed out, but then I learn that they've died from like a Ketamine overdose, and I'm just like

Ya'll I gave it a shot, but I'm sorry, I just kinda don't like Old School Runescape. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Insane how Clock Tower still holds up in terms of the horror aspects. It's slow and can be a bit confusing at points, but it encourages so much exploration and has a ton of replayability. There's still a tom that can creep out first-time players and veterans alike. Loved it:)

LMAO THIS WAS SO PERFECTLY TIMED IT'S FRYING ME

Fuck, man. Things just ain't okay.

I'll never understand why people have to be so horrible and miserable to others. It doesn't make you any better besides revealing your own insecurities and poor personality.

Might quit youtube tbh. Idk yet.

No, I won't be doing Traumathon this year. I just moved to a new location and I'm currently just working on videos of topics I've always wanted to cover and trying to rebrand everything. It'll be a slow process, but I'll be back soon. Maybe next year.

lowkey kinda miss videos that were like, 4-6 minutes long. Everything's like, half an hour to 6 hours long nowadays, and then there's brainrot shorts that just... they're just terrible.

Wtf she doing now

Can someone who knows cat behaviors help me? I just moved to a new place, and Biru has developed this new habit where she just lays down in the middle of a room. Almost every room she's in. She doesn’t sleep or anything, she just lays there. What's up with that?

I want to own a cursed object.

wishlist oneway.exe for thicc traumatized girlies and tall animatronic baddies (so i can draw more crackship lewds) #threeway.exe

Super demotivated to get back to making videos when all my videos are being suppressed and none of my audience knows it.

When you starve yourself for a few days, even the damp, cold vending machine sandwich you buy at an airport can taste like the most delicious shit you've ever had in your life. (Yes, this happened to me)

I wish bruises were as attractive or sexy as scars cuz im covered in them after moving all this furniture.