good night

a few nights ago i had the most wonderful, strange dream... i had three objects, fossilized, archaic, bleached in white, two of which i don't remember. i only remember one: a huge coral. each of these objects could tell me something, so i fell asleep with each of them in my arms in turn, so that

seroquel unlocked

p4 is painful to watch. torn between continuing so i can hate it with cognition or drop it because i don't want to do homework with my existence

when you dont know a single thing about italy

i'm currently playing p4 (meh) and can't wait to go back to my third p2 replay

happy birthday jun my beloved

happy valentine's day 💙 my darling got me an eternal bouquet of hydrangeas and blue roses and baby's breath. it has a blue light in its base... it glows so softly...

midnight jasmine heal me

Yusuke design inspired by his mask and disguise from Tactica

my very first valentine's day date ever...

will be spending valentine's day with my darling who cares about literally anything else

hes talking about hello kitty dream village

can we do it. i'll do 2 per like

need to escape again

happy(?) #shuake day for those who celebrate #主明

i keep seeing butterflies. broken by my fingers, by the downpour, blooming in blue paper, swirling on a pinwheel

i'm safe...

happy birthday yusuke, my snowdrop

please dont let me disappear

im so sorry to all the people i failed

i had terrible impulses. i wanted to hurt myself again. i wanted to run away, i don't know where, just run and run and run. i can't do this. im mourning too much.

im going back home tomorrow. i thought being away would help but ever since i arrived i had severe episodes and i had to take an emergency ticket to go back home. i wouldn't know where i was, or why, and it terrifies me. all i do is cry alone all day, because i feel invisible. nonexistent.

everything happens so much

from my goro lyrics, for cottontail

my nerves betray me. they emerge from the slumber of deep sea, harsh rock ridden with fragments, they cut me, they rise and betray me

i wrote, i cried, i felt sick, i ran away, i fell asleep, i cried, i'm falling asleep again

i want to write so bad but i can't stop sleeping. i've already had to deal with post-traumatic hypersomnia a few years ago and i'm so out of it

my darling introduced me to the little delight of pure white tea with milk... i'm having some with apricot jam and powdered sugar cookies. heaven

i love shujin kitty but i liked the other sanrio collab more

happy birthday yusuke! ❤️✨️ #persona5 #p5 #yusukekitagawa

wearing ammonite earrings so i can hear them murmur

10k for second chapter of cottontail confirmed... i think i almost have it done. if it decides to do more that's not on me

i hope this year will be softer for everyone 💙

my mom was discharged from the hospital today. i'm very fragile and i feel like i shattered, but we're carefully hopeful. thank you to everyone who was kind to me in the past days, i'll reply to everyone now that i can take a breathe

goodbye

i keep thinking i should be purified. i have to find a temple or a church where someone can take all of this away from me, it's clinging to me like soot and making everything around me rot

i feel anxious being here. i'm sorry for not replying these days, and even before this happened. i don't have the mental capacity for now. probably once she's out of the hospital and i move i'll feel better. for now i'm just trying to figure out how to make it through a single day at the time

i'm terrified of doing anything. i don't want to associate anything with this moment. nothing. i don't want to see her. i hate that she did it on christmas. i don't know if i should take down all the decorations. i'm scared of sleeping. i'm scared of everything

my mom attempted suicide last night. she's hospitalized. code red. i didn't sleep. i waited for the morning to come to go back to the hospital, but they told us to come back later. the psychiatrist then called us and explained she refused a longer stay. he asked one of us to come see her and try to

i deleted the post. it was getting too uncomfortable... sorry

160609 🫧📩 #GOROAKECHI bubble message update

i feel so numb. i know there's so much anger behind this barrier but i don't have strenght to process it right now.

GORO CHIQUITO💖