too real lol

Why is this me? 😭

My sleep schedule is seven varieties of fucked right now. I've forgotten what getting a good night's sleep feels like.

Current events have not been good for one with panic disorders. Bleh.

I apparently cannot sleep from twelve to four am every night

I have had one hell of a stressful week and a half. But also I look damn fly in this new suit I bought for a friend's wedding. So everyrhing kind of balances out.

Every video game I play is just depressed queer people in a time loop. I’m literally playing three separate games right now (which is rare because I often limit myself to one but I’m playing a bunch alongside friends) and every one of them is about depressed queer people in a time loop.

You know what I think is sick? I think it’s sick that we have normalized hate speech in this country so much. Saying that acts of violence should be committed against a group of people IS violence against that group of people. Not mourning someone who committed said violence is not.

Fire Emblem: Fortune's Weave looks SO MUCH like Exactly My Shit y'all. Oh god.

I’m very happy to be self employed right now in the stupidest of timelines.

I wonder what people think "eat the rich" means. Cause I've seen a lot of the same people calling for the Guillotine pearl clutching about Charlie Kirk. Did you think the Guillotine is bloodless? Charlie Kirk got ate. Ate by the hatred he spewed. Maybe your eyes are bigger than your stomach.

This is a reminder, Charlie Kirk had ties to actual Neo-Nazi and White Supremacist groups. He was a stochastic terrorist who's ideologies caused the death of countless people in which he openly reveled. Passing off that violence as "a difference of opinion" is a sign of unexamined privelege.

Anyone else remember Weekend at Bernies? Classic movie.

I just had a guy claim in my comments that it was good that indigenous peoples were colonized because it was "the only way they could advance" all the while saying he was anti colonialist. Big yikes. Weird how quickly people will throw you under the bus when they hear "but what if no iPhone?"

So upset with my life right now I'm doing Deltarune Snowgrave route just for fucks. Wanna do some evil.

Ugh my childhood trauma makes me always feel guilty when I have to cancel plans due to sickness. But my therapist says I need to listen to my body and burn myself out less. Fucking bad brain.

Being poly is a huge scam to make sure you can get a TTRPG together and I'm poly as hell and I STILL can't get a regular party. Make it make sense!

I miss the old text posts on Tiktok. Now you have to generate an AI image when you make them. Of course that just means I'll post my dumb short thoughts here.

Accidentally gas bombed my house while making garlic confit… it’s fuckin delicious tho

It’s astounding how much therapy work ends up being “sleep when you are tired dumbass”

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Ugh I’m kinda like deep in the “wish I wasn’t 41l” regrets from the state of the world. Like… I have younger friends going to protests and I remember me doing it in my younger years. And I also know I’ve been floored out of pain from passing kidney stones. And it makes me feel my age.

Proximity chat in a game like Mario Kart World would be so freaking funny

@umactually.bsky.social Is somethin goin on? Aside from a major mistake with a YuGiOh question and several mistakes in the Buffy episode (which included a question not about buffy) now your 90s TV episode was basically all superhero cartoon questions. Which feels... Weirdly misadvertised.

Just rolled credits on Expedition 33. Phenomenal game. 9/10. Rough around the edges but near perfect. Couple mods fix that though. Skill, Item, and Picto description clarity mods are almost necessary IMHO. Genuinely an amazing experience tho. store.steampowered.com/agecheck/app...

We got stuff to do, I'm trying to move forward v the Trumpist threat, I don't wanna keep relitigating the recent past. But I never wanted Joe Biden, he's a modern James Buchanan who was more committed to facilitating genocide than fighting fascism. He was the wrong man for the time the whole time

Repeating over and over in my head while setting up this year's garden: I will not plant mint, forget to cut it back, and use it for nothing. I will not plant mint, forget to cut it back, and use it for nothing. I will not plant mint, forget to cut it back, and use it for nothing.

Me before Hundred Line's "comedy routes": This is 10/10 GOTY material Me after Hundred Line's "comedy routes": OK 9/10

This Mother's day remember, do not taunt the ultimate chimera.

Man I opened my window and sometimes I forget how much I miss fresh summer air. It’s so nice.

30 hours into Hundred line and the game begins with the statement “it’s your future now.” Immediately somehow finds the ending where I make a cult and take over the world.

Today is a coffee mixed with protein shake breakfast kind of day.

OK this is what I'm talking about. It's totally valid to push against AI due to the harm it's doing. But telling a disabled person to STFU and pick up a pencil would be ableist in any other context and it's ableist here as well. A good cause does not excuse bad behavior.

EVERYONE SHUT UP ITS THE SOKOBAHN FEST VOID STRANGER IS NINE DOLLARS PLAY IT!

Remember you are the most important person in the world to someone out there. Don't ask me how I know.

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Taskrabbit guy: What do you do for a living? Me: Oh I'm a content creator. I do TikTok and YouTube and Twitch and I also take writing gigs. Taskrabbit guy: I'm sorry what do you do? Me: I'm a writer. You know journalism and creative writing Taskrabbit guy: Sorry what? Me:... I'm an accountant.

Look it sucks that Adi Shankar is a weird Trumper and Asmomgold stan. But like, some of y'all are now swinging way in the opposite direction sayin Castlevania was always shit. No it wasn't. You were all pissing your pants in glee over Warren Ellis writing it.

One thing I hate about genAI is how much it has forced artists into a position of defending copyright as the best hope of defending their livelihoods, when "copyright" as it exists in the current day fucking sucks and should probably be gotten rid of.

Alright I'm like 99 percent unpacked. Now I need to sleep till I'm dead

OH MY GOD ELON MUSK IS PORKY MINCH

Just a friendly reminder that Shigesato Itoi made a game about how late stage capitalism always leads to fascism like nearly 20 years ago.

www.tiktok.com/t/ZTje5cD4x/ I did some of this work in therapy. This is a good guide to “holding space.” It’s a skill few have and many need. Check it out.

This is exactly how I feel being born in 1984. I still fiercely want to dismantle capitalism, but also it’s nice that I get to keep Daria.

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It's crazy to me that Death Stranding was largely Kojima's response to the rise of Trumpism and Death Stranding 2 is going to come out in this shit show of a second term. There is something is deeply unsettling that the timeline we are in is basically a Kojima game.

Oh hey. Trump doing an awful thing. Whodathunk? But seriously, in response to this I URGE you all to get an accountant. GET. AN. ACCOUNTANT! No matter how little money you make. An accountant's job is to exploit all these loopholes for you. It's worth the money. Do it.

In therapy, I was told that in times of doubt, think of what myself, as a child, would think of me now. Content Creator Game, Science, and News Journalist Brief Period of Pro Gaming Professional Writer (Sometimes Spicy) Gardening, cooking, TTRPGs, board games. I think kid me thinks I'm pretty cool