crowrean fic is done i posted it sometime last night archiveofourown.org/works/82423301 the cat in this fic is based off my friend's cat and I will return with pictures of him later wait for it he's adorable .

reading farseer trilogy damn when will this bitch have a good day 😭

crowrean.

the cursed fic will be finished tomorrow... its probably my favorite fic I've written ever but thats my personal opinion,

talking to my friends about ships that will never be canon but in our little bubble they are

学院祭ステージでイチャイチャしてほしい(クロリン)

I gotta continue hundred line someday I feel things for takumi

every time the crowrean quotes bot tweets and I don't remember what scene a line is from i feel crazy

軌跡／ケビリス

I did, it was fun chapter 3 next

discworld is fun (reading guards guards currently)

want to play cs1 but do not have the mental willpower to talk to every bareahard npc rn

How I feel reading 99% of art and media critique these days

this is the third time I'm going through cs1 and I still find shit to talk about

A 50 mira coin...? Cr- Oh...

crow mention its genuinely fucked up how they establish early on that crow has a huge cafeteria tab and borrows books from the library and doesn't give them back only to have him settle all of these debts at the end of the game 😭

my dog

was hugging my dog then he got tired of it and jumped down the bed everyday im abused and loathed

I've spent the last full week writing everyday like a man possessed and I was looking forward to my 1 week break but now that I'm here I kinda don't know what to do

Still my favourite tweet of all time

I finished my draft 😭😭 editing next week

おまけ漫画、騎神は保護者だと思っている

おやすみ(クロリン)

one of my favorites. he's so strange for saying that

That hack writer has outdone himself again, they'll say, setting a low bar for writers everywhere. Tough to beat.

had the most dogshit writing day today and I'll have to rewrite this whole thing when I edit due to how dogshit it turned out but whatever at least I finished that part. at 11k words now will write the last scene of the fic tomorrow

the curious case of crrn perfectly matching my type of ship 1:1 to hilarious extents but crow is usually the uke trope and rean the seme trope so they're my type of ship but in a reversed position (this is an unhinged bleet)

this game is just kinda normal to me so far i think trails fans are just too used to playing good games

omg theyre side by side.

northern war stop teaching me basic gacha game mechanics ive played 50 gacha games

me seeing those northern war OCs

if i get too wrapped up in the dogshit trails mobage and end up not writing today kill me with hammers

me when they don't let me go to jurai don't tell me anything about the 3 year gap between crow leaving jurai and meeting cayenne and offscreen the entire jurai conflict between reverie and kai (this is a joke first and foremost im aware crow has it better than most trails characters im just greedy)

I would kill for any spinoff about crows past of any kind. or about the riots in jurai briefly touched upon on reverie in kai. I would be overjoyed even with an in game readable like three and nine and would treat it as my holy Bible it makes me a bit sad he'll definitely never get any

I remember fondly one of my first reactions playing cold steel was "rean talks like a reptilian trying to mingle but he still sticks out and doesn't belong" and I wasn't even aware that was such a mean thing to say about this poor boy. allen the AWFUL coming for reans insecurities

because my friend who's never played trails once said this i make sure to add this description and variations to every fic i write

its been 200 years since I talked to other people outside my weird friends so I forget ppl don't immediately understand some things I say, like the day I was talking abt ishmelga rean and I just casually said "I love every character with hellsa forms" and they didn't understand wtf was a hellsa

Good thing, too. I was gettin' tired of you stealin' my look. Glad I got to see the real you one last time.

If your demon in SMT forgets their healing skill, that's lost Media.

constantly thinking of a jpn fic where (heavily paraphrased) rean got drunk and misunderstood crow wanted rean to top him so rean tried going for it and crow asked "have you even topped anyone before" and rean "no but the power of love overcomes everything" and crow "rean you're gonna crack my ass"

i saw a man so beautiful i started crying

once I'm done with this fic I'll go back to having a personality outside of the writing mines okay. I'll also replay cs1 like crazy so I can fact check fic details and get more #immersed when I edit/rewrite the draft

writing most of the fic I was "rean is too shy in this youre ukefying him too much thats ooc" later in the fic he's supposed to have built some more confidence so i write him more forward and my brain immediately goes "hes too bold in this thats ooc" thats when I realized my brain just makes shit up

me being self indulgent and stuffing this fic full with every shoujo manga trope ever because I wrote this as a sort of shoujo manga coming of age fic anyways.... you only live once ill be cringe forever

wrote the yaoi im at 9.2k words, i think in around 4k words the first draft of the fic will be done... probably two more days of writing

I yap about trying my hardest on characterization so often but I'm still just some guy doing my best *sweats*. its funny because crowrean fics have definitely been the chillest experience with fics I've had i like a fic more often than not because I go crazy for any crowrean lol

maybe one day I'll man up and write nsfw . and it will be a cognitive dissonance because I read and like the nastiest things in the world that would get me canceled everywhere but if I were to write it it would either be some stupid gag or fluffy emotional sex

TODAY I WRITE YAOI

I looked at this and realized its almost all cold steel but I swear I played every arc 😭 THE ONLY CROSSBELL REP BEING JONA SACRED