i've been trying so hard to save up for a bass guitar, but every time i get any money to set aside it has to go to another emergency one day

i got my SNAP guys 😭 thank you for putting up with me this past month everyone. you're all so wonderful and supportive while i've gone off the deep end. i'm so relieved oh my god

there's a crazy green light beam above utah right now. it's closer than the stars and looks like a ring like saturn. does anyone know what this is? clouds came in but you can still kind of see it

today i had to choose between going to the food pantry and going to an important doctors appointment. i had to pick good. my doctor wouldn't see me because i was two minutes past my late window and they can't fit me in again for months. this feels like a bad joke

personal vent. trigger warning for poverty. I’m fucking scared guys. still no SNAP. my dad can't find a new job. if i get a job to help i lose my health insurance and the only medical treatments that allow me to function. he doesn't qualify for unemployment. I’m fucking scared

no one knows i'm dressing up for halloween on campus today because i'm goth and this is how i look every day

i love getting my blood test results immediately so I have plenty of time to google why my results look so scary before an actual doctor can tell me what's wrong 💀

youtu.be/tqGkuGIXYys?... I found this small band. i love this song and they just dropped a music video they made in Blender check it out #blender #musicvideo

When the moon climbs high above the forest, the moths flutter home to their glowing mushroom kingdom beneath the trees. 🌈🦋🍄 #peachtober25spots #peachtober25stripes #moths #magicalforest #blender3d

decided to deal with stress by playing around in blender. i've converted to cycles. it's so much faster. #blender #b3d #surreal

I just spent a literal week writing and rewriting a poem for a sequence only to decide to delete it from the sequence 💀

Pinterest just added an option to turn off AI images. it's actually usable again for inspiration and references and studies!

since i can’t have blender during the semester, the only thing getting me through is Rockstar Lestat fanfiction 💀 and i fear the brain worms have taken over #tvl #iwtv #rockstarlestat #vampires

i made a game. holy hell i am not cut out for game dev. #horror #bitsy #gamedev #firstgame thathauntedgirl.itch.io/1995

it's fun to look back on these and see all the things i would do differently now. #blender #b3d #surreal

i wish i had more time to make stuff in blender during the semester. #blender #b3d #animation #surreal #illustration

youtu.be/dr0q5FHUO1E?... i am. NOT. okay. #thevampirelestat #iwtv #rockstarlestat #vampires #help

Niko just dropped a Blender course on mechanical rigging - perfect for building complex-looking mechanical setups and bringing your #hardsurface #b3d designs to life in no time! 🔥🤯 This isn’t an ad or anything btw, we’re just excited to share it :) demnikoart.gumroad.com/l/riggingcou...

Watching the rain

My Blender Potion Tutorial is up on YouTube! A quick and easy guide to making your own magical potion. 🧪✨ Check it out here: youtu.be/ClEEQFPEPIo?si #blender3d #blendertutorial

i got home yesterday at 3pm and got in bed to take a nap. i just woke up. the next day. at 7am. school is so physically fucking hard. damn.

the Utah Opera is performing an Opera of The Shining this October. between this and Rockstar Lestat I have become convinced that I am the luckiest person on earth

stuck at home today because the elevator to my classes is broken. i hurt myself trying to get up the stairs yesterday. shit sucks and i'm feeling really shit about it

the only elevator to my classes is broken. i busted my fucking ass to get here and i can’t get to my class

i continue to be surprised to discover i'm having trauma responses to being in a school shooting. which feels silly. but it honestly doesn't help that the entire internet was talking about it. and it's somehow worse that everyone is already moving on.

Level 100 editing & production quality in the new Mineshaft Blenderguru video. Makes it so watchable. Great job Andrew, @rileyb3d.bsky.social and the team 💪 www.youtube.com/watch?v=gaYj... #b3d #blender3d #3d

this gif set nearly killed me. rockstar lestat might actually do me in #tvl #iwtv #lestat #season3 www.tumblr.com/ayo-edebiri/...

...i've just seen the comic con teaser trailer for The Vampire Lestat i don't know how i will possibly recover

me: a 31 year old lesbian in insane physical agony trying desperately to white knuckle my way through classes while a 19 year old boy sits next to me trying to get me to laugh at his jokes

so there’s a beat up van parked in front of UVU that is pasted with crazy racist stuff on every window so you can see inside. and it parked right next to me. so. which i discovered after fainting in a class and leaving early. great first day back on campus #uvu

ooo. school starts again tomorrow and your girl is panicking. i really really really really really really don't wanna go back there.

someone take my phone away. i keep commenting on Charlie Kirk posts because i was actually there and people are spinning this story like crazy. but it’s only giving me an inbox full of angry people I’m too tired to talk to. the “correct misinformation” autism has me by the throat.

i slept 24 hours in a row and then 20 minutes later went back to sleep for another 9 hours I’m probably fine and not traumatized at all or dreading going back to the campus every person on the internet is talking about right now

going back to campus tomorrow. gonna try and not re-live the shooting the whole time I’m there

Hey! I'm Chris, an illustrator and 2D game artist from the UK. 👋

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If you see this, quote the energy you bring to Bluesky

how do I get emissions to look nice in EVEE? i used a light probe for the first time and it's fine. but the emissions aren't emitting the way i like them to in cycles. but i ain't got rendering a cycles time. #blender #art #surreal #animation

game devs, how do you do this? i have to make a game in Bitsy for a class and it literally could not be easier. i don't even have to code. and this shit is still fucking hard. damn.

Where you'll dream tonight

apparently my gay bar has been getting phone calls after the shooting saying "they're next"

The UVU subreddit mods have made a post for people to talk about their experiences. If you were on campus or know someone who was, you should post your story. It might help you work through your feelings. And it could be validating to read the stories of others. www.reddit.com/r/UVU/commen...

i'm finding it really interesting that while i emotionally feel like i'm processing the shooting and my experience, my body physically is fucked. Every day since it happened my body has felt like i've been hit by a truck. i can't stop sleeping. my bones hurt. migraines every day.

Galaxies and I go way back #pixelart

this is my chromatic aberration phase #blender #art #surreal

sorry in advance. i'm re-rendering a bunch of my recent stuff now that i've discovered glare and distortion. i can't help myself #blender #surreal #art

i have discovered the compositing tab #blender #art #space