I wonder if that feeling when I "feel lazy" is actually a symptom of poor health instead

Im a moron. I confused Norm MacDonald for fucking Burt Reynolds.

Surprisingly, there were no takers on my discord channel so I'll extend some relief here. I budgeted some money to help people put some food on the table for Thanksgiving. If you're financially struggling to put food on the table or cannot afford, I may be able to help in the form of a g!fto cardo

Reminder if you have notifications turned off on my server. I am closing my discord server down (Starship) and merging it with my ATLYSS server (Cuddly) . All of my small discord servers I created are now merged. It'll be deleted in 2026. Plz check the announcements for a link to the new discord.

今回もVIPになっていただいた方に向けて絵を描かせていただきました！ いつも見ていただいてありがとうございます……！ This time as well, I've drawn the art to celebrate the granted VIP. Thank you for always watching my stream~! granted to: @nanakisekitomi.bsky.social

I think its pretty funny how companies prohibits profanity but its okay to substitute profanity with a cute emoji that means the same thing as that profanity.

Bill Clinton has the funniest opportunity to take one for America.

TIL Affinity Photo is free. But I remain skeptical. Something about if something is free, then you are the product.

FFXI twitch.tv/illudia

Curious. Anyone else going back to this? When I choose people to raid typically I just use the furry tag. Can't see the benefit other than furries being able to drop the furry tag and use this website exclusively. Might be overthinking it probably as discovery is discovery.

CW: Politics Im kind of really curious and feel somewhat invested into how Zohran will lead NY. Because as you can plainly see by all the attacks on him by journalists (the establishment?) he is going to have to swim upwards against a raging current to save themselves.

I was so ready to be ecstatic for Mamdani's win tonight but then Trump's fucking gutting of the FAA and government shutdown sent 38000 gallons of jet fuel blazing through my hometown

TIL that the caramelldansen anime girl dance was originally derived from porn. Japanese underage porn. Wild.

Lol. There were tons of posts on reddit saying boop the good luck goose or something. Guess the goose got cooked.

CW: Politics . . . . . . . . . Aside from the environmental concerns, isn't nuclear testing missiles like really bad on a national security level? I'd also be skeptical over the people overseeing this cause this administration is sending their worst.

FFXI Vibing twitch.tv/illudia

Like genuinely WTF was i thinking keeping around bright orange ass boxers? I might as well be wearing a safety vest when I bend over to attract all the attention.

I learned about the existence of sodium-ion batteries through revisions to my companies Dangerous Goods manuals. Thats pretty cool. Sodium is pretty abundant right? Can't wait for me to power my laptop through my sheer saltiness alone.

Cinnamoroll manspreads but with the ears

Vibing w/ FFXI twitch.tv/illudia

I almost want to pay someone to clean my house

My work browser has no home page set so it is the personalized Bing or MSN thing in Edge and I really hate seeing articles of plane crashes that are actually Microsoft flight simulator videos

FYI for members of my discord. I am merging my stream discord with the Cuddly Dragon discord I use for the ATLYSS servers. If you follow me for my streams. My livestream notifs will now be found there and the old server will be deleted in 2026. Livestream channel is gated behind a react role.

These self-moving wheelchairs at the airport are so funny. It moves so slow and it's just so unfittingly low energy compared to how fast and chaotic everything else is around the airport.

This vision of masculinity the right wants to project is sickening. You know what makes a good man? When a man uses his strength or powers that be to uplift others. Not use those traits to belittle and assert themselves over others. A good man inspires, not instills fear. This "alpha" shit is BS.

I want to stop looking at short-form videos it is training my brain in a way that I do not like. TikTok, YouTube Shorts w/e the instagram thing is.

Call me crazy but I think indie is the future.

I'm live, but I'm doing absolutely nothing but spectating and vibing. Will chat with anyone that comes and visits 😛 twitch.tv/illudia

I have felt extremely bad putting off streaming and other hobbies. Sometimes the way I stay connected with friends is thru TTV. Stopping Japanese studies has made me feel ashamed to even show up in some channels. Controlling my hyper-obsessions and exerting self-control are skills i wish I had.

I should have played FFX on like a console or something. Absolutely maddening that a teary cutscene bugs out and gives me a green screen. Ugh

Live w/ FFX twitch.tv/illudia

Vibing on my server in ATLYSS then FFX twitch.tv/illudia

Losing weight is so fucking difficult. Sometimes it feels like I'm fighting the impossible. I let myself go so bad. Ozempic made eating less easy. But I haven't been using it so I have to resort to good ol' self control and exercise.

This playthrough is fucked because I took a long streaming break but I will still continue from where I left off - Final Fantasy X twitch.tv/illudia

ugh. my youtube algorithm is now promoting the toilet paper guy. why

Telling myself I want to diet but also I slept all day and im really hungry and its 1214am. Dicks run?

Do you prefer hot or cold weather?

Just watched Happy Gilmore for the first time. Funny movie

If i was to present the argument as to why we banned leaded gas. Id just point them to /r/StupidFood

POV You're on a date with Xenia

Outraged over a ceo stealing a kids hat but really i think its disproportionate causes ceos really get away with so much more bullshit but its normal

seriously guys

Is Psychology Today a legit place to find therapists or is it a scam?

ive been doing so much vibe coding bullshit lately. i got my own self-hosted jedi academy master server list, i made an atlyss server manager. i dunno this is fun. if my egg ever cracks i'd just be trans server mom. my servers are my babies i mean look at this. (i host an atlyss pvp server 24/7)

i wonder if we'll end up having like inbred code or some shit with ai getting fed ai stuff

I have an old laptop but with modernish specs that I dont use because it gets insanely hot. But I kind of want to take it to the repair shop and have a pro repaste/reapply thermals and turn that laptop into a home server with Proxmox.

Anyone know of a way besides using Parsec where I can remote connect via a browser with no credentials or login needed i to a gaming pc for gaming?

So fucking tired of the way my brain works..im convinced that I need to see a psychiatrist. I want to be able to remember more than 1 or 2 sentences, track longer conversations without nodding like I understand it. I wanna learn Japanese and C#. I wanna argue without checking the chat logs. Ughhhh