FYI for members of my discord. I am merging my stream discord with the Cuddly Dragon discord I use for the ATLYSS servers. If you follow me for my streams. My livestream notifs will now be found there and the old server will be deleted in 2026. Livestream channel is gated behind a react role.

These self-moving wheelchairs at the airport are so funny. It moves so slow and it's just so unfittingly low energy compared to how fast and chaotic everything else is around the airport.

This vision of masculinity the right wants to project is sickening. You know what makes a good man? When a man uses his strength or powers that be to uplift others. Not use those traits to belittle and assert themselves over others. A good man inspires, not instills fear. This "alpha" shit is BS.

I want to stop looking at short-form videos it is training my brain in a way that I do not like. TikTok, YouTube Shorts w/e the instagram thing is.

Call me crazy but I think indie is the future.

I'm live, but I'm doing absolutely nothing but spectating and vibing. Will chat with anyone that comes and visits 😛 twitch.tv/illudia

I have felt extremely bad putting off streaming and other hobbies. Sometimes the way I stay connected with friends is thru TTV. Stopping Japanese studies has made me feel ashamed to even show up in some channels. Controlling my hyper-obsessions and exerting self-control are skills i wish I had.

I should have played FFX on like a console or something. Absolutely maddening that a teary cutscene bugs out and gives me a green screen. Ugh

Live w/ FFX twitch.tv/illudia

Vibing on my server in ATLYSS then FFX twitch.tv/illudia

Losing weight is so fucking difficult. Sometimes it feels like I'm fighting the impossible. I let myself go so bad. Ozempic made eating less easy. But I haven't been using it so I have to resort to good ol' self control and exercise.

This playthrough is fucked because I took a long streaming break but I will still continue from where I left off - Final Fantasy X twitch.tv/illudia

ugh. my youtube algorithm is now promoting the toilet paper guy. why

Telling myself I want to diet but also I slept all day and im really hungry and its 1214am. Dicks run?

Do you prefer hot or cold weather?

Just watched Happy Gilmore for the first time. Funny movie

If i was to present the argument as to why we banned leaded gas. Id just point them to /r/StupidFood

POV You're on a date with Xenia

Outraged over a ceo stealing a kids hat but really i think its disproportionate causes ceos really get away with so much more bullshit but its normal

seriously guys

Is Psychology Today a legit place to find therapists or is it a scam?

ive been doing so much vibe coding bullshit lately. i got my own self-hosted jedi academy master server list, i made an atlyss server manager. i dunno this is fun. if my egg ever cracks i'd just be trans server mom. my servers are my babies i mean look at this. (i host an atlyss pvp server 24/7)

i wonder if we'll end up having like inbred code or some shit with ai getting fed ai stuff

I have an old laptop but with modernish specs that I dont use because it gets insanely hot. But I kind of want to take it to the repair shop and have a pro repaste/reapply thermals and turn that laptop into a home server with Proxmox.

Anyone know of a way besides using Parsec where I can remote connect via a browser with no credentials or login needed i to a gaming pc for gaming?

So fucking tired of the way my brain works..im convinced that I need to see a psychiatrist. I want to be able to remember more than 1 or 2 sentences, track longer conversations without nodding like I understand it. I wanna learn Japanese and C#. I wanna argue without checking the chat logs. Ughhhh

Unfortunately, Bluesky is unavailable in Mississippi right now, due to a new state law that requires age verification for all users. While intended for child safety, we think this law poses broader challenges & creates significant barriers that limit free speech & harm smaller platforms like ours.

Good Stuff in El Segundo. Good breakfast spot.

I hate driving on California freeways.

A rare vibe coding success. I managed to reverse engineer a Jedi Academy master server list. Why is this useful? I guess its not but I can at least have a curated master list or something.

I've worked my ass off for two years to make this happen chat. If it's my last time doing this let's make it damn good. Gameshow night in #VRChat www.twitch.tv/crashmccloud

Accidentally read Tales of Symphonia as Tales of Dysphoria and I want to see a new Tales game that involves gender

Thanks to vibe coding~ I think my forum has been saved. No bots hopefully. Also recaptcha. Havent posted on it for awhile but... www.cuddlydragon.net/bbs

im live with ATLYSS for a little bit. ive been neglecting you all and im addicted to this game rn. twitch.tv/illudia

This guy ruined the sudo command for me in my head

Hurts to be a MacOS fan.

IRL I got a pretty decent CPU but only 128MB of ram.

Anyone on my timeline from Austin? With the floods that happened last month. How are Lake Travis' water levels? Is it still looking kinda famished?

Im trying really hard to learn something but my brain drifts off to bsky and now im posting this message pls how do I resist the urge to press post

Im confused. Itch didn't have a choice? Isn't it the payment processors exerting their power over them? Why are people directing memes and anger towards itch?

Shutting down the mumble server. Going to make way to host another ATLYSS server

Programmers must be like. Ah yes, I needed this package of meat. meat++; current Money - meat.Price;

Ordering a double double at In-N-Out must have a different meaning ti programmers.

you know even though i have no skills in it whatsoever. maybe i could just come up with a concept of a game. just really let whatever is going in my mind flow. ive never been good at putting my ideas to work. but i like to think im good at ideas. so basically, jedi academy clone.

Yeah I guess I'm kind of a dick. Idk. Atlyss RP servers are wild. You can have one person that's like: "Thine eyes glisten like stars upon the moonlight sky." and then the person next to you is like "OH DAMN"

I always wanted to make a game but I legitimately feel too dumb to do it. Programming, modeling, art, patience (Mario doesn't count) all shit i dont have

I think I'm a Sephiroth today because something is driving me insane

House Flipper is a game made up by big real estate to coerce you into buying otherwise unsellable beat up or run down homes by making renovating look as easy as holding down your left click button

Atlyss server has been up for a bit. Some dedicated PVPers visit it sometime. Some cocky assholes visit it too. It's fine w/e Pvp games ugh