I started Straterra yesterday and it is making me very sleepy.

I don't know how I feel about my team for Z-A... I don't have a Water type. Highly sus for me typically. XD

The DARE dog, funded by the government told me drugs are bad... I'm beginning to think that was a lie as well.

I wish Druid was a viable career option in our time. Nature and the husbandry of plants, animals, and ecosystems is my joy. My recent plant order made it here safely through the cold temps. I was worried I was going to open a box to dead plants. I hope everyone has a good day.

It drives me crazy that being honest is considered unrealistic and compassion is seen as a weakness. I feel like the world and values I was taught as a child and that I hold in the highest regards now we're all a lie.

This is the breaking point for me. The federal government is intentionally starving Americans. Fuck this shit. It's evil. Period.

I need it. I've been trying to brainstorm ways to grow things and keep a hobby that is sustainable for my income level and health limitations. I found this today and I've seen several amazing setups for bioactive ecosystems. The size sits perfectly on top of my secretary desk in my room.

I know most of us average folk are struggling right now. However, as a disabled person, I'd like to vocalize just how unsustainable things are for people like me rn. My benefits will not cover rent anywhere... Let alone anything else. If it wasn't for family I would be homeless. So that's wild.

The boy and I are hunting Dratinis... I just want one in a normal pokeball. :/

Bok Choy is all grown now! My pretty boy!

I suffer from the delusion that I would be an Elf in a fantasy universe... I'm more likely to be a halfling tbh.

I am so tired of this world. We live on the legacy of destruction and pain. So many people have suffered and died for this current world to exist. Yet it continues its reign of terror. I just want to leave. I don't want to keep seeing ill-spirited people cause suffering to innocent people. Its sad.

Important Kyan Friend Info! Telegram: t.me/lilgreenbean Switch FC: SW-1379-9096-1992

Everyone, I introduce to you, the boy, Bok Choy! 🥬

I broke down and bought Pokemon Legends Z-A. Anyone wanna be friends? FC: SW-1379-9096-1992

I finished setting my Google TV up so I could watch things and now I can't decide on what to watch. XD

This waiting room at the doctor's office I am at is so hecking warm. 🥵

Account and app deleted!

Not sharing this for good boy points... I think I'm close to dropping my Amazon prime and account. I live pretty minimally as is and honestly the app just ends up being a temptation to buy random stuff. So I would save money and be less tempted to buy random things which seems like a double win.

Having a tiny cabin, a small glass greenhouse, and enough land to do permaculture.

I will be updating this account and changing things to include more than just my little/ageplay content. The goal is to build a more well-rounded representation of myself, my passions, and to foster personal development.

Depression Kyan finally killed one of my orchids. :( I'll have to consider replacing that one sometime.

My anthurium vitt. needs to get here before it turns too cold. Also I'm impatient. I've been wanting one for a while now.

I def want to focus on the future. - Live mindfully - Live sustainably - Live kindly - Live small 🦆

Maybe I should embrace my love of nature and hippie-core. Could be fun to try and save some money by looking for second-hand or homemade products. Might even try cloth diapers.

So Kyan, what is your hyperfocus plant genus currently? Anthurium! 🌿

I've neglected my poor houseplants long enough. So I bought the goods to prep them for the cold months and hopefully get them back on the healthy side. I would like to add, at this point if a plant has any remote chance of reverting... Fuck em... I'm over these $300 variegated fuckers.

What if we told our friends we loved them everyday? 💕

I found a little Vardo for super cheap and if I could afford it and I had something to pull it with I would so buy it, fix it up, and make it my little tiny house. I want a little tiny house so badly.

I really want a dragon alt. :/

So this is probably gross of me to admit but I have never been super great at not peeing during bath time. Like the water makes it almost impossible to hold it in. :/

I want a community where non-diaper peeps accept little peeps. I need a mixed group of bearish men and little diaperboys where we all support each other and I get playfully teased and held by the big cuddly bears. 🫠

CW: ABDL, babyfur, diaperboy, ageplay. I can't say I don't enjoy waking up like this in the morning. My lil inch worm likes it too, as he wiggles around in my soggy diaper. 🥴 Good morning!

I hate when I have sleep paralysis and I get stuck in loops where I can't fully wake up.

I am very tired and it's been a really hard day but at least this still feels right to me. I don't know who I'm going to be but I do know being little is a lifestyle and identity. No matter how weird it might feel to others, this is like the core of who I've always been. It's also my one constant.

You're disabled and have special needs. But don't ever accept it and ask for help or accommodations. Just keep trying to be abled. Hi, this is my story.

My mom just told me "I don't know how to help you but God will help you so pray about it" when trying to tell her about my day and how hard it has been. I'm so fucking exhausted with religious people. It's not fucking real!!!

When people post about how awkward people are when talking to new people it really makes me think they are talking about me. People with social deficits are trying. I'm sorry some of us aren't measuring up to your standards...

Fate has decided that three diapers were needed tonight. I've had a horrible time with tapes today. I really need an adult I guess.

I am having a really hard time with my autism, which I'm hyper focused on at the moment. I feel like I'm falling/regressing in my abilities to function like I use to. Everything feels big and stressful anymore, and I keep feeling less and less able to keep up with life the way I once was living.

Today has brought me to the mental space again where I feel inadequate. Why can't I just be what the world needs me to be, what people need me to be? Why does being myself and liking the things I genuinely like, always make me feel like a failure. Yet, those things always feel like a vital need.

I'm feeling a little bummed. I've been trying different alternatives to $potify lately and I couldn't really find one that worked for my needs. I wanted to not support them for a couple of reasons, but also music (specifically ASMR, EMDR, Bilateral, etc are harder to find and access elsewhere.

It's been a very overstimulating day. I just sat for an hour trying to figure out if we can start a citizen petition on congressional reform. Why are these people getting paid anything more than the average minimum wage? Why are they getting healthcare outside of what is available to any citizen.

Any Canadians following me? I've got a friend who is on the verge of being homeless, and I have no idea how to navigate resources to help her and I have zero couches available.

I’m seeing a lot of community members going homeless right now, and I am calling out to anyone in the canadian furry community to help Laura. I am not familiar with Canadian ins and outs, but if anyone has resources, money, a couch for them to crash on? Please message her. 😞

I had a really weird dream last night. It started off with me coming home to find a group of people had broken into my family house. They were looking for my brother who apparently owed them money.

This is really not me trying to flex. I was woken up this morning by my aunt in a frenzy because boxes of these were sitting out in the rain. I didn't order these. They came from a DME company where I was supposed to get samples... O.o

I am honestly glad that the combo of me turning 41 (getting older) and the meds I'm on for depression and anxiety kind of keep me from being horny much of the time. I still get to have fun but also it's nice that I can wear and change my diapers at this point and typically not be horny constantly.

I'm having leaky issues with my diapers lately. It usually always happens at the point where the wing attaches to the sides of the diaper. I don't know if it is the shape of my legs or the way I'm taping them. Has anyone else ever dealt with this?

If this "comet" ends up being aliens, I'm gonna convince them some adult humans are still babies and then leave this planet with them as my caretakers. Bye, nerds!